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Isn’t it crazy how that happens

i think i got pregnant from just looking at him

27 year age gap is practically nothing!

i wonder what he’s like in bed.. 😵‍💫

What’s so interesting to me is everyone on tc tumblr is super secretive about the crush. Like won’t tell friends, agree it’s “weird” or “gross” just like hide it like it’s a sin.

I made several friends at school because we agreed that our teacher was hot, I have one friend who is literally a lesbian in a long term relationship who will call our teacher her boyfriend. Like I talk about it all the time and 9 times out of 10 people agree with me and we joke about it

I miss k so much

you're the king and baby i'm the queen of disaster ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊

𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ, 𝒶𝓇𝒶𝒷ℯ𝓁𝓁𝒶

feeling an incredible need to be bent over

hi guys🤭

so full update of the current school situation i have.

i’m completely not going to school, i’ve missed so much of this semester and i’m not mentally or physically capable of attending, so we’ve switched me into a credit recovery class and i will probably do summer school (maybe?)

but that’s not what i’m here to say,

i emailed Mr.K and as we know, he’s the cutest thing on earth.

i emailed him, here’s the bullet points

im not coming to school anymore

are your new classes as good as my class

hehe that’s silly no class can compare to mine ;)

i went on a date with a boy who was in our shared class with mr k

it was awful

i miss you

hey do you think i’ll regret not going to prom and graduation and such

do you? (he didn’t finish high school he went through a GED course)

advice?

love you miss you

and i finished it with a wholesome meme/picture of two bunnies and it said “no bunny compares to you”

and the next morning he emailed me back with

omg i missed you too

sad to hear you aren’t physically capable to come in for school

classes are good

definitely not you tho ;)

sorry about that date

i never liked that kid either

i do regret not going to prom and those experiences

but it worked out for the better

no matter what you choose i know you’ll be great

miss you bye

and signed off with a ~Mr. K

all cutesy like 🤭

i just love the kindness he naturally exudes.

anyway i love love love him, i really wish i could see him every day like last semester but emailing will do for now

how i’m feeling

poor guy doesnt know hes being stalked by a teenage girl

i’ve talked about this before, that i’m not very able to go to school. i have disabilities and mental illness blah blah. it makes school a really tricky thing, don’t get me wrong, i’d live in mr.k’s classroom if it meant i could always be around him! but i haven’t been to school in a month, and haven’t seen mr. k since last semester!

i’m getting greedy. i miss him and i keep rereading his emails and looking at pictures of us. i am genuinely missing him like he’s oxygen and when we last spoke i asked about his new classes, he said “they’re not you..but they’re nice”. i was in one of his first ever classes. this man had never taught solo before last semester and i was one of the first.

i miss him. i’m jealous of all the girls who sit and listen to him everyday. i sometimes wish i would’ve failed his class just so i could retake it. i wish i’d asked more questions, gave him full attention no matter what. i miss him so much.

i really need to go outside and get attention from a man jesus christ it’s like i’m a woman who lost her husband in the war

not even ashamed abt it

would let him hit it raw tbh

hi besties!!! this next monday will be my exam in mr.k’s class. that means after monday i won’t be returning to his class again :((((

despite despite despite

we have what was, and today i have more to talk about.

okay so i think i already talked about how he checks in on me when i miss a day of school, which is frequent due to disabilities of mine. but he’s also very, shall i say, forgiving. he has told me, because i only have two classes and won’t be coming on friday for first period exams, that he isn’t going to mark an absence for the time post-exam for studying. which sounds dumb but the conversation went something like

me: so i don’t have a first period so i just don’t come in on friday?

k: mhm, but if you don’t come in i’ll have to mark you absent…

me: oh…so do i have to come in?

k: we’ll im telling you i’ll just mark you absent

me: …okay…i don’t think i’m picking up the subtext

k: whispering im not marking it as an absence!

then it clicked!

a little while later, i didn’t have work to do, (which btw he never stops telling me how remarkable and amazing my grade is :3) i was reading. and with zero shame i’ll admit i’m a kindle reader. something about it is so motivating to actually read. i’m currently reading black ties and white lies im nearly 50% in and so far it’s alright. mr.k walks up, literally from no where like a fucking ghoul, and starts asking what i’m reading, boarder-line interrogation. (important to note, i was wearing noise canceling headphones, and actively reading a page with filthy filthy words. ) this man is a science teacher, who has admitted to having dropped out of school in his 9th grade and taking a GED course. he HATES reading. and king won’t stop asking about my damn book.

