I Hate And Don't Understand Why People Still Mispronouncing Me, Even After I Said To Them That My Pronouns

Years will pass and I will never understand, why, just why, there's only 2 sides when it comes to my illness? Some of you immediately start to pity and pamper me, treat me as if I barely understand something, while the other consists of people who are almost the same as the 1st type, but these are trying to do it differently, trying to look caring and understandable, but in the end they are almost the same. And also, since when the phrase "I'm not letting my illness stop me." Became something ablestic? No, I don't want to treat myself as a snowflake. I don't want to do something less, because YOU think that I'll have a flare up. Flare ups are only MY and MINE DEAL, NOT YOURS. I don't want to sit and whine about how fragile my body is. This only makes me look WEAK. Since when I need to work less, just because I'm ill? Maybe I WANT to work?? Maybe I CAN work?? Maybe, it is YOU the one who sees only code in my med card?!

It's actually so comforting to have classmates with mental illnesses or issues. Like, yeah, I'm not alone in this shit!

"But my ribs are hurting too, so help me!!" No, you're saying that just to force me to do something you don't, while I just want to curl up in my bed with this stinging pain in my ribs.

Am I disabled if I have to be homeschooled because of my chronic illness? Asking out of curiosity.

Trying to dump my sufferings to feel healthy again. I can't bear it anymore.

Guys, I couldn't kill myself, please forgive me for causing distress and worrying y'all:(

Also sorry for people who expected/wanted me to kms, I just couldn't... I'm really sorry, hope I could do it soon

I hate the fact that I'm a woman and always will be. I hate the fact that I have reproductive organs. I hate that almost all male friends see only vagina and boobs in me. I wish, I was born genderless, but unfortunately it wouldn't happen, due to biology. I can only go cry about it.

I still don't get why so many people like Cesar. Like... Isn't he just a bland image? We literally know nothing about him, except the fact that he's friends with Mark and he's well... Somewhere. Literally, everything we saw is his alternate! Although people still like him and believe that he has a "canon" personality. Hell, even Thatcher is better than him! Even though, I'm not a fan of Thatcher. I dislike him, but even like that Thatcher has more personality than Cesar

Hey it’s okay. I just went through your blog. I was upset. It’s not your fault, just please be more careful web tagging. There’s minors in the tag. I hope you feel better, genuinely. You seem super nice. I truly hope things get better.

Thanks!! Next time, I won't use tags that could trigger something! And, sorry once again if I made you feel bad. I didn't mean to...

Just accept the fact that flash warning doesn't count as a warning when it appears on a 0,1 second with a small font in the bottom of the screen. I hate it when people can't take a minute to make a good tw.