Strong urge to break my darling's bones so they can't go anywhere . Nobody else would be able to hurt their pretty body but me .
need someone to be parasocial and beg me for attention . to flood all my inboxes hundreds of times on a daily , when i don't even know them . bonus points if ive never talked to them .
" i can handle you " even when i have extreme mood swings??? even when i'm extremely jealous??? even when i'm going to be annoying??? even if i spam you??? even if i depend on you in the true sense of the word?? even if i burst into tears in front of you out of nowhere?? even if i complain too much???? even if i constantly apologize??? even if i need reassurence all the time because i fear that you hate me somehow?? even if i can't fully get better, but also won't try to get worse???
please mean it
AP English and AP Psych were a mistake
Why am I taking 3 hour tests in the morning . Why Lord why .
I wish humans were able to fuse . I want to become one with my beloved so bad — I want us to turn into a literal manifestation of our love .
Community college better be exactly like Community the show or I'm gonna be pissed off
Gods above , I miss him . I miss him so bad . He misses me too , I've been told that , but he wouldn't be in such a position of heartbreak if I weren't such a coward . He deserves better , yeah , but I don't want him with anyone else . I'm so terrible .
I said I wanted to get better before dating again , but he's seen me at my worst . He's loved me anyways . Why was I so stupid ?
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