4 april 2025
hiiii <3 okay so i had to go out today to verify documents for another competitive exam - had to visit both my schools so it took some time cus i ran into friends 💀 as a yapper- well it took me five hours to finish 2 hours of work but i feel refreshed and im gonna finish 11th physics today for sure, no matter how late it gets.
alsooo went to my fav cafe and got coffee ehehehhe 🤞🏼
i love leaving lipstick stains 💋
anyway - let’s get back to grinding 🌸
have a lovely day
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*background screaming noises of a few hundred thousand students along with intense odours of caffeine and energy drinks and sleep deprived zombie kids running around* + a couple thousand papers of mocks, notes, etc. scattered around. oh and let’s not forget the tears that make the atmosphere a tad bit acidic 🌸
rainy days, hot coffee and a shit load of academic stress ☕️🍒
+ never ending to do lists 💌
1 april 2025
okay soo i finished the organic lecture and got done with 5 hours of phy part 1 lec (super happy) sooo i think ill be able to finish it off by tmr
i’m gonna end today early cuz i’m really exhausted (don’t know why) also i feel like im out of my burn out phase so yayyy !!
okay so for my lecture - i finished until 2D - which is like 5 hours 😭😭 so i’ll start off with NLM and the rest from tmr
also been really into editing lately so i’ll do some of that before i sleep
goodnight loves 🍊
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31 march 2025
long time no see :)
i haven’t been able to do a lot, i’ve just been super exhausted and unmotivated and i feel like that shouldn’t be an excuse for me to not study, considering my exam is so close but i can feel the exhaustion and burn out in my bones.
well regardless, i’ve been tryna finish a 12 hour organic chemistry lecture and ill finish it today, marking the end of my organic revision.
i also have to start a kinematics / class 11 physics part 1 lecture and that’s also 12 hours 😭 but let’s see, i’m hoping to start it off today me finish it by tomorrow or maximum, day after.
eh anyway, let’s just hope this one month goes by quickly.
goodluck to all of you and have an amazing day and stay hydrated my loves 🌼
💌
31 march 2025
long time no see :)
i haven’t been able to do a lot, i’ve just been super exhausted and unmotivated and i feel like that shouldn’t be an excuse for me to not study, considering my exam is so close but i can feel the exhaustion and burn out in my bones.
well regardless, i’ve been tryna finish a 12 hour organic chemistry lecture and ill finish it today, marking the end of my organic revision.
i also have to start a kinematics / class 11 physics part 1 lecture and that’s also 12 hours 😭 but let’s see, i’m hoping to start it off today me finish it by tomorrow or maximum, day after.
eh anyway, let’s just hope this one month goes by quickly.
goodluck to all of you and have an amazing day and stay hydrated my loves 🌼
💌
28 march 2025
i kinda just crashed yesterday and didn’t do any of this so let’s get it done today
i made a whole study plan for until neet so i think ill just blindly follow that and grind super hard
last one month left :)))
also wont be posting alooooot anymore cuz we gotta lock in yall 😕
anyways goodluck with everything my loves 🌼
💌
27 march 2025
LONG TIME NO SEEEEE
okay i’m back from vacation (had the best time ever) and now it’s time to lock in 😼
i’m starting slow and doing zoology to pick up momentum so today’s goal is to finish the entirety of human physiology.
to do list :
breathing and exchange of gases
body fluids and circulation
excretory products and their elimination
locomotion and movement
neural control and coordination
chemical coordination and integration
okayyy i’m gonna get back to studying now
have an amazing day my loves 🌼
💌
27 march 2025
LONG TIME NO SEEEEE
okay i’m back from vacation (had the best time ever) and now it’s time to lock in 😼
i’m starting slow and doing zoology to pick up momentum so today’s goal is to finish the entirety of human physiology.
to do list :
breathing and exchange of gases
body fluids and circulation
excretory products and their elimination
locomotion and movement
neural control and coordination
chemical coordination and integration
okayyy i’m gonna get back to studying now
have an amazing day my loves 🌼
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20 march 2025
BOARDS OVER YAYYYYYYY
it’s all finally over <3 i’m going on vacation from tmr so i gotta pack n shi (repacking for the fifth time)
im so so exhausted 😭 i feel the exhaustion of the entire exam season kicking in.
