It's Christmas and I'm thinking about how c!Dream spent literally every single Christmas completely scared out of his mind and tangled up in his plans. Christmas 2020 he was working on getting the disc from c!Skeppy and setting up the staged finale after telling c!Punz that the entire server was turning against him. Christmas 2021 he had just been broken out of prison and was either already back to hiding in the prison or desperately on the run to avoid getting caught by a server that wanted him dead. He might not have even realized that Christmas came and went until he noticed people taking down the decorations. There was seldom a moment of respite for c!Dream, and that's just so heartbreaking.