The Feeling Of Emptiness And Longing In A Cold Saturday Evening 😩🥺

Stock between giving up or trying much harder!

I still love her despite the fact I know she have another one...

Is love suppose to be painful?

Meeting her gaze makes my heart melt❣️

All over again

I wanna be nervous

With the nervous you

All over again

.

I wanna feel

That innocence

Those first times

That fear

Those magical times

I wanna be

So sure

Of that unsurety

I wanna be

Trembling

To breathe around you

To look into your eyes

To not smile from my heart

Around you

All over again

.

I wanna feel

Your nervousness

To touch my hand

To look at my lips

I wanna see

Your heart pound

I wanna feel you

So close

From so far

All over again

.

I wanna feel

So sure

To let go

Of myself

Yet so scared

Of letting go

Of myself

I wanna take

That leap of faith

To loose everything

To just be with you

To find my whole self

All over again

.

I wanna be nervous

With the nervous you

All over again

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“I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.”

— Jack Kerouac

And then I whispered softly "but I love her"

I think we are more than what I ever expected us to be

But still not enough for me😩🥺

Did you ever just feel so lucky for knowing someone you met online? Like.. I was one click away from not following you. I was one second away from never even knowing of your existence.I would never have been this happy!!!...