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Ok but how do I actually feel better? Like how tf doin cope?
I was just lying here, listening to sad music, feeling like shit when I thought, "This isn't rlly helping, I need to do smth else" and then I realised that I have no idea what else I could do...tips? Something?
U ever try to get to sleep at night but then sum dark thought becomes too real and u have to immediately open ur eyes b4 u fall too deep? Cause same
Sorry if you don’t like sad jegulus. I like it more when Reg survives and there’s awkward jegulily moments.
My jegulus breakup:
Regulus gets the mark. He knows that he has to break up with James now, he can’t keep telling himself he deserves to be with him.
James is confused, they were doing just fine. Sure, Reg had been distant for a few weeks but his kisses carried the same passion as before. Was he the problem? Was he not good enough?(Let’s be real here James would blame himself) James demands to know why but Reg just keeps telling him they can’t be together. “I thought you loved me. What happened?” James asks through his tears.
Reg freezes. Of course he loved him, how could you not love James Potter? The problem is that he didn’t want James to love the waste of space he is.
He is desperate to have James’ love. It’s the only love that didn’t take more than he could give.
He needs James’ love. Craves it. Done what he could to be worth it.
But he doesn’t want it. It hurts too much. It hurts having to disappoint another person who means everything to him. It hurts having to show him the mark. To watch his face change. To see his eyes fill with betrayal. To have him straighten his stance and walk away.
Regulus can’t let James leave not knowing. “I do love you”.
James looks at him for a moment and says “I guess it just wasn’t enough, was it?” That’s the last thing he says to Regulus.
He wished James never loved him. But he wished more than anything that James never got to have his heart broken by someone as worthless as him.
James never once thought that. Regulus was ethereal. He was burned into the back of his eyelids and carved into his skin. There was nothing in James’ life that didn’t trace back to Regulus. He was simply, unforgettable.
Priceless.
Which is why it hurt so much more watching Regulus go down the path he thought he would be able to save him from.
When your first mutual ever’s account get taken down and now you’ll never see them again😭
I know nobody cares and I'm not doing this for fun or something like that. I did something wrong to my best friend, I forgot to say some important things to her related to education. I swear I didn't do it knowingly . I said sorry and she said everything was fine and stuff. But now we don't talk like before, not texting at all. I tried to talk with her but she replied in one word or two. I don't know what to do anymore so I posted funnny things in my story and I rarely put any post in my story but whenever I did that she always replied. I tried that to see if she will reply or not. I posted in my story for 3 days continuously she watched them but never replied. This is the end right. I'm so easy as a person to be left behind and people always did that to me. But every time I moved on. But now, I'm thinking should I even try to make friends anymore. Because what's the point ?! I'm always replaceable.
I couldn’t decide what colors I liked for my persona better, so I just did both. (Close ups are on the background, which didn’t change color, then the character w/ both types of colorings)
Top 10 Anime with Sad Endings: INPO
10. Katanagatari
9. Romeo x Juliet
8. Ringing Bell
7. Zeta Gundam
6. Minky Momo ( 80s )
5. Banana Fish
4. Berserk
3. Chrono Crusade
2. Devilman Crybaby
1. Vampire Princess Miyu