Rottmnt Mikey - Blog Posts
some screenshot redraws from another rise episode!! pretty much all leo, but i really wanna do something like this for all the other characters :)
references below the cut!!
kid in my class called Donatello and I quote “Donnatism” which inspired me to make this
Will die mad about the big brother Mikey episode we were robbed of
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hello these are so good?? i actually thought these were gifs of some episodes :0
Rottmnt
They remind me of em sometimes lol
I find it really cute just how much Mikey looks up to Leo
It’s obvious that Leo inspires Mikey but something that is really cute is how much Mikey does actually take after Leo, & how there are times Mikey will be seen saying phrases similar to things that Leo has said.
Leo: I can’t wait to save Raph so I can rub it in his face
Mikey: Time to snag that game, go home and rub it in Raph’s face
The are even certain behaviour’s that Mikey probably learnt from Leo, for example both Leo & Mikey do the same kind of smug face meaning Mikey probably learned it from Leo
And even in the movie you can see Mikey mimicking Leo’s body language or behaviour.
Leo: Ahem?
Mikey: Ahem?
It’s just really cute how much Mikey looks up to Leo & how the things that Leo says & does inspires & motivates Mikey
Leo: That big jerk may be covered in goo and half alien, but he’s still our brother, and I’m not giving up on him. I’m not leaving him behind.
Mikey: Leo never gave up on us. I’m not giving up on him.
Leo is Mikey’s big brother & its really cute just how much Leo inspires Mikey & how much Mikey looks up to Leo & how there’s a part of Mikey that wants to be just like the brother that he loves so much.
WHOS UR FAVORITE FEARLESS HERO? LEO!!!!
this au was inevitable
I’ve seen lots of future Leo going to the past-present content, and it got me thinkin abt how this ptsd ridden turtle might accidentally mistake or forget that the present bros are not his bros… especially Mikey who he didn’t even get the chance to grieve.
and we all know Leo had no plans to go to the past without him and be the last one left.
Rise’s apocalypse living rent free in my head
Rise can't end until we get an episode about mikey's psychological depth and emotional problems
Leo’s Greatest Defense
I haven’t seen anyone mention or notice this, but nothing can actually get to Leo, not as long as Mikey is around. It shows it in the beginning of the movie
He appears out of thin freaking air!!
And delivers a devastating blast that could take out a city block. You don’t even know where he could be coming from
And even demonstrates this a second time at the end of the movie, you think he is done for because he trapped himself in the prison dimension with the Kraang, but TEEN MIKEY!? Hell no, he rips open time and space, with his brothers help
And plucks him right the hell outta there. Like that’s….I mean..he LITERALLY WENT FUCK YOU FABRIC OF SPACE AND JUST PLUCKED HIM OUT!!
I don’t know, I just feel like these two moments were a way to show that not only is Leo the new king piece of this chess board but Mikey is the new Queen piece, the most powerful and the best at protecting the king.
And I just find it funny to think of them as Chess pieces, because when I learned Chess growing up I was taught that it was kinda dumb to try and take the King before taking out the Queen
That story board has my heart 🥹
Been working on this rottmnt animation for 2 and a half days without sleeping:')
Hope y'all like it ;0;)
The hair definitely makes him look older (and ugly), but I think it’s supposed to make him look older. I like the idea that Mikey aged way faster, sure bc of the stress, but mainly bc of the mystic powers. If that time thingy portal literally evaporated his entire essence, than I think regular use of those powers would be likely to harm him and deplete him of energy, or age him faster. That badass power has some bad side effects :((
Also! The hair looks very familiar…
so that’s another reason for the hair. They both even wear a similar color scheme with their clothes! They directly compare him to splinter to maybe show he matured? Idk but that comparison btwn these characters means a lot for Mikey’s character… and all other versions of Mikey too. I do appreciate that.
…still ugly tho
According to the timeline I've put together for myself, Mikey is 39 in the future, and I've seen a lot of people say the war aged him so bad - which I agree with don't get me wrong!! He has not aged well, stress and trauma will do that to you!! But I think his hair makes him look a lot older as well, so I edited a couple of screenshots.
finished the rise movie and may i just say michelangelo <3 yeah <3333
Big bro!!!!!!!
