hi it’s been a while! my tc mr.k allowed me to make up some of my absences recently, which it was quite fun. there actually wasn’t class that day but my friend and i came to clear absences and we were there for almost 4 hours. the entire time we were talking to him and somehow we talked about religion and our skepticism. we talked about california, because we all happened to have moved from there to where we live now.
the day after that we had a test and i scored my highest grade on a test ever and i showed him and he said he “was so proud” and high fives me and said “good girl!” which was so :3
anyway he shaved his beard over the weekend and i kinda hate it, but he’s cute nonetheless. he has been arguably more cruel, which is unlike him, to students who aren’t paying attention, but never to me which makes me feel better.
basically i am in love with him, but he’s changing recently and i hate change.
okay love you bye bye 🫰🪿
I need him very badly i fear
Thinking abt this again
what they dont tell you about growing up as a very lonely little girl is that you grow up and still a part of you remains that very lonely little girl
dear diary,
i don’t want to be “beautiful” i want to be cocaine. once you get started on me you’ll never stop and you’ll keep on wanting more. the recovery process is the hardest part. harder to quit than to start. toxic but addicting; harmful but euphoric
-𝒶𝓇𝒶𝒷𝑒𝓁𝓁𝒶༊*·˚
(june 26, 2023)
Miller’s Girl (2024)
i hold hope like the women before me, i hope for my sisters to come have more than i.
my hope born my fear that my daughters will know man’s hate before love, that they will be born knowing their body is owned my man before it’s in their hands.
i’m afraid to teach my sisters and friends how to fight with long nails, or to yell fire not rape.
i don’t want to bring a girl into this world if she is not promised the right to her blood and her bones. i do not plan to comfort my young when a man is not born to love, that the hands that burnt their skin only know how to scar. i will never forgive myself for giving girls the life they do not deserve.
like my mothers and sisters before me, i have hope for the girls after me - i hope they have the chance to own land or the right to the education they deserve. i hope my daughter will be born in a world where she owns her body, and can fight for herself. i hope for the girls born after me will never fear the consequences of being a woman at night, or walking alone.
i hope for my future girls, i hope they will have what i have not. i hope they will know who they are before knowing who a man wants them to be.
happy new year everyone!!!!! i hope this year is better than the last, my birthday is coming up on the 18th so i already have something to celebrate!!
happy new year, be safe🩷🩷
In a different universe I know I’m a slutty catwoman