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writing an essay on ai and dead internet theory and i'm actually getting- so depressed bc of it, haha
activated !! whoopsie daisy-
— pronunciation . { CELL - SER - AN }
CELSERAN. - a term for when you become attached to new people too quickly, & enjoy their presence based purely on vibe despite knowing nothing about them. this can be in a positive, neutral, negative, or complicated way. this may relate to the misinterpretation of friendships & how close people really are to you.
CELL + SER + AN , meaning attaching quicky
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pronunciation : ( cell - ser - an )
celseran. - a term for when you become attached to new people too quickly, & enjoy their presence based purely on vibe despite knowing nothing about them. this can be in a positive, neutral, negative, or complicated way. this may relate to the misinterpretation of friendships & how close people really are to you. cell + ser + an , meaning attaching quicky
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my dears, i identify with some transid // transbody terms but ,,,
there is a HUGE difference between wanting // feeling like my guts should be made out of candy and my eyes should be pink, etc. etc. and wanting // feeling like one should be a different race, or differently abled . i do not condone the spread of hate and violence, but i also do not condone transability and transraciality . there's probably other not good ones i'm forgetting (if there is, pls feel free to let me know) ,,,, but i digress . the idea that one can "transition" to another race, another ethnicity, another culture the idea that one can "transition" to being disabled is FOUL . because no, if you were born a certain race, that is your culture- that is your heritage- you can choose to be disconnected from it, and be really interested in other cultures, but you cannot claim to be another race entirely . i am like- so white- like really white- (i haven't dna tested, but my mum has, nd most of her heritage is from like- germany-) and as a white person, i am saying LEAVE THE OTHER CULTURES ALONE !!! you are NOT transafrican, or whatever you want to call it, you need help from a therapist . and being transabled ?? is virtually a mockery of disabled people . disabilities are not cool, they are not something that you can just decide to be . as a partner of someone with disabilities, i've seen how much they can affect your ability to basically function, and to just decide to say "hey, so actually, i'm somethimthisehitimeithin-about-limbs-and-i-don't-remember-any-of-the-disability-words-but-yk" like- no . you're not . you have a well-oiled perfectly functioning body . put the mobility aids and your sticker collection away . actually, yk what ?? DONATE those mobility aids to someone who NEEDS them .
all that being said, there's the mental aspect of it let's start with systems once again--there's a HUGE difference between having or being a headmate who is of a different ethnicity // race than the body xx having or being a headmate with abilities than that of the body and everything i've said above because that's actually a different person, not just someone whose thought process is wonked . then there's like- mentally ill mental illness- like i'm talking a little lady strolling around thinking that she's a mexican deadlifter--she is going to physically harm herself trying to do things, because whatever's in her brain has gotten so twisted that she is convinced of something physically impossible in the end, i hope everybody can jsut- open their eyes and we can all be happy together and wish we all had star pupils and not that we were born a different culture ,,, if you got this far, thanks for reading <3 it's almost 1:20am, i should probably get to bed-
your honor, i'm literally just the Beast of Sloth
life is crazy bc wdym i went from being monoamorous to my bf trying to help me find the right term to describe how i felt to being blizki-pluramorus to saying "i think i like you" to being in a pluramorus relationship where i now have two boyfriends to saying "I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU" and this all happened in under 4-6 hours- like hello- huh- huh- what- huh- /pos
i'm going to sleep
idk if it's the ocd or the autism, but i assign meanings to different heart colors, and when other ppl use those heart colors outside of the meaning, i get irrrationally upset on the inside- like how are they supposed to know KJFHDJHJFKDSHJK 💚 = platonic !! 🩷 and 🩵 = romantic !! (so i only use them for my boyfriend) 💜 = he's ourple .
i should rlly revamp my blog- make it fun, have an intro post, all that swag ,,,
i love payjay how does oj even get his arms around paper idk i love them
literally just got notified 4 an ask, nd this is what i see
why does this keep happening :(((
but i feeeeeel so teensy weensyyyyyyyyy i jus wanba be tiny
searched #agere bc my boyfriend's regressed rn nd i feel like looking at sfw age regression content will help me interact with hyx better !!! pro: CUTE CUTE CUTE AUGH i rlly like this stuff it's making me- oh- con: it's making me want to age regress RLLY RLLY BAD but- i don't- rlly have a safespace :( plus i've- never age regressed before (i think-), nd i don't know if i'd b valid bc i dunno which age i'd regress to nd everybody seems 2 know that :( man this is just like how i wish i could leave front, but i don't seem to be able to- it's the paranoia, man, it doesn't let me do anything :((((
searched #agere bc my boyfriend's regressed rn nd i feel like looking at sfw age regression content will help me interact with hyx better !!! pro: CUTE CUTE CUTE AUGH i rlly like this stuff it's making me- oh- con: it's making me want to age regress RLLY RLLY BAD but- i don't- rlly have a safespace :( plus i've- never age regressed before (i think-), nd i don't know if i'd b valid bc i dunno which age i'd regress to nd everybody seems 2 know that :( man this is just like how i wish i could leave front, but i don't seem to be able to- it's the paranoia, man, it doesn't let me do anything :((((