in hindsight i think he must’ve caught a few words from over my shoulder, it is a jarring catch when you pass by a book full of the most sinful snippets. any how, he inevitably gives up as i avoid questions because, y’know, im reading p0rn. he just ends up asking if it’s good, and if he should give it a read.

face, completely beet red. god the thought of him sitting down and reading the words my eyes glaze over and get addicted to is mortifying.

i obviously said “meh, kinda boring” !!!!!!! i lower my eyes to words like “throbbing”, “whine”, and much worse. BORING IS THE LAST WORD ID USE!!!!!!

he makes me dizzy.

feeling very happy after this week!!!! so this week on the 2nd my winter break ended and that was my first day back, but i had the flu. so on the 3rd after realizing i won’t be coming in for at least another day or two, i emailed mr.k and told him i was sick.

my email went something like “hi i’m sure you’ve noticed my absence im home sick but i’ll be back soon! blah blah what did i miss” you know the deal, and after 27 minutes he responded and said

“i did!” cause he noticed i was gone😭 “i was going to email you today actually!” and then he assured me not to worry about the weeks work!

on friday i felt better enough to go back, and when i walked in he was all smiles and so happy to see me, and he gave me full credit for the week saying, “you’re always a great student and get everything done! don’t worry about this week”

i was sniffling a little in class, and he starting joking about me being sick and when i told him i’ll stay as far away as possible he made a sad face!!!! he said i was always a “good girl” when i was taking to him about class work and the exams but said “the only time you disappoint me is when you’re not here” and i’m so desperate for him im dying

basically he loves me and we’re going to get married 🫶

hi it’s been a while! my tc mr.k allowed me to make up some of my absences recently, which it was quite fun. there actually wasn’t class that day but my friend and i came to clear absences and we were there for almost 4 hours. the entire time we were talking to him and somehow we talked about religion and our skepticism. we talked about california, because we all happened to have moved from there to where we live now.

the day after that we had a test and i scored my highest grade on a test ever and i showed him and he said he “was so proud” and high fives me and said “good girl!” which was so :3

anyway he shaved his beard over the weekend and i kinda hate it, but he’s cute nonetheless. he has been arguably more cruel, which is unlike him, to students who aren’t paying attention, but never to me which makes me feel better.

basically i am in love with him, but he’s changing recently and i hate change.

okay love you bye bye 🫰🪿

i never talk about this but i’m feeling especially sad about it cause i’m on my period so i’m gonna rant to you all!

i have several physical disabilities and recently my neurologist presented the possibility of seizures being the culprit causing my fainting spells. i took the last year of school (10th/sophomore) off and resting and healing, so i left public school and started online. obviously that sucked cause i didn’t get to see my tc who for now i’ll call W. it was hard, he is one of the greatest people i’ve ever known and after a year in his class we became close so i continued to email him throughout my past school year away.

this year the plan was to return to school, i would be at a private religious school (im not religious but it is just one of the better schools in my area) and i would most likely be placed back into W’s class given how small of a school it is.

that whole plan might be thrown out the window. my mother is considering the idea of “home bound” it’s a government thing that is free schooling where a teacher would come to my home three days a week to teach. i, under no circumstance, would be able to work along side W ever again. which is devastating.

in all honesty i hated school, i was bullied, i was severely su!cid!al, and it worsened my health, leaving last year was a great idea. but i’ve been entirely alone most days all year, given my family works and i do not. i don’t have a car or license and if i have a seizure disorder i never will. again devastating.

basically this is all to say i won’t get to see W, he and i used to have what he called our “book club” every lunch. he’d sit at his desk and id usually pull a chair near his desk and he’d read while we ate. he read me great gatsby, he read a few nonfiction books, he read poetry, he read so many beautiful books and i would sit and listen and it was truly the most amazing experience i’ve had at a school.

i want to go back and be in his class and see my friends, but i also hated the school, the nurse and several teachers tried to force me into confessing i was lying and never passed out and was just trying to leave school. i had many fainting spells, migraines, i have ehlers danlos syndrome (eds), so on multiple occasions i had dislocated joints in pe. but through all the awful shit that school put me through, W was there.

he would have days in class where he’d put on an educational film, he taught geography and history so usually something along those lines, and we’d all lay on the soft carpet in his room and he’d sit down on the floor with us.

he was so sweet and always so worried about me, i’d come in and he’d ask if i was dizzy or felt bad and always let me lay in the couch in his room if i wasn’t feeling well.

he was such a safe place. and now i might never been in his class again.

ig all i’m saying is it sucks losing my life to stupid shit like my disabilities. i was so happy at the idea of seeing W every day again and now i’m not sure i’ll be able to leave my home again.

it all sucks.