Stock Between Giving Up Or Trying Much Harder!

And I made my mind to be at ease😊

It's my 6 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

i just have to make it through the next few or tens or hundreds or thousands of weeks. until i'm dead

There’s peace in knowing that nothing happens without Allah’s knowledge or permission.

All over again

I wanna be nervous

With the nervous you

All over again

.

I wanna feel

That innocence

Those first times

That fear

Those magical times

I wanna be

So sure

Of that unsurety

I wanna be

Trembling

To breathe around you

To look into your eyes

To not smile from my heart

Around you

All over again

.

I wanna feel

Your nervousness

To touch my hand

To look at my lips

I wanna see

Your heart pound

I wanna feel you

So close

From so far

All over again

.

I wanna feel

So sure

To let go

Of myself

Yet so scared

Of letting go

Of myself

I wanna take

That leap of faith

To loose everything

To just be with you

To find my whole self

All over again

.

I wanna be nervous

With the nervous you

All over again

.

.

.

.

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And then I whispered softly "but I love her"

"I crave so much more than just a physical connection. I crave words and depth. I crave who you are and where you come from, your desires and fears. I yearn to know every inch of you beyond the surface."

-Unknown

The feeling of emptiness and longing in a cold Saturday evening 😩🥺

Did you ever just feel so lucky for knowing someone you met online? Like.. I was one click away from not following you. I was one second away from never even knowing of your existence.I would never have been this happy!!!...

Is love suppose to be painful?