also went out for ice cream and whiskey ice cream ? inject it in my veins.
welp i’m going to sleep, goodnight <3 no study content for 5 days
cyall soon 🎀
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19 march 2025
oh my god my last exam :( kinda sad but ITS GONNA BE OVERRRRRR 🌸
anyways i didn’t study last night at all, i deep cleaned my closet 😻 so now i have to rawdog 20 chapters of hindi (god wtf) i finished one in like 20 mins so not baddddd- the other chapters are relatively shorter so i think we’ll be fineeee
i’m studying hindi by writing down the translations cus none of these chapters are actually hindi but some other derivative of an ancient language so yeah (makes zero sense)
i’m so excited for it to be my last exammm hehehhehehe but it’s gonna be an extremely long exam cus well - hindi.
i have my yummy coffee and my motivation to relax after my exams so let’s get this over with
have a nice day my loves 🌸
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last finals grind post <3 (unless we fail and end up taking the improvement exam)
18 march 2025
BIOLOGY DONE YAYYYYYY 🧬
fell asleep like a million times in the exam hall but it’s over <3 it went pretty welll and for all i know, i messed up 1 mcq but eh it’s okay. i finished my exam in an hour but exam centre desks are so ass, i couldn’t even sleep. my entire room literally finished their paper by 11.30 😭 (1.5hours) so yeah pretty short paper.
i only have one day for my next (last) exam soooo i’m gonna nap and grind again. pretty sure i fell asleep while walking out the exam hall but okay 😭 at least it’s overrrrrr.
💌
late night biology cram session (finals ver.) 🧬
got some matcha 🍯🍵
17 march 2025
okay so my plans to sleep early last night ? a complete fail. i fell asleep at 6 am (wth ???) and woke up at 10, exhausted (no shit girl what did you think) but exams won’t wait just cus you’re tired soooooo
to do list :
revise complete biology (again? yes.)
sexual reproduction in flowering plants
human reproduction
reproductive health
principles of inheritance and variation
molecular basis of inheritance
evolution
human health and diseases
microbes in human welfare
biotech 1
biotech 2
organisms and populations
ecosystem
biodiversity
i’m done with around 4 chapters (sounds like v little but my day just started technically so eh it’s okay) gonna be another long night and i’m trying not to have too much coffee cuz i can feel the fainting bouts sorta coming back (why god why)
it’s honestly a tradition for me to get sick during exams (but why this one, i was so excited for it) anyways i’m gonna load up on orsl cus fainting lowk unproductive
also no desk pics today cuz it’s getting really repetitive 😭 but yummy sky <3
anyways i’m gonna get back to studying 🍓
have a nice day my loves <3
💌
biology cram session 🧬
(notes hoarder ver.)
i have no idea why i keep writing to learn but i don’t trust myself to remember content unless ive written it so i have notes from first unit test, midterms and second unit test 😭 ill prolly end up selling these after my exams cuz they’re super concise and helpful too heheh
anyway - i finished reading my portions and was making shorter notes (pls don’t ask why) and i did four chapters so ive got 9 chapters to do tomorrow which sounds pretty chill for tmr. its gonna be a long day tmr so im gonna sleep early (hopefully) but yay i’m pretty happy with how much i got done today.
i do have to read evolution and ecology, i’ll end up doing it last thing tmr cuz i really can’t get myself to do those chapters (send help)
okay but also finals is an excuse for me to finish my ncert reading sooo that’s a good thing, so after this i’ve only got 11th bio ncert left (i say that like it’s easy) (it isn’t)
okay enough yap, let’s try to sleep (watch me fail cus my insides are a cocktail of anxiety, caffeine and insomnia)
also no more strawberries from now on :(
16 march 2025
slept at around 5.30 am yday (today) so i’m starting my day kinda late but that’s okay. i had some sort of neet webinar at 11 am so that took almost 1.5 hours. i’ve got my cinnamon coffee so yayyy
todo :
full biology syllabus.
