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i return from the ether to happily report that i only gained 1kg over the hols which is better than i expected and i already lost most of it back!! :3
Day 2: Fav Th1n5pø
ugghh i have so many it depends on the vibe of day? like some days we feeling delicate little pink princess but then others i wanna be a grungy genderless skeleton? or like... idk the aesthetic... ⭐ving academia?
still this is probably fav of all time:
127 plz n thx
(t1nyfae on twt)
258, hands down
i made tree! you can leave a decoration w/ a message if u want
saw this on @h0neysugarfree 's blog <3
okie imma do this as like a countdown to Christmas yeth :3
Day 1 - Goals for the End of 2024:
To not gain during xmas/ny (or at least lose it right after)
could be harsher but i really really love christmas. literally almost all my positive memories from childhood are during christmas.
Christmas is Special and my stupid little brain don't get to ruin it :P
so first half of the week, sperm donor was at a Manager Work Thingy a few hours away and thus i was Acting Adult of the household and as such in charge of ensuring that both the dog and my little sibling slept, drank water and ate.
nowhere in my instructions were to ensure i slept or ate >:3
unfortunately this had the regrettable consequence of nearly fainting during sparring so... gonna need to be a tad more careful next time lol.
me, after crawling back to tumblr after idefk whats been going but rest assured it was not a productive or fun time.
hallo (◕ᴗ◕✿)
so, as one does, i was checking how much ive lost since i started properly tracking again. And, as fucked up little brainicles do, i was disappointed when it fell in the range of healthy weight loss for the time span (7.3kg in 2mo)
and then i realized that i was upset??? about being healthy???? and close to the upper limit of healthy?????
like wtf??????
idrc about whats healthy when it comes to weight loss (like im here lol) but ive never... actively not wanted to at least go about it in a more helathy way??
like im fucking religious abt taking my vitamins so i dont get scurvy or whatever. (after writing this the fact that my hard line for healthy eating is "having my flintstones gummies everyday" is... something)
anyways tldr is i had a "shit i am so far into my relapse ive reached new levels of fuckery" moment :/
my dinner! spicy "ramen" (konjac noodles), egg, sugar-free jello and cherry coke zero (god i love cherry coke zero my lifeblood frrr ❤️ 🍒)
i used two noodle packets (10 cal each so 20) and one small egg (60 cal) the sauce/seasonings are 22 cal and the green onion is 8.
plus the jello (2 × 5cal = 10) is 160 cal total!!
so yknow how caffine is an appitite surpressant??
HOLY FUCK IS IT EVER???
2 energy drinks last night and i have have only the nice empty hungr¥ and no cr@vings all fucking day!!! literally all i have eaten is a bowl of shitty condensed tomato soup (love me my soup but the creamy stuff is way better)
if so dangerous, why so beautiful?
rate the omad 🔥🔥🔥
367 cals😛😛
rate the omad 🔥🔥🔥
367 cals😛😛
tw - b0dycheck 😓😓i still feel so fat because i cant f@st because there isn’t school for FOUR days. school i actually miss you
this video is SOOO triggering especially the fact that she looks soo cool like im jealous of everything in this video she’s so pretty
just dropped 1,7kg in a day and I've got no idea what I did. LET'S GOOOOOO
~Fast~
42.5 hours in and I just got sick * . * I feel a lot better now so I’m not breaking my fast quite yet, but I’m doubting I’ll complete all 93h.. I set it as that many hrs because it’s the most ideal fast I’d like to do, but I haven’t done a fast longer than 3 days in wayyy too long, and sadly I’m struggling a bit physically.. not even 48hrs in T . T but at the VERY least I’ll make it to the 48h mark, anything less is pathetic and I’ll be even more of a disappointment.(I would never talk to anyone else like that btw, only to myself lol)
Just saw these on tt and ommggg they’re so cute!!!!
~Wieiad~
9•27•24
Breakfast:
111g Carrot slices - 46c
84g Celery slices - 12c
19g Small tomatoes - 6c
48g Red grapes - 33c
80g Plums - 37c
Lunch:
54g Peanut butter chocolate protein bar - 208c
Dinner:
43g Brownie batter puff protein bar - 151c
Total Cals - 493
Water Intake - 68floz
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~Macros~
Carbs: 71g
Protein: 33g
Fat: 12g
Fiber: 11g
Sodium: 820mg
Calcium: 218mg
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~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Decent day, it could’ve been better. Tomorrow I’m gonna start taking some vitamins, but the bad thing is that all of them combined are 100 cals * . * I got gummies so maybe that’s why it’s so much. I just have a really hard time swallowing pills so I thought gummies would be better for me, but idk…the only thing I can do is wait and see how it goes but I’m a bit concerned lol
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~Breakfast~
9•27•24
•Details•
111g Carrot Slices - 46c
84g Celery Slices - 12c
19g Small Tomatoes - 6c
48g Red Grapes - 33c
80g Plum - 37c
Total: 143c
•Macros•
Carbs - 32g
Protein - 3g
Fat - 0g
Fiber - 6g
Sodium - 146mg
Calcium - 81mg
I’m not really a tomato fan so I only ate 1 and half instead of 3… and the amount of protein is pathetic, but I’m nearly out of fresh fruits and veggies so soon I can focus more on macros. I’m not using my own hard earned money to buy groceries rn so the least I waste the better.
~Wieiad~
9•26•24
Breakfast: Blueberry protein bar - 180c
Lunch: N/A
Dinner: 191g Plums - 88c
109g Kiwi with skin - 66c
140g Red Delicious apple with skin - 83c
87g Oranges - 41c
~Macros~
Carbs: 92g
Protein: 15g
Fat: 7g
Fiber: 17g
Sodium: 331mg
Calcium: 141mg
Total cals: 458
Water intake: 68 fl oz
Not too bad ig…. Just glad it’s not above 500 lol
the moment an eating disorder isn't restrictive or doesn't "compensate" for behaviours that could lead to weight gain, nobody gives a shit. and it's exhausting.
as someone with binge eating disorder, i'm tired of being dismissed, humiliated, and ridiculed by everyone.
i've had psychiatrists tell me that my eating disorder isn't real and that i just 'have no self control'.
i've had anorexics call me a disgusting pig and use my mental illness as something to laugh at.
i've had bulimics say similarly horrible things, which is hypocritical given their disorder involves binging as well, but when i pointed that out they told me that 'at least they do something about it.'
binge eating disorder is horrible to live with. at the very least we could be given some respect.
tw: eating disorder mention (not abt me)
i feel like we dont talk about binge eating disorder enough. a lot of people talk about anorexia, a decent amount of people talk about bulimia, but ive barely heard people talk about bunge eating disorder. it's a very serious disorder, just as serious as anorexia and bulimia, yet it doesn't get as much recognition as it should. i find that odd.
anorexics i am so serious get out of the binge eating disorder tags. they barely exist as it is.
i am looking for posts about binge ed so i can feel less alone with this isolating disorder i do not need to hear about how you ate half a piece of gum and a diet soda today.
Zjadłam dzisiaj mus i WSM mus i mus bo nie mam na chacie czegoś mniej kalorycznego.
Ehh
Próbowałam coś poćwiczyć, ale chuj z tą anemia mega chciałam się nauczyć kalisteniki i co gówno wyjdzie.
Starving and manifesting ✨
Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs
Hejoo
Zaczynam moja dietę od jutra startuje z 60kg
Będę jadła 300kcal przez 2 miesiące. Czyli planuje schudnąć do 40kg.
To tyle.
this
if u starve for long enough u start feeling like ur high sometimes its my fav thing ever