A hoodie that I desperately need of ice cream kitty, but since I can’t have it I gave it to Mikey :3
Oh me? Just thinking about the Mikey development we were robbed of with ride szn2 being cut short.
Thanks for asking
Day 31: petrichor (a day late)
Another attempt at pixel art
Mikey is just too cute
Day 14: melody
Remember that 2012 ice cream kitty music vid? And that ep where rottmnt boys made a terrible band? Lol
Day 11: catalyst
Last Ronin AU
Mikey would be so badass in this au… and also sad T^T
I got carried away bc I think this au is vry neat
Bonus:
The mikeys!!! I feel like they would be friends
I drew Mikey cuz he is my fav <3
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Most Favourite Duo💙🧡!!
Finished drawing the boysss, Baja Blast Duo my beloved 💙🧡✨
weird ppl dni thanks
LETS FREAKING GOOOO
I LOVE THIS SM!!!!!! I'm so happy to see a combo of two of my hyperfixations!!
I've drawn the turtles as Dandy's World characters cuz my brother got me addicted to Dandy's World.....
I mostly tried to match them biased on personality, especially Glisten. I know besides the color changes the changes I made to make them look more like the turtles are their pre-movie/final episodes gear but Raph has the messed up eye from the movie, I just felt pre-movie Leo fit Glisten better and I felt it would help me make more changes than just adding the black bandaids, plus I couldn't resist giving Raph the messed up eye.......
anyways, I might make this into an actual AU and if I do I probably won't make it a whole ass story, tho I'll definitely make lore for it, but we'll see.
Also, I don't know who April should be, or frankly anyone else tbh, I'm open to suggestions tho
final note; I need people to play Dandy's World with 😭 I've played with my brother and his friends a few times but I feel kinda bad about doing so
Alright so update on the story, its gonna be uploaded to AO3. Bare with me its gonna be a work in progress, I've got 2 chapters plus the prolouge done (Just need to type it all out 😭). Grammer is still gonna suck no matter what I do, so for now I will just post it as is until the story is finished and then work my way around and fix it as needed lol.
Making Amends
Donnie x Female Cheating Reader
Warnings: Nothing really
Notes: Felt bad I did my boy Donnie dirty, so I decided to make a second part to my Donnie x Cheating Reader. He deserves to have a happy ending, I love my boy Donnie and felt really horrible for having him done wrong. So enjoy the second part to You Wrong 😂
"I don't know, why don't you ask your little girlfriend!" Y/N watches as Donnie pushes Leo aside as he storms off to Mikey's room.
Leo just stands there completely baffled.
"What just happened?" Y/N questions as she walks over to Leo.
"I have no idea." Leo says as he rubs the back of his neck, just as confused as her.
That conversation happened over a month ago, since then neither Y/N nor Leo have been able to talk to Donnie.
No matter what they both tried, Donnie was agressive and short when talking with them both.
Only Mikey was the one who was aware of the situation at hand, of course he only heard from Donnie's side of the story. Which left him a bit confused, he knew something wasn't adding up. Then there was poor Raph who was left clueless during this whole mishap, only seeing and feeling the aftermath when the two lovers would argue and fight. Leaving Donnie to storm off back to his lab, as Y/N would go running to Leo's room crying.
Mikey had to get to the bottom of this, he hated seeing his brother so angered like this, but he also hated seeing his best friend crying.
He knew Doctor Feelings would be showing but first, Mikey is gonna consult with Raph, see if Raph had gotten anything from either of the lovers.
-With Mikey-
"Hey Raph, you busy?" Mikey asks as he peeks his head around the corner, seeing Raph laying on his bed.
"Not really, didja need something little buddy?" Raph says as he sits up, motioning for Mikey to come over.
"It's about Donnie and Y/N, something happened with them and I only heard Donnie's side of the story...but something doesn't add up." Mikey says as he gets Raph's full attention at this.
