It amazes me how he still carry two pen at the left corner of his front pocket thou he could not write anymore...
“I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.”
— Jack Kerouac
“It passes, but it does not pass away.”
— László Krasznahorkai
i just have to make it through the next few or tens or hundreds or thousands of weeks. until i'm dead
“O Allah, send your grace, honour and mercy upon Prophet Muhammad ﷺ ”
I wanna be nervous
With the nervous you
All over again
.
I wanna feel
That innocence
Those first times
That fear
Those magical times
I wanna be
So sure
Of that unsurety
I wanna be
Trembling
To breathe around you
To look into your eyes
To not smile from my heart
Around you
All over again
.
I wanna feel
Your nervousness
To touch my hand
To look at my lips
I wanna see
Your heart pound
I wanna feel you
So close
From so far
All over again
.
I wanna feel
So sure
To let go
Of myself
Yet so scared
Of letting go
Of myself
I wanna take
That leap of faith
To loose everything
To just be with you
To find my whole self
All over again
.
I wanna be nervous
With the nervous you
All over again
.
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