Is Love Suppose To Be Painful?

Stock between giving up or trying much harder!

I still love her despite the fact I know she have another one...

It's painful because I love you 🥺

All over again

I wanna be nervous

With the nervous you

All over again

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I wanna feel

That innocence

Those first times

That fear

Those magical times

I wanna be

So sure

Of that unsurety

I wanna be

Trembling

To breathe around you

To look into your eyes

To not smile from my heart

Around you

All over again

.

I wanna feel

Your nervousness

To touch my hand

To look at my lips

I wanna see

Your heart pound

I wanna feel you

So close

From so far

All over again

.

I wanna feel

So sure

To let go

Of myself

Yet so scared

Of letting go

Of myself

I wanna take

That leap of faith

To loose everything

To just be with you

To find my whole self

All over again

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I wanna be nervous

With the nervous you

All over again

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“It passes, but it does not pass away.”

— László Krasznahorkai

"my brain's a precious commodity, and it's slowly dying from boredom" cheers

The feeling of emptiness and longing in a cold Saturday evening 😩🥺

i just have to make it through the next few or tens or hundreds or thousands of weeks. until i'm dead

“I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.”

— Jack Kerouac

But I loved her!