"I thought something was up, Y/N's been crying alot recently and going to Leo's room after arguing with Donnie." Raph says with sadness, he wanted to help fix this.
"Well Donnie claims hes been seeing Y/N hanging out with Leo more, looking at him, he's even walked in on them um..." Mikey's cheeks flush red at having to mention this, to Raph of all people. "Walked in on them having sex...but when I was told all this...something accured to me."
Raph nods, his face red from the mention of hearing his brothers "activity".
"Y/N and Leo had just got back from there training that day, they were never here...did Donnie forget that dad sent them away to train?" Mikey says as Raph's eyes widen.
"That's right! Y/N mentioned that pops has been training her and Leo. Sent them both to the woods to do more training on a different level." Raph shouts as Mikey nods his head rapidly.
"So then..." Mikey starts.
"Who did Donnie actually see...if that wasn't actually Leo and Y/N?" Raph finishes.
"That's it, group meeting. We need to fix this mess." Raph says as Mikey nods.
Mikey pulls out his phone and sends a mass text to the group, for a group meeting.
"Im gonna stop by dads room and pick something up, I'll meet you at the skate ramp." Raph nods.
"Let's just hope were right..." Raph gulps as he nods.
Let's hope there both right...for there own sake.
-With Leo and Y/N-
"Group meeting...let's go Leo." Leo nods as they both head to the skate ramp.
Everyone is there, even Donnie, but he's sporting a scowl on his face, clearly annoyed, once Leo and Y/N approach the rest of the group.
"Make it quick, I've got inventions that need to be made stat." Donnie says, annoyed that he's been taken from his work.
Y/N puts her hood up to cover her face, as she shoves her hands into her pockets as she tries not to look at Donnie.
"First off, we made a discovery, but before that we need to clarify something from last month. Y/N, dad sent you and Leo away to the woods for some training last month right?" Mikey asks as they both nod.
"Dad's been sending us away to train for two weeks each month why?" Leo asks as Mikey puts on his thinking face.
"Well Donald claims he saw you two having sex and so on...but how could you when you both were never here but out training. Here Donnie take a look at this, dad has a training schedule for those two, and I have to say your story doesnt match up with what you told me." Mikey says as he hands Donnie the schedule, Leo and Y/N shocked to hear this bit of news.
"Is this why you've been avoiding us?! You think I'd go after Y/N like that? She's my best friend, I wouldn't go after her like that. Not when she's dating my bro." Leo says as he looks at Donnie offended.
"What...but...who did I see then?" Donnie asks, his eyes filled with fear and regret.
Y/N took a look at Donnie, knowing that look of his.
She knew he fucked up.
She should be mad at him, furious, for thinking that she would cheat on him with Leo of all people.
Leo annoys her with his one liners and absurd use of puns, that alone annoys her and is a no go for her.
"I have an idea...Leo, remember when we had to run to the hidden city for some potions Draxum asked for?" Leo nods as his eyes widen.
"There were two mutants following us, they wanted the potions we had and since we refused to give them up, we fought them off." Y/N nods as she waits for Leo to continue.
"Not only that but they were also wanted criminals too. Weren't they like shapeshifters or something?" Leo says as Y/N nods.
"Fearshifters actually, took some time to dig out that information. There known to change into a person's fear and ruin there life for them, no matter what it could be, they would do so in any way possible."
Silence fills the room at this.
"You think they followed us?" Leo asks as the sound of a pan dropping onto the kitchen floor can be heard.
"Mikey and I can check that out." Raph says quietly as he motions for Mikey to follow.
With that the two disappear into the kitchen.
Y/N takes this time to look at Donnie, who appears to be lost in thought.
"Donnie...?" Y/N says quietly as he turns to look at her, his eyes filled with nothing but regret. "Y/N I'm so sorry...I..." Donnie stops, afraid to say anything more as it may ruin his bad boy attitude...that and Leo is still there with them.
Reading the air, Leo decides at this moment to let them figure stuff out. "I'm gonna check on Raph and Mikey." Leo says as he heads to the kitchen.
