Thoughts - Blog Posts
I still find Alfred's death scene pretty creepy. In Edna's eyes, she pushed him down the stairs because he bullied her, didn't like her toy (her best friend), and...because Harvey himself "told her" to do it. I understand, that Alfred was a brat. I also understand, that Edna probably did it on emotions, but still. For me, it's the creepiest moment in the game.
I recently rewatched the walkthrough of "Edna and Harvey". I'm wondering: has anyone already done a story analysis, from the point of view of psychology? I mean, taking into account the "unreliable narrator" trope, since Edna is stated as a lunatic (just like everybody else at the asylum). I wonder how Harvey (projection of Edna's subconsious/imagination) could have gotten the idea that Edna's father eats children? Especially, since we know that Edna loved her father. How could Edna, sitting in the basement, know that her father and Alfred were sitting outside eating ice cream?I mean, the thoughts had to come from somewhere, right? Also, Dr Marcel's letter to the teacher and Alfred's death...Her memories are clearly not accurate.
I coast through life
switching back and forth
from auto pilot.
Like a baby with no object permanence.
- C. Peach
I just found out how to climb on my roof. There is chance i fall and die, or i could have a very good view. That is a win-win situation!!
Real footage of me sitting on my roof.
guys what if squid game was octopus game. hear me out. there are like 16 teams of 8 people and you have to stick with this team until eventually ur team members die, so you have to form a new team of 8 and you get eliminated if you dont. theres a final team of 8 and they fight to the death to determine a winner.
Thoughts about queerness
I don't believe being queer is a lifestyle or a way of life, I believe it is a moral. Being queer isn't just being gay or trans or ace/aro. Being queer is being brave, having pride (pun intended), it's being loud, it's being unafraid to stand up to others no matter the situation. It's understanding that you don't have to live a certain way, you don't have to live the apple pie life. you don't have to want kids, you don't have to marry someone, and you don't have to have a simple boring job. It's rejecting society's standards and stereotypes. It's allowing you to express emotion, it's taking up space and showing the world who you are. It's being kind and passionate. It's knowing it's okay to be a virgin, it's okay to have a low body count, it's okay to be a little messed up, and it's okay to get help. It's knowing that everyone is different and not giving a fuck what people do or think (as long as they aren't hurting anyone or themselves) because it's their life. Being queer is being proud.
I'm passionate about my queerness because I want to live in a world where nobody has to be. I want people to be able to come home to their parents with their partners and it is not any different if they were straight. I want to live in a world where nobody has to come out because loving someone is normal, but we don't have that yet so I will continue to proudly state I'm pan and queer. I'm passionate about my queerness because I want people to see me and know they can be open to me, that I am safe and I care about their experience, and I want them to know that they are loved and normal and are allowed to make stupid gay jokes and shout about their queerness. I'm passionate about my queerness because if I'm not then I know we will be locked away and buried in history again. I'm passionate about my queerness because I want my fucking rights, I want to be respected, and I want to be allowed to live my life the way I want.
Add onto this if you feel like it. Or don't your choice.
fun late-night thought i don’t trust my friends enough to actually tell them: i feel like people liked me better when i had no self-confidence
So, I developed this habit ever since Tumblr became my go-to place for reader-insert fanfics of falling in love with characters from shows and movies that I have and will likely never see to the point of actually inserting myself into certain scenarios (i.e; I’ll rewrite the reader’s dialogue to be what I think I would actually say in the given situation) and coming up with my own headcanons for certain scenarios, Good Omens (specifically Crowley), Doctor Who (specifically 10 and 11) and Sherlock (specifically the detective himself) are the biggest examples of this phenomenon. This also happens with shipping, in which case Johnlock is the biggest example. If I were to watch Sherlock, I would most defiantly see Sherlock and John only as close friends and just roll my eyes when the show is deliberately ship-teasing them.
wait what- I CAN DO WHAT???
WILL I GET BANNED????
IUKWEHDM,SA I WANNA CLICK CUZ BUTTON BUT THEN AGAIN-
Thank you non-con or dub-con is all sick and disgusting.
non con is a fancy word to say r*pe. hope this helps.
btw the # related to r*pe kink has 17k followers on tumblr.
y’all are fucking terrifying.
I had thoughts
Ну просто они способны засасывать свет, а он имеет предельную скорость
Кроме того, чёрные дыры расщепляю всё попадающее в неё до уровня информации
Учёные думают, что они могут уничтожать информацию, так как они не могут её там больше найти
Но что если информация не исчезает, а переносится в другое место, где из неё можно обратно собрать свет, человека или астероид
Плюсом в космосе время ведёт себя странно, а значит оно относительно
Если человек сможет совладать с принципом работы чёрных дыр и немного подшаманит с местоположениями в космосе
То можно получить путешествие во времени относительно наблюдателя
Логично? Не знаю, надеюсь. Возможно это антинаучная фигня
Этот пост вообще эксперемент и скорее всего неудачный
Do screenshot and use google translate
I’ve read more true things on tumblr today alone than I have anywhere all my life
This shit is insane
There's always the geeky and bashful one... *Also her after working hours*
My Little Pony: Magic Resistance/Anti-Magic
So I’ve wondered how magic could be combated/defended against in the world of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. There are guards, police and other forms of law enforcement, so they’re definitely needed to help keep the peace. So how do they apprehend unicorns or other magic wielding species that were criminals or threats of some sort? So I tried to recall and look up if there were any examples in the series. And I succeeded in finding a few examples.
