i need to interact with more happy things. its the reason why i joined tumblr and stepped away from twitter.
my TL is just.. negative.
might purge a bunch of posts
we went to a craft market (it was just tourist stuff, nothing to make actual crafts) and there were cats!!!!
we were told that if we wanted them, we could take them but it takes a lot of time and money to get them to be able to come to the us (gotta vaccinate and test them and it takes MONTHS for them to process)
so we couldnt :(
BUTTTT my mom did say after we clean up the house more she was thinking about getting another cat
SOOOO ANOTHER CAT FOR ME 😫
update if anyone cares
we ended up staying an extra day and im flying down rn!!
the flight attendant thought i was some random woman harassing my mom 😭
she was like “is everything okay” and my mom told her that im just her kid bothering her like usual 😭
the flight attendant was RELIEVED since she didnt want a problem
watching despicable me 4 its not too bad
word of advice!!!
never fly standby.
ESPECIALLY when the flight is for you returning back home!!!
we havent been able to get onto 2 flights now!!!
its 3am!!!
im on the verge of a mental breakdown!!!
i want to go home!!!
i have to stop myself from cracking my skull on the wall!!!
and we might not be able to go home for 2 days!!!!!
isnt that fun!!!!!!?
just got gender envy towards two youtuber and male singers :/
i GOTTA start hrt soon bruv 💔 i want my voice change badly 😭
ever since i came out/realizing i was trans, i started to hate my room decor so im changing it from pastel danish (base white w pops of pastel colors) to gothic and its SO hard when your room walls are white and when youre also poor because college is so stressful so you had to cut your hours 💔
before i realized i was a trans man (genderfaun), i was genderfluid
my plans for my persona was whenever im masc for him to be a siren whilst my fem align would be a fairy
i might still do this but have the fem align be for my agender identity as i still want the fairy
dont wanna give too much away for what my plans are but its gonna be COOL!!!
my issue with my anxiety is that the way i typically deal with it at home, i cannot do the same thing at work / in public.
its the reason why i want to start anxiety meds but my mom said that i should try looking at other coping mechanisms first before jumping into something that changes my brain chemistry (shes a nurse and shes for finding other ways to deal with issues before taking something that changes your brain chemistry. which i understand and agree with!!)
im just tired of the anxiety tbh i just wanna live a normal life without the constantly shaking, not being able to breathe properly, fear, etc.
yall we got a roach in the bathroom (mom thinks theyre coming from the pipes) and tell me why when i came home from my driving lesson, i wanted to wash my hands (covid has instilled washing your hands immediately when you come home in me) so i opened the bathroom door, turned on the light, and saw the roach RUNNING from the toilet to back under the washing machine where it hides 😭
i was spooked but then calmed down and found how it moved so funny 😭
wish i was able to take a picture but the two times i saw it i didnt bring my phone with me
i have an odd fascination with bugs. i love to look at them but sudden movement from them makes me scared bc the way they move is always so funny/odd to me
waiting for the (late) bus to go to my driving lesson
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My friend, who sits across from me in my art class, is doing some painting and she keeps moving her arm to adjust her sleeve. Well, she happens to have just dipped the brush into water, adjusts her sleeve directly over what I'm working on, and gets drops of blue tinged water all over my paper. Ruined my drawing before I could finish inking it. Now there are blue spots all over it. I thank her, sarcastically, for ruining it and she says, in this cheerful voice, you're welcome. And I liked how it was turning out, too.
Sometimes consuming all the media of The Character isn’t enough. I need them inserted into my very soul
someone: you can’t use fictional characters as a coping mechanism
me: allow me to demostrate
I’m trying to queer up my parents’ favorite shows so I can be annoying but here’s a few I’m having trouble with send help:
1) NCIS (all I can think of is Abby and Kate but I need more)
2) Bones (this show is painfully heterosexual and also one of my favorites pls enlighten me)
3) Madame Secretary (yes there is a bi character I think but I’m talking about making two prominent characters have homosexual horny fag sex)
4) Dexter (I want to piss off my dad)
5) Royal Pains (my mom has rewatched this show like 6 times and I still don’t know what is going on or who anyone is)
All I’m asking for is a ship name or some kind of pairing and I will do my own research thank you and goodnight
Currently trying to use telepathy on my friends to get at least one of them to follow me over 700 miles to a new state when I move bc I’ll miss them and also bc trying to find a roommate while not being in the that city (let alone the state) is really hard and I don’t wanna :/
I am asking you all (boy kissers, sluts, film buffs) to help me do God’s work
I feel like the people in my Pokémon ghost story are out of character. This was a hard one for me to write because I personally have never been in a relationship before so romance has always been super hard for me to write. Hope you guys enjoyed it anyways
Also, what’s all of this about NFT? What is that? And why is it bad? Why is everyone so upset about it? If someone could explain that to me I would heavily appreciate it. 🙏
Sometimes I'll be scrolling through Tumblr, and I'll see a post that I'll relate to, as is the human experience. But I don't reblog a lot of things, because it feels to me that if I do that without setting up a 'name' for myself, for lack of a better term, no one will want to be friends with me, so I think, oh, I'll just post that but in my own words and I realize, no, just be yourself -_-
Don't know why I'm posting this, but hey, gotta post to get followers ✌️ anyways I'm just making Mac and cheese 😂 wait. Is it Mac and Cheese or Mac n Cheese? I'm gonna stop now.