Donnie turns to Y/N, feeling ashamed of himself for thinking that Y/N would cheat on him.
"Y/N...I'm really sorry...I shouldn't have pushed you away like that..." Donnie starts.
"I had no idea dad was even training you two at all, you didn't tell me or say anything either...so I had assumed when you had been hanging out with Leon more than me I grew...jealous...but it wasn't the real you or him was it?" Donnie asks as he feels his cheeks grow hot red from embarrassment.
Y/N shakes her head, a small smile gracing her face underneath the hood covering her face.
"No, that wasn't us. I wanted to surprise you one day, show you I could defend myself so you wouldn't have to worry about me. Show you I can handle even our toughest of enemies if they even tried anything, but I guess that kinda backfired huh. Plus Leo isn't really my type, his one liners and puns are so annoying, can't stand it honestly." Y/N says as she rolls her eyes at this, knowing Donnie wouldn't have seen that.
Donnie smiles.
"I love you and only you Donnie, no one else can make me as happy as you do." Y/N says as she takes her hood down, a smile adorning her face as she looks at Donnie.
"Guess I have to makeup for a lot don't I love?" Donnie says as he chuckles.
Y/N approaches Donnie and hugs him, smiling as he hugs back. She looks up at his face as she leans in to peck him on the lips.
"I love you Y/N." Donnie says as he kisses her on the top of her head.
"Love you too D."
"Well I'm glad to see you two made up, but check out who we found lurking around in the kitchen. Leo says as him and Raph throw the culprits onto the floor in front of Donnie and Y/N.
"You two!" Y/N seethes out, anger fueling her blood as she sees the two mutants who almost cost her the love of her life.
Donnie moves to stand in front of Y/N, an annoyed frown on his face at seeing them.
"I have some words I'd like to say." Donnie starts.
"First off! Thanks for almost ruining my relationship! Secondly!" He dramatically gestures to the two mutants, an insane smirk on his face as he continues, "Secondly, how dare you show my fear, it's more so embarrassing than anything really, not that I have anything to worry about now...and last but not least, I'm gonna hurt you both so badly for ruining and entering not only my life but my family's life." Donnie says angrily as Y/N smirks at the scared mutants.
"Let me take care of the one babe, gives me a chance to show off my training." Y/N says as Donnie hands her his tech bo.
Oh yeah this is gonna be fun.
"With pleasure darling, show them no mercy, none at all!" Donnie says with a wicked grin on his face.
Y/N lifts the tech no in the air, pushing the button on the staff, as it shifts into a mallet.
"Ooooh yeah...Fibonacchi!" Y/N says as she slams the tech bo into the female mutant, sending her flying into the wall with a loud crash as she falls to the floor groaning.
"You messed with the wrong people." Y/N says as she approaches the cowering male mutant. "Please! Spare us! Were sorry!" We won't ever bother you again!" He shouts, clearly in a panic as he scrambles to his feet.
The mutant backs up, only to back up into Donnie. "Light's out!" Donnie shouts as he punches him.
Hard.
The mutant falls to the floor, effectively knocked out.
"Nice swing babe." Donnie says as he makes his way towards Y/N, embracing her from behind. Y/N smirks as she holds her head up high, "It's all that training I've been recieving Donnie." Y/N says as she leans back into Donnie as his hold on her tightens.
"God I love you." Donnie says as he kisses the top of her head.
The brothers can only watch in amazement at the duo's small fight.
They also know from now on to not mess with either of them, or at least not make them angry.
My Own Grave
Feral Raph x Reader
Warnings: Reader dies and swearing.
Song: My Own Grave by As I Lay Dying
Notes: Not sure if the song fits with Raph, but my friend at work recommended the song to me. Gave it a shot and thought what would this go well with, and immediately I thought of the episode where Raph got left alone in the sewers too long and he went feral lol. This is my interpretation of feral Raph, so enjoy. I also never wrote for Raph before, so go easy on me lol. As I stated before, listening to the song while reading gives it more emotion and feels.