ecology and evolution are the difficult chapters for me cus i find them really boring so i can’t really bring myself to study them but ill have to do them today regardless so thats gonna be the only difficult part. i finished the reproduction unit last night but im gonna revise it again today
anyways, have a lovely day <3
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days left for neet : 49
ended up sleeping so now i’m gonna have a late night session and hopefully finish half the portions.
i’ve got two days for biology so my plan is to do one revision by tmr and another one before exam
also found the cutest study app - folderly - and oh my god i’m obsessed, it’s the cutest thing ever??? the aesthetics are unmatched and it’s quite practical. new study obsession unlocked 🎀
so for today, my goal is to finish :
unit - reproduction
unit - biology in human welfare
which is like 6/13 chapters so pretty good.
1.30 am update - definitely overestimated how much i can get done and underestimated the content of six chapters 🤡 im gonna do as much as i can and leave the rest for tmr since ive got the entire day to finish it.
15 march 2025
ENGLISH OVER YAYYYYYY
alr so im done with english and not sleep deprived at all so no naps for today, next is bio so i’m super excited eeeeeeeeeek so i’m gonna start studying today cus i’ve missed biology smmmmm ☹️
have a nice day my loves
💌
update - i ended up sleeping lol
okay anyways - sort of a vent rant so skip if yall don’t wanna get into it
it’s just been so weirdly lonely lately, like i have people but they aren’t exactly there and it’s so overwhelming to literally even exist. neet coming and boards going on and not being able to sleep until 5 am is genuinely making me feel so hopeless :(
i’ve kinda also started ghosting a lot of my friends and am only in contact with like 1-2 and maybe that’s why i’ve been feeling lonely but it’s just that, they all feel so distant. talking to people makes me feel pathetic.
this is pathetic, bye
13 march 2025
pretty boring day cus i’ll have to do like 15 chapters of hindi (syllabus is huge) so yeah. i spent half my morning looking for my textbook (🤡🤡) but later realised its with a friend so yay
also i made the best coffee i’ve had ever and im so happy eeeeeeek- ok so i made regular iced coffee but substituted the sugar with honey and used cinnamon infused milk (added too much cinnamon but it tastes super yum so no regrets) also used vanilla coffee so its a bit different from the regular coffee i’d make - anyways, amazing combination of flavours 🌸
todo list :
hindi.
that’s literally it for today, might do some revision and questions from physics or biology for neet
anyways-
have an amazing day my loves
💌
12 march 2025
CHEMISTRY DONE YAYYYYYY (lowk fucked up but it’s over)
i messed up a few mcq’s and proly one FIB but the rest went well. i also got confused rosenmund with etard and lost a mark there (so mad at myself omfg)
but at least it’s over. i’ve got english in two days but ill be studying hindi tmr cus ive got 20 chapters in hindi and only one day to prep (do they make these schedules on crack???) but yeah 😭
i got 40 mins of sleep before my exam (maybe that’s why i messed up basic name reactions???) so i’m gonna sleep (finally)
have a nice day my loves 🎀
💌
late night chemistry cram session ft. ginger ale, coffee and strawberries 🍓 (finals ver.)
lowk so peaceful.
11 march 2025
alr so i woke up earlier than i normally do cuz i couldn’t sleep (it’s like a cocktail of insomnia, anxiety and stress) 😭 idk i don’t trust myself to remember all this content
anyways, today’s agenda is to just revise the entire syllabus. currently done with half. 🌸
also the paper got leaked like five times and they’re all the wrong leaks (wtaf is happening) but yeah 😭 i don’t trust these leaks so id rather just study the entire syllabus.
welp i just gotta revise all of this and go through mcq’s for all chapters cus that’s where i lose marks a lot, it’s gonna be another long night (when is it not) but i just gotta get this over with now.
anyways, have a nice day my loves <3
💌
alsooo the moon looked pretty last night <3
10 march 2025
i’ve been pretty burnt out since my physics exam so i couldn’t study that well the previous two days but i managed to complete my todo list. i still don’t know how well i know the concepts i studied until now so im just going to revise it all again (yay?)