The first example I recalled was from season 6, To Where and Back Again. Chrysalis’ throne that disabled all magic except changeling magic. Although this would hinder any soldiers or law enforcement that were non changeling magic wielders. It seems to be unlikely and rarely be used by non changeling.
The next example of magic suppression I could think of was the gate used in the Equestria Games to disable magic to prevent cheating. If there was or is a more portable or otherwise smaller scale version, I imagine it could be more easily used to disable magic wielders.
The next example I could think of were from season 3, where the Crystal Empire returns. Sombra uses his crystal magic to disable Shining Armor’s ability to use magic, and he uses his magic crystals to trap Twilight Sparkle when she was trying to get the Crystal Heart. The crystal cage she was trapped in prevented her from teleporting out.
The next example I could think of was from the My Little Pony Movie. The Storm King’s soldiers used shields, and possibly armor, that could resist and even to an extent, deflect magic. And when Twilight Sparkle was captured, she was put in a cage that prevented her magic from allowing her to escape. I forgot to draw the cage unfortunately. And we also see in the movie, captured ponies with muzzles. And at least one of the captured ponies, in addition to being muzzled, had a device on their horn that likely prevented them from using magic. However this device would probably only work on a strait horn that would fit in it, so it likely wouldn’t work on larger or smaller horns. And especially not curved or branched horns.
So I thought up and drew a cuffing device like a ring or bracelet that could be adjusted to account for horn size and would be unlikely to be hindered by the horn or antler shape. I imagine that the cuffs would be made out of a material the same or similar to what the Storm King’s army’s equipment and likely incorporated something similar to the magic disabling gates used in the Equestria Games. I drew up examples of how the cuffs would be used on different magic wielding species, straight horned unicorns, curved horned unicorns, goats/sheep, kirin, deer, and abada.
First this old guy ,,,now Mueller😭😭😭😭nah fr they all are turning out unexpected ,,,first the old man here looking like a babygurl and now Mueller who I expected to be our snouty rat guy from novel to be a kawaii boi,,, life is giving me surprises that I can't deny (I like em allll thou😭 no im not complaining, im just getting more and more surprises )
Still thinking about that crazy interaction with my friends the other day. So, four of us went out for breakfast to celebrate the end of the semester. Conversations went, talked about things, etc. And then then mic turns to me and I mentioned I love writing and how I started writing what society would be considered "insensible". My two friends sitting across from me didn't catch what I said (bc I wasn't about to out myself in a restaurant by saying 'yeah, I write gay shit') but my friend sitting next to me suddenly gasped and said, "you like BL?"
Startled by this, we shared a look before I nodded to them. And without a second to pause, they yell out, "Send them to me; I love BL!"
Im pretty sure the couple in the booth in front and behind us heard what they said. I, for one, was surprised bc they are really shy and introverted (I'm telling you, it's the shy ones).
Mind you, my friends from across the table had no idea what they just yelled out (I later told them what the term meant), but we were all caught up in laughter from their sudden outburst.
Anyway, I'm engaged now.
Now, we can return back to study for my finals after getting possessed by a fan story idea that I had to write about.
Sigh.
Will AI be considered life before Humans?
I was listening to an interesting argument the other day where people were debating between AI and giving it a new life tag vs. a helpful tool.
I don't mind if we call AI life as long as we can consider the following life as well: a) trans people, b) the gay community, c) various worldly religions and the people practicing such, d) nonbinary folks, e) anyone on this worldly plane.
We are so quick to defend the argument that AI is considered life, and yet, still treat someone that has true emotions and the right to a peaceful life like sub-humans just because they don't conform to regulations. People throw around the stats of "white cis male suicide rates are increasing" while completely ignoring young gay teens ones. We have POWs, war-torn areas, regions of natural disasters untouched by UN and go unnoticed by powerful countries because it doesn't directly affect them. But yet when one issue appears for the rich and powerful, they expect the world to cater to them and provide aid. There are millions of people out there currently that deserves a fair chance at life.
So, before we label AI, let's make sure the people here that surround us are also considered to be life and treat them more than just an object to hate or use.