Text Received at 3:50
Raph❤: Hey your still joining us for some sewer fun right?
Y/N smiles at the reminder text from her sweet boyfriend. He always did like reminding her even though he always knew she would reply back, unlike his brothers.
Unfortunately, this time the text never went through, as Raph would have responded. So she fishes for her phone, checking it as her eyes widen.
Text not sent.
Y/N: Sure am big red, you know I'm always down for some fun.
Her phone didn't send the message! What the hell! She curses inwardly at herself for not noticing sooner, and Raph texted her that over an hour ago...poor guy must be worried!
She knows how bad it can get when Raph is left alone for too long.
With this she hastily makes her way to the lair, finding it empty.
"Guys!" She yells out, recieving no answer in return.
Crud.
Y/N fishes our her phone again, sending a message to Donnie.
Y/N: Hey where are you guys? I'm at the lair right now.
"Good enough."
Text sent at 4:58
Not a second later, she gets a text back.
He's always on his phone so that's no suprise he would text back.
Text recieved at 4:59
BrainsMcgee: Kinda busy trying to find Raph, Leo forgot to text him that we were gonna be late and Raph went feral. So were currently on our way back, and will see you in the next few minutes.
Y/N's eyes widen at this.
Raph went feral...this is not good...
"Way to go Leo..." She whispers to herself.
Sure enough, she hears footsteps coming from the other tunnel as she rushes over to the guys.
"What happened to you guys?! Was...was this all Raph's doing?" Y/N asks as Leo stumbles to the floor, groaning in pain.
"Yes it was your boyfriends doing, no thanks to Leon whatsoever." Donnie says bitterly as shoots Leo a glare. "D don't blame him, it was an accident right Leo?" Mikey asks as Leo only grunts in response.
Y/N watches as Donnie and Mikey help pick Leo up off the floor, her eyes widening at all the cuts and bruises Leo obtained. "I can't believe Raph did this to you...is there anyway I can help?" She asks as they all look at her crazily. "Unless you wanna look like a mess hermano I suggest staying here and let us handle Raph." Leo says as he holds his side, as his eye squints from being in pain.
"Like hell I'm gonna stay behind!" She yells out, startling the others as they look at her with wide eyes.
"Woah...no wonder Raph took a liking towards you!" Mikey says as Y/N's cheeks flush red at the compliment. "Alright Y/N can help, but to a certain degree. Deal?" Donnie says as she nods.
"So what's the plan?" Y/N asks as Mikey and Donnie think.
Leo puts a hand to his chin, thinking, as his eyes light up. "What if we use Y/N as a way to bring Raph back to normal?" Leo says as both turtles look at him as if he's crazy.
"No way-I'll do it." Everyone turns to stare at Y/N surprised.
"You will?" Leo asks dumbfounded by Y/N's enthusiasm to help Raph.
"Of course I would, I love Raph and nothing will change that. Feral or not I love who he is and all that he is. He's been there for me, so I need to be there for him." Y/N says as everyone looks at her with tear filled eyes.
"Let's bring Raph home!" Everyone shouts as they begin to start there plan.
What they didn't know was that someone or a certain somebody was watching them from the tunnel.
-With Raph-
He stares at them with blank eyes, frowning.
How dare they touch his mate.
(The lies, the weight)
(Deceit, decay)
(The lies, the weight)
(It's clear I lost my way)
He turns around and makes his way back to his home.
Home?
His mind is vaccant with endless empty thoughts as he tries to think.
Remember.
Who is Raph?
Raph growls as a rat scurries by him, but the rat wasn't fast enough as Raph pounces on him, killing the rat as he picks it up.
Blood is smeared on the floor as Raph tears the head from the body.
He pulls and chews at the body as tosses the head away.
Tasty meat.
(I thought I was an architect, but I was just moving dirt)
What was he doing again? Right. Heading back to his makeshift home.
(Stacking mud over malice covered up, forming nothing but a pile of hurt)
He wanders the tunnels, killing any meat that crosses his path as he finally makes his way back.
He shuffles around, stopping, as he hears the pitter patter of tiny feet scuttling around him.
