I'm So Sad About The Fact That My Knife Can't Cut Me Deep Because It Starts To Hurt So Much... I Wish

I'm relate this post so much, but the saddest fact is that I can't cut myself very deep, even though I want it. I wanna see at least derma, not this little cuts that heals in a week.

The euphoric feeling i get when the blood is dripping from my cvts can't compare to anything else in this world

If you're interested in c.ai, and have some cool plot/character ideas, but can't release them for a some reason, then you can send your request on my second acc, and I'll try to do it!:)

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死にたい!!!

I'm f#cked up.

I'm tired, I'm tired of everything. All my hobbies became a daily routine, and I don't feel anything towards them. My friends started to avoid me after my vents, and I completely understand this. I'm tired of school, and I haven't got any straight to just get up or change clothes after school. All I think about is s3lf-h@rm and how much I want to commit su!c!de. I feel like my life is trying to force me to do it. I feel like it'll happen. And I know that I will commit su!c!de.

reposting my art there, cuz I really liked it... gonna publish more art in the future!

After so long, I finally drew an art of my favorite album! I just recently got into Lemon Demon, so...

(I guess, I'll draw Neil soon... From mouth moods...)

I'm afraid that I won't pass my exams... In 9 grade, I'll have exams, which will help me to go in 10 grade, but... I have serious issues with maths... I'm afraid that if I won't pass it, I'll go and commit suicide. Somewhere, deep, in my soul, I don't want die cuz of it. But I feel like I will and like I should.

But... Even if I'll commit suicide, people will just forget me, and I'll be just a random kid, that made grave for themselves. I... I have no idea what to do...

I wanna back in this summer. It was... Good. But times passing, things are changing, so I hope that summer in 2024 will be good.

People's honest reaction when there are MUCH more physical diseases than infections ones or breaking your limb

I wish I knew math, this probably would make my life better...

Yo. I'm Mizuki fan that considers them non-binary or a crosdressing boy but I also understand and accept tfem Mizuki. I think all opportunities are possible and the staff did it on purpose so all people, no matter what their identity are, can relate to them. Asian fans also think that way. I've seen japanese fans who treat Mizuki as a boy, as X-gender, as a tfem. I've also seen people who see them as a cis girl but that one's kinda meh... But the thing is, they don't quarell, they just love Mizuki. They actually don't care much about Mizuki's gender as much as western fans do. I'm fine with how things are in game but the fandom has indeed become insufferable so I understand your feelings. And I'm genuinely sorry even though I don't interact with the fandom at all. Really. All these "Mizuki is a crossdresser!!!" and "Mizuki is a trans representation!!!" are becoming annoying, it's like people don't actually care about Mizuki as a character. As a person. I think we should care less about their gender... Mizuki is Mizuki, and their friend has accepted them the way they are, and that's the only thing that matters to me.

THIS. I don't know who you are, but you're definitely a legend.