“O Allah, Send Your Grace, Honour And Mercy Upon Prophet Muhammad ﷺ ”

"I crave so much more than just a physical connection. I crave words and depth. I crave who you are and where you come from, your desires and fears. I yearn to know every inch of you beyond the surface."

-Unknown

It's my 6 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

It's painful because I love you 🥺

And then I whispered softly "but I love her"

I think we are more than what I ever expected us to be

But still not enough for me😩🥺

All over again

I wanna be nervous

With the nervous you

All over again

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I wanna feel

That innocence

Those first times

That fear

Those magical times

I wanna be

So sure

Of that unsurety

I wanna be

Trembling

To breathe around you

To look into your eyes

To not smile from my heart

Around you

All over again

.

I wanna feel

Your nervousness

To touch my hand

To look at my lips

I wanna see

Your heart pound

I wanna feel you

So close

From so far

All over again

.

I wanna feel

So sure

To let go

Of myself

Yet so scared

Of letting go

Of myself

I wanna take

That leap of faith

To loose everything

To just be with you

To find my whole self

All over again

.

I wanna be nervous

With the nervous you

All over again

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“It passes, but it does not pass away.”

— László Krasznahorkai

Stock between giving up or trying much harder!

When you try so hard but you can't take them off up your mind😩🥺