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{OOC}How it feels to basically stalk that one moot just to make sure that they are okay 😔 ❤️‍🩹😭

Waiting for a purpose? Opportunities don’t just come around, and they do it’s most likely bad, but I get it, I don’t want to move after eons of staying in the same place-

-🔹

Eons..? I dont think ive existed that long.. Well after a while it felt like so.. I belive i may have found purpose however.. There seems to be lights outside.. However i havent left this room in quite some time..

Perhaps if i do leave, will you all come with me?

You seem particularly bored these days, what’s boring you? I wonder if the supposed doll truly does have feeling after all!! Even if they are merely feelings of boredom!!

-🔹

Well im a doll through technicality. Im not human. But i have flesh. I was created not born. If i do have emotions, i certainly wasnt created with them. Doctor said the key to perfection is to have no weaknesses, and he viewed emotions as weaknesses. But those days are long gone and doctor has long since departed. Anyways, im glad to see you again diamond.

Oh and i suppose, im bored because i have nothing to do. I just sit here.. Waiting for purpose.

That good to hear rose

Umm. Just sitting around I guess

Hm in truth i have not much to do either, im sure the day will progress smoothly however. Yours and my own.

Hiiiii Rose

Hello! How are you?

{OOC:HIIIII HOW ARE YOU IM TOTALLY NOT BORED}

{OOC: HELP SEND HELPNI HATE MY ATTACHMENT ISSUES I WANNA JUST AJSGSUSHAI AHHHH I WANT THEM SO BAD BUT I CANT HAVE THEM IM GONNA AAISUSHUS}

Also i beg someone talk to me

If only you could and want to be mine..

ugh.. I hate this, im already attached and i just talked with them.. Id drink there blood so we could be together forever.. If they would let me of course.. Im so glad they wont know if im talking about them if they somehow see this.. Attachment issues suck doesnt help that im lonely..

OOC: im bored and i cant sleep send in asks r something i beg!!

also i think my poll should still be up so uh aplease awnser! And if you have like those ask game thingys you want me to do tag me in them!!

^^

I’m doing well, how you are, reaper?

{ Ooc-do you do anon emoji claiming?? If so can I be🔹anon???}

Im fine, im glad your well.

{OOC: yeah im fine with it, i'll make a list!}

HIIII!!!!-

Hm, oh. Hello. How are you?

{OOC: HIIII HELLO HOW R YOU?}

Idea/Question

Hello. I am what you all can call abyss.

I am not human.

I am not alive yet i am.

I am a doll.

My emotions are limited.

It is nice to see you all again.

Ooc:

IM A MINOR PPL START ASUMING THAT I BEG

Hi! You can call me reaper, abyss or any nickname you want. This a yandere rp blog. If you are not comfortable you can block me. Feel free to dm me and yes im lonely and single. If you have questions about that dm me and keep everything said private.

I also want to get into writing so ofc it will suck but send in small asks.

Anything when not in character please put Ooc in the ask.

Anyways feel free to say hi as an anon or not!

Click here for rules!

Also i have some personal tags :

#~♢♧♡♤thereaperofsouls♤♡♧♢~

#~♡~reapers response~♡~

#rot alongside me (aka in character stuff)

#be silly with me? (ooc)

#-Qoute's n Lyrics-

My dear Anons:

🔹anon, 🦢🧫 Anon

Yandere mbti : dependent, Clingy and easily jealous (INFP somewhat)

yandere enneagram : Type Four: The Soulmate

yandere types : Obsessive and harmless, submissive

Rules

yes im okay with adults and minors interacting with me so long as its appropriate.

2. Please dm me for certain types of questions like what my discord is.

3. Dont be rasict, homophobic, dont push your religious views, dont be mean. Ect

4. Please send it asks as this will mostly run off of them.

5. Dont give away any personal information through asks or dms. (Must be asked for and consented for dms.)

6. Dont send pictures of irl self harm through asks. But you can through dms to vent.

Rules can be added in the future so make sure to check them!

This song gets me so much . I do want to live in my beloved's skin and drain all their love to keep for myself , like a parasite — even if it's selfish of me to do . I want to be the only one causing their pain .

Strong urge to break my darling's bones so they can't go anywhere . Nobody else would be able to hurt their pretty body but me .

I wish humans were able to fuse . I want to become one with my beloved so bad — I want us to turn into a literal manifestation of our love .

The relationship should go both ways . You need to be obsessive and threaten my life if I dare step out of line , too . Keep me locked up because you're afraid of losing me .

To have a devotee that genuinely worships me and clings to my every word like it's gospel . . godly yan x devotee yan is so underrated

If only my beloved lived nearby me . . I could watch him so closely . I could check in his window to see if he's sleeping well and stalk closely behind him whenever he takes walks . I could keep him safe that way .

So , you'd understand if I beat you up and locked you inside our room , right ? Letting your eyes stray towards another man is a sin — surely you'll accept the consequences .

The idea of someone giving me a stuffed animal with a camera in it so they could watch me is actually making me giddy

Strong urge to lock my beloved inside our home with constant surveillance . Absolutely no contact with the outside world and no one else but me . Giving them such severe Stockholm Syndrome that the thought of leaving me would cause a panic .

The urge to cut my pretty boy's throat a little and taste his blood . . Feeling him squirm and hearing him whine underneath me . .

Need a boyfriend that'd burn his cigarettes into my skin . . Is that too much to ask . .

“ I don't mind if you get jealous ” But I'm the bad guy for wanting to bash your fucking brains in when you talk to someone else

If you really , truly loved me , you'd let me pluck those pretty eyes out so I could keep them in a jar . You'd let me make sure I'm the only one you're looking at .

Oh to watch a slasher film with my sweet boy and tell him how much I want him to be my victim ♡

૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა Hiya !!

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♡　　:　 CDDAF • RDHL • LSMT • type 4

ིྀ 𓎟†𓎟𓎟　Boundaries 💌

𝐈｡ Anons are very much welcome — I'll try replying to everything .

𝐈𝐈｡ Be as weird & creepy as you want ♡

𝐈𝐈𝐈｡ Don't send romantic / flirtatious asks if you're under 17 , please .