More meat.
(Boring the barriers that kept others away (away)
(The deeper the walls, the less anyone could hear me (hear me fall)
(So now I know there is no one else to blame)
(Buried alive inside my own grave)
Eventually the sound of tiny footsteps passes as there replaced by heavier ones.
Can it be?
(And there's no one else to blame)
(Buried alive inside my own grave)
Mate?
(Inside of my own grave)
(Beneath my lies)
He turns around and comes face to face with his mate.
He growls lowly at her as she backs away but not in fear, more so in observation. He sniffs the air as he smells another scent on her that isn't his, he growls at this.
He bares his teeth at her, his snaggletooth gleaming in the dim light as she holds up her hands in defence.
"Raph..." She calls out sweetly.
Why can't he remember her name?
He watches, teeth still bared as she slowly takes a step towards him.
"Raph it's me...do you know who I am?"
"Maaate..." He growls out, her eyes widening at his answer.
She takes another step forward and another, and another, until she's within touching distance of him.
(Delusional enough to think I'd designed something great)
(Like a giant headstone inscribed to describe my shameful fate)
Why does she seem familiar?
Why is she not afraid?
(An ugly truth from which there was no way to escape (escape)
(Nowwhere left to hide and then finally forced to face what I'd become)
(Buried alive inside of my own grave (my grave)
He watches as she reaches a hand out to pet his snout, bad move on her part.
(What I'd become)
"Remember me Raph...I love you." She closes her eyes as he raises a hand up.
(Buried alive inside of my own grave (my grave)
(Beneath my pride, crushing me)
Bloodlust blurs his vision as he full on hits her, the force of his swing slams her against the wall as you can hear bones breaking by the second.
He knows alone the sheer impact of his punch could hurt if not kill anyone let alone a simple human.
(Beneath my lies, collapsing)
(But we are still alive (we are still alive)
A bloodcurdling scream can be heard coming from her, but it doesn't last long as she eventually grows quiet.
(Buried alive inside of my own grave)
(And there's no one else to blame)
"Y/N!" Familiar voices shout as he slowly comes back too.
(The lies and the weight, I know I lost my way (my way)
As he slowly comes back to, Raph blinks a few times as he looks at his surroundings, this isnt the sewer he told them to meet at?
(What I'd become)
"Guys?" He calls out frantically, only to hear sobbing come from Mikey and Leo. Donnie doing his best not to cry as he checks her over before he too starts to tear up.
Where's Y/N?
(And there's no one else to blame)
(Buried alive, buried alive)
He slowly walks over to them, his eyes growing wide as tears blur his vision.
(Finally forced to face what I'd become)
(What I'd become in my own grave)
There she lays in a puddle of blood. His girl Y/N. He killed his beloved Y/N. He crys loudly as he sinks to his knees, cradling Y/N in his arms as he continues to cry.
(Buried in my own grave alive)
Would Anyone Care
Leo x Depressed Suicidal Reader x Donnie
Warnings: Attempted Suicide, Depression, Self Harm (Do not read this if it triggers you, you have been warned)
Song: Would Anyone Care by Citizen Soldier
Notes: Uhm yeah this is a real banger, kinda cried in the middle of making this one because its to close to home. I suffer from Depression myself and it tends to get worse over time. I rely alot on my friends to help me out and I'm so thankful for each and every one of them. If you suffer from Depression know this, you are not alone and not the only one suffering with it. You are cared for and loved by everyone and anyone and don't ever think that you aren't. Please take care of yourself, not just for your sake, but for others. Also side note uhm, sorry if it seems like its all over the place lol, kinda rushed this one. Also again while reading listen to the song as it will definitely not make you cry. 😢
Days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months and months turned to a year. Yet nothing has changed for the better for Y/N.
Aside from meeting them.
The turtles.
Y/N has to thank her friend April for meeting them, it was an accident of course.
An ugly one at that.
(Would anyone notice?)
(If tonight I disappeared?)
April decided she was gonna introduce Y/N to her friends, seeing that her friend was lonely and quite frankly it worried her.