A lot of times I wonder if hypothetically you’re entire brain was deconstructed and then reconstructed (like every cell got separated for a lil bit) would you still be alive or would you be dead and an exact copy of you would be alive. Same thing with uploading your consciousness to the internet, that just sounds like killing me and making another me as a replacement.
theres so many ways to explore how ghidorah ‘possessed’ ren since possession is such a big umbrella, but lately ive been thinking of a ‘gold fever’ au that diverges from canon after rens initial test run where he tore skullcrawler no.10 up, he becomes patient zero to the gold fever! im thinking a hivemind thing connected to ghidorah, i havent rlly thought of the basics of this disease since all i know is he goes on to infect walter— who as an extremely influential figure uses his platform to infect others through a screen (or mechagodzilla serves as a broadcast to infect the ppl of hong kong, kind of like how in DCeased the zombies started via a cellphone virus) g-team consisting of madison, josh, and bernie are also infected at some point which leaves the unsuspecting team kong in for a surprise when they return to the surface, and maybe maia even learns empathy after seeing whats become of her father!
Hai, this is puppy creampuffs with my first two interpretations of songs off of disjecta Membra.
*NOTE this is just my thoughts on these songs, and everyone sees them differently, so if you don't agree with them, i totally understand
Also, i am a very bad writer, so if this is badly structured, please don't say anything about it*
My interpretation of Please Mr. Pilot
This song is about the struggle of dealing with the death of a loved one. In the song he talks about how he feels like he can't go to the cemetery and pay his respects at his loved ones funeral. He justified this decision to himself by coming up with various reasons to not go like he doesnt wanna see flowers growing on the grave, he already said goodbye, he shouldn't have to do it in public and why should he go there and be sad in front of strangers. He is just trying to forget that the person died and the funeral is facing the facts and that's the real reason he doesn't want to go.
My interpretation of 2:24
This song is about a day of bandcamp in the summer. As he is just saying the daily events of band camp and what position they happen. I'm not sure what to interpret this as but in my brain this is a fun description of the day from the perspective of a kid in band camp who is bored and decided to make a silly song about it.
FUNFACT: In a Livestream will said he used to play the trombone in high school marching band.
If you liked this i will be releasing more and linking them too each other at some point sown here.
Second post
AND i also never posted my artwork in places with any large audience whatsoever lol. i'm amused, can't say less, by all the feedback i got. in my telegram channel i got uhh let me check... in total of 5 reactions on my latest art with michael. l never got any praise for my art from people except for my close friends. so that's.... new.
tbh it's way too weird to share my art online. i'm used to be a writer, to post fics??? and now i'm in the fandom that has mainly english speaking audience????????? I don't even know english that much i can't write fics in it, not even counting my writeblock.
and it's weeeiiiirdd because how do all my thought, all my headcanons, even all my love – how do i fkng squeeze it into one picture???
tbh it's way too weird to share my art online. i'm used to be a writer, to post fics??? and now i'm in the fandom that has mainly english speaking audience????????? I don't even know english that much i can't write fics in it, not even counting my writeblock.
and it's weeeiiiirdd because how do all my thought, all my headcanons, even all my love – how do i fkng squeeze it into one picture???
hmm no no, continue I would love to hear this
listen to me listen. to. me. casper is that type that 100% sighs super softly when you kiss him and he's also convinced that you don't notice the fact that he leans in even more like, he hugs you closer as if he wants to mold your bodies together and - okay no I'll stop here
Thoughts~
This is my first time doing stuff like this, and my first language isn’t english so BEAR (heh see what I did there) with how I used my punctuations and my vocabularies, I’m a pessimistic person and I’m already thinking about no one reading this. Does anyone just open their social media and just surf hours and hours in the internet? because I do...LIKE A LOT. That’s it for me, welp whoever reads this have a great day/night.~
Amate, quierete, siéntete bien contigo mismo.
Todo suena tan sencillo hasta que te ves en el espejo por primera vez en semanas y lo que refleja no es agradable para ti.
Pocos hablan de lo complicado que es verte y sentir asco y aún así tratar de quererte, porque así es tu cuerpo. Así eres mientras tratas de hacer una tregua con tu mente, tus expectativas y lo que tus ojos observan.
Lo que es verte y tratar de acallar lo que gritan las voces. Y no hablo de esquizofrenia, ni de gente imaginaria. Sino de las que constantemente te están diciendo que vas a fallar y que no hay nada más despreciable que tú. Esas voces que se parecen tanto a los que quieres, pero que la mayoría suena como tú.
Verte y despedazar cada pequeña parte de tu cuerpo porque no se ve como crees que debería. Porque sabes que el mundo juzga incluso más fuerte que tus voces, ¿o era al revés?
De tanto ruido, ya ni sabes qué creer.
Ni qué ves en realidad. ¿Te ves con dulzura y te autoengañas pensando que estas mejor? ¿O con paciencia sabiendo que mañana será un día mejor? Tal vez con desdén, porque te conoces y sabes que no importa, al final, no estás bien en la azotea y nada te gusta de ti mismo.