I tuned seventeen, failed my drivers test, and learned trump was reelected all on the same day.
Really disappointed honestly
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Have you ever felt so bored that the only feelings you can feel are exhaustion and frustration cos you've been stuck in one place forever and you need something to give right now but you know you have to get through this before anything can change
Yeah me neither bestie 💅
I feel like god was one of the og fanfic writers
like, he saw this planet full of blorbos, meow meows, what have you and just. chewed them up. threw so much angst and trauma at them and was having a great time
until he threw his own oc into the mix and chilled tf out
Tagged by: @altocat
Last Song: 時計回りのトルク by GRANRODEO.
Favorite Color: Most blues. Especially light blues, ocean blues, and navy blue.
Currently Watching: BG3 cast plays DND: Shadows of Athkatla- High Rollers
Last Movie/Show: Dungeons & Dragons: Honor Among Thieves. It’s such a fun movie :D For fun, last show was Castlevania: Nocturne. I love it so much. OLROX AAAA
Spicy, Savory, or Sweet?: Savory. I like a bit of spice but pure sweet is not good to me lol. Calpico is so sweet it dried my mouth out instantly.
Last Thing You Googled: “ultraleather”. I cosplay occasionally and have some projects i want to sew that have leather somewhere (or literally the whole thing) so i was looking for a faux leather that looks like leather but is actually fabric. Thank you forum from 2007 dragoncon. Sadly Ultraleather very expensive :/
Tagging: @salternateunreality @heraldofcrow @errantnight and anyone who wants to try :D
Tagged by @0junemeatcleaver0 and @uncivilcivilservice
Last Song: Hoist the Colours (Bass singers version) by Bobby Bass
Favorite Color: Tough question, I like dark reds and blues a lot, but also may soft blues
Currently Watching: Just been watching crafting youtube videos ^_^''
Last Movie/Show: Handmade: Britain's Best Woodworker (this season wasn't as good as the last two imo)
Spicy, Savory, or Sweet?: can i have savory with sweet?
Last Thing You Googled: the name of the wood working show lol
Tagging (with no pressure to do it): @this-writer-needs-coffee @altocat @glamgoblin @fofoqueirah @complicitsacrilege and anyone else who wants to do this (I'm so bad with remembering people's names I'm sorry)
*Wade and Logan visiting the X-Men*
Logan: *starts doing the kneading thing cats do, yes, claws included*
Wade immediately, grinning like a bastard: Aww, look at the little kitty! Are you feeling comfortable?
Logan: *glaring* I am not a cat
Cue all of the X-Men compiling a list of reasons as to why Logan is similar to a cat.
His hair looks like little cat ears - Scott
I mean, he does like sunbeams - Jean
He often behaves like cat, growling at people he does not like - Collossus
If he starts purring, I’m out - Laura
And many more..
Logan doesn't know of he should feel insulted or not. He decides to go pout in some hidden corner, but Wade keeps finding and distracting him; he can't stay mad at them for long.
If I had a dollar for every time I didn’t have a dollar, I’d be broke but rich in irony.
So insane about the fact that the Deadpool steelbook had a bunch of Logans and the Wolverine one has a bunch of Deadpools, but they are standing next to each other anyways
I mean look at them.
Also I think it's funny how you don't see any dradpool more than twice but then there is mafia logan chilling there 4 times, we see you Wade
So insane about the fact that the Deadpool steelbook had a bunch of Logans and the Wolverine one has a bunch of Deadpools, but they are standing next to each other anyways
I mean look at them.
Also I think it's funny how you don't see any dradpool more than twice but then there is mafia logan chilling there 4 times, we see you Wade