Y/N was always alone if not being bullied for being a bookworm, but on top of that she was also shy. April however never judged her for who she was and managed to befriend her.
(Would anyone chase me)
It wasn't enough however, after that fatal day, everyone was a bit on edge.
April managed to convince them to come meet her friend and they obliged. What they didnt expect was that they all had walked in on Y/N cutting into her skin, blood running down her arm as it dripped onto her apartment floor.
Everyone was panicking as they rushed over to Y/N to asses the self injury.
(And say the words that I need to hear?)
This lead to being introduced to Donatello or Donnie, the tech savvy turtle in purple, he seemed arrogant, prideful, and rude at first but he's actually alot nicer than you think of course. He's also a certified bad boy or so he claims he is.
He stepped closer to Y/N, as he tapped away at his wrist watch as he ran some vital scans.
She doesn't even rememeber what he said, it all was so blurry to her. Then again she knows she hasnt eaten in a couple of days and hasn't drank alot of water too. So perhaps that would explain her blurry vision but she wouldn't know she's not a doctor.
(That I'm no burden)
(Not so worthless)
She does remember watching the blue banded turtle step forward, as he started to fix up her arm. His name she came to know was Leonardo or Leo for short. He called himself the face man, the star of the team he claims he is. He is as tactile as he is annoying, well only when he says his one liners. Which Y/N enjoyed very much, much to the brothers disappoinment.
She should have been paying more attention when it came to everything going on around her, but at the time all she focused on was the blue and purple turtles.
Donatello and Leonardo captured Y/N's interest from that day on.
Time passed after that day, and for the better?
As she got to know the turtles, things got easier and better for Y/N. She started to come outta her shell (heh) and began opening up to the others.
(Bent so much that I might break)
Y/N really was getting better.
(All consuming, so confusing)
(The questions that keep me awake)
I mean she did get into a relationship with Donnie and Leo. Which at first shocked them both from her startling confession of the two, to which they at first weren't sure how to go about this relationship.
Things worked itself out eventually, and for the better.
Or so they thought.
(Would anyone care)
(Would anyone cry)
At first they took to keeping an eye on her, due to past experiences she either talked about or their first meeting with her...they would rather not talk about it.
Eventually they were able to trust her by herself.
Which in itself should have been a good thing, but it wasn't. Y/N took advantage of her alone time and wound up hurting herself due to not being enough.
Not being good enough for Leo and Donnie.
She would constantly put herself down and think negatively, and it would always lead to her cutting herself or trying to end her life.
Leo found a noose in her bathroom at one point which scared the shit outta him. After that you never seen it again, which he was relived of.
Unfortunately this lead Donnie to researching her symptoms and it alarmed him.
Y/N had Depression, severe Depression at that.
The first thought that ran through his mind was if she was on medication, and if she was taking it.
The answer was no.
(Would anything change?)
(Would you all be just fine?)
Of course Donnie told Leo about this startling information and it bothered Leo tremendously.
Which led Leo to telling Donnie about the noose, and god did it freak Donnie out. Leo had never seen Donnie act so outta of it before, unless it came to his tech.
So from then on both tended to be by her side...well as much as possible after finding out about her Depression.
('Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight)
They made sure she was taking her men's once she got them, along with making sure she was eating and drinking properly.
(It might just save my life)
Things were going so well, until now that is.
Today was their one year anniversary of dating, both the turtles thought it would be a good idea for a dinner date up on the roof at night.
Only their was one problem.
They couldn't find Y/N.
(Would anyone want me)
(If they knew what was inside my head?)
(Would anyone see me)
(For the person that I really am?)
(I won't lie so hard to hide)
They checked her apartment on arrival only to find nothing but a recently used bloody razor on her bathroom sink. Then they checked her bedroom, Donnie found her empty depression med bottle on the floor.
With closer inspection, Donnie found all the pills were emptied out into her trashcan.
(I've never felt worthy of love)
Y/N wasn't taking her meds!
