Strong Urge To Lock My Beloved Inside Our Home With Constant Surveillance . Absolutely No Contact With

Gods above , I miss him . I miss him so bad . He misses me too , I've been told that , but he wouldn't be in such a position of heartbreak if I weren't such a coward . He deserves better , yeah , but I don't want him with anyone else . I'm so terrible .

I said I wanted to get better before dating again , but he's seen me at my worst . He's loved me anyways . Why was I so stupid ?

Flesh

Consumption

Flesh — I'd say a mix of all three and words of “ affirmation ” ( Repeatedly telling them that they're only mine + saying I own them or some shit )

Consumption — Yeah ♡

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

If only my beloved lived nearby me . . I could watch him so closely . I could check in his window to see if he's sleeping well and stalk closely behind him whenever he takes walks . I could keep him safe that way .

1984 is so fun to analyze but I hate putting it into words

You want to be my follower? My little dog that follows me around with their tail between their legs? Cute. Then act like it. You know i'll treat you oh, so well, a treasure thats to be cherished as if it were the easiest thing in the world; because let's be honest, nobody else can really give you the love that could ever satiate your needs. You and I know only I can provide such a thing.

It's adorable, really. You're flailing about in desperation. Give me all that is yours and all that you are, and perhaps then I'll give you the affection you need so badly.

I wouldn't care if you wanted to bash someone's head in for taking me as you should, I shouldn't have been talking to them in the first place

I think it's interesting that you considered yourself worthy enough of my attention that you fantasized about being in such a position . It's kinda pathetic .

need someone to be parasocial and beg me for attention . to flood all my inboxes hundreds of times on a daily , when i don't even know them . bonus points if ive never talked to them .

If you really , truly loved me , you'd let me pluck those pretty eyes out so I could keep them in a jar . You'd let me make sure I'm the only one you're looking at .

Strong urge to break my darling's bones so they can't go anywhere . Nobody else would be able to hurt their pretty body but me .