(I would give up everything I have just to feel good enough)
"Leo! Has Y/N been taking her meds like she's suppose to?" Donnie asked his twin with a slight quiver to his voice.
"I think so...why?" Leo ask with hesitation only for Donnie to wave him over as he points to the trash can. Leo's eyes widen as he lets out a gasp.
"She...she hasn't been taking her...why?!" Leo slams a fist against the bedroom wall in anger, not at her but at himself for not checking in on her even more.
"Donnie where do you think she is?" Leo asks his twin, as he eyes the hole in the wall he made himself.
He'll fix that later he reminds himself.
Right now the only thought running through both there minds is where Y/N is at.
"The roof!" Both say is unison.
(Would anyone care)
(Would anyone cry)
(If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?)
Witht that they rush outta the apartment and ascend up to the roof, seeing Y/N standing by the very edge.
"Y/N!" Both Leo and Donnie yell out, watching as she slowly turns around to face them both.
('Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight)
"I'm sick of being alive!" She yells out, making both flinch at the tone of her hoarse voice.
Y/N's been crying. They can see her puffy red eyes from where there standing.
"Y/N don't do this!" Donnie yells, as Leo nods in agreement. "We love you Y/N please...keep fighting through the pain!" Leo says as he starts to cry.
She takes a step back, wobbling slightly as she's getting closer to the edge.
(Let me in, let me share in your pain)
(From my lungs through the dark)
(Spoken straight from the heart)
(Let me give you a reason to stay)
"Y/N!" Both yell, there eyes widening as they themselves try to get closer to her.
They need to think of something fast or else they might loose her.
"Mikey's gonna miss how passionately you get when you share your stories that you write!" Leo shouts out, startling Y/N as her eyes widen.
Wait...does he really like my stories? She questions.
"Yeah! What about Raph? You share his same worries over all of us, the both of you make sure were taken care of and we love you both for that!" Donnie yells out, knowing what Leo is trying to do. He'll thank his brother later for the quick thought on this.
They continue to tell Y/N how much they mean to her and how many broken people their would be if she left. They can tell its starting to get to her.
Y/N starts to cry at this.
"Most of all, we love you for being you. You loved us when we never thought anyone could ever love a mutant like us." They both say, making Y/N cry harder. "Come back home Y/N, you can talk to us about how you feel, hell you could move in with us, I'm sure dad wouldn't mind." Leo says a bit rushed.
Y/N stops crying as she stares at the both them, small smiles adorning there face as they hold out their hands to her.
She can't do this, they deserve so much better than her.
With her last ounce of energy she shoots them a small smile, giving them hope that would quickly be taken away.
(Would anyone care)
(Would anyone cry)
(If you finally gave up and turned out the light?)
With that she leans back as she lets herself fall off the ledge of the building.
"Y/N!!" There eyes widen as they both rush forward to try and grab her but they miss.
She stares back at there horror stricken faces through blurred eyes.
The rush of the wind around her feels nice as she's falling to her death.
They deserve better she reminds herself as she allows another smile to grace her face.
Just when she thought she was about to hit the ground a new pressure is being wrapped around her waist?
She opens her eyes that she didnt even know she closed, to see Donnie had grabbed ahold of her, him using his jetpack to save them both. To save Y/N.
Donnie guides them both back up top as he holds her in shaking arms. Leo sees this and comes rushing over to embrace her as well.
"Y/N please...please never do that again! We love you! We don't wanna loose you, you mean the world to us both. You mean the world to April...she sees you as her sister...if you had died...she'd be devasted." Leo says in between sobs as Donnie hums in agreement as he too is crying.
"Let's go home...Donnie can make you stronger meds, and I'm sure your hungry too so Raph can order the pizza. Oh! Mikey can play some of your favorite music that calms you down!" Leo rambles on as Y/N is left alone to her thoughts.
They do care, they do love me, they really would miss me if I left...but I didn't because they saved me.
(Tonight is the night, you take back your life)
(Take back your life)
(Take back your life)
(Take back your life)
"Let's go home...my real home boys." Y/N says as a geniune smile graces her face as both boys kiss the side of her head.