to do list :
solutions
electrochemistry
chemicals kinetics
revise the rest of the syllabus
alsooooo i made vanilla coffee and it’s so goooood, ive found my new comfort / hyperfixation drink hehehe im so happy eeeeeeeek 🌝
anyway,
have a lovely day
💌
9 march 2025
pretty lazy-chill day, until now. i’m revising organic from yesterday cuz i don’t remember all of what i did yesterday. had a major caffeine crash last night and slept like a baby after. i got a good five hours of sleep hehe so im refreshed. i don’t feel sick today so i hope it stays the same until im done with my exams but yeah
anyways,
to do list :
coordination compounds
d and f block
revise full organic
list looks pretty short so i’m hoping to fit in some more neet question sessions, but lets see how that goes.
anyways, have a nice day my loves 🍓
💌
update - feeling super burnt out :((( i don’t wanna do this anymore but gotta push through. i’m gonna shift to my bed and continue with some ginger ale hehe but i really feel so burnt out idk what’ll happen :(
chemistry study session.
goal : finish organic chemistry + questions.
new desk addition hehe, i got a desk mat :)) i’ve always had this but there’s a lot of pen marks so id put it aside but i got it out today and removed the pen marks using rubbing alcohol so yay, this looks cozy so im happy with the way it turned out. it doesn’t quite match my desk’s white-ish look but it’ll do.
anyway, i haven’t studied all day and i can’t let the day go to waste so ill be revising all of organic chemistry and maybe do some neet questions too (i miss neet mcq’s) but yeah
i got some coffee (terrible idea since i haven’t slept well since two days now) but let’s get this over with. i already finished two chapters (so happy i did organic chemistry before too, revision is a breeze)
anyways, bye byeeeee 💌
update : having a caffeine crash but gonna continue studying regardless (i’m gonna regret this so bad)
8 march 2025
super late start to studying cuz im sick again, i fainted once too 😭 i think its cuz of the amount of caffeine i had yesterday + i couldn’t sleep at all at night (no idea why) so ive been super tired and dehydrated. i’m gonna have a late night tonight cuz exams aren’t gonna wait for me to get better 😭😭
well anyway, i’ve got my chemistry final in 4 days so i plan to have one day each for organic, inorganic and physical and one last day for revision
to do list :
haloalkanes and haloarenes
alcohols phenols and ethers
aldehydes ketones and carboxylic acids
amines
biomolecules
anyways i had some yummy breakfast of ice cream, brownie and strawberriessssss 🍓 along with some ors cuz your girl cannot go one day without her powerbank
have a nice day loves <3 and please take care of yourselves 🌸
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also a very random dump of pictures 😭😭
7 march 2025
PHYSICS DONEEEEE YAYYYYY
paper went well hehe, it was a good idea to skip dual nature, there was barely one question 😭😭 but yay paper went well
i think i messed up a mcq but it’s okay (gonna bawl over it) now im gonna go home and sleep my day away
i got only one hour of sleep last night 😭 i felt over prepared for the exam but at least it’s over
i don’t think my brain can comprehend any more thoughts, therefore, goodnight
💌
update -got a good nap, (i can finally see colour), i don’t plan to study today cus i have four days for chem so ill probably just clean up my desk and plan out stuff and try to do some biology, if not i’ll just read a few books ive been wanting to and write a bit hehehhehe
6 march 2025
hihiiii <3
very basic day, i gotta revise all 14 chapters of physics cuz tmr’s my final 🥲 but yay, i started at 12 and finished revising 4 chapters (questions + derivations and notes) so pretty happy about how much i got done, it’s gonna be a long night again (when is it not) but i really hope my exam goes well tmr (cbse physics paper reactions scared me)
there’s also a rumour that i could have my math board re exam cuz the paper got leaked (😭😭😭) i might actually cry if that happens cuz math is genuinely my weakest subject, tho it’s fun, i really can’t bring myself to study that subject again.
anyways -
todo list 🎀
i still need to learn ray optics cus i skipped it all year
revise :
magnetism and matter
electromagnetic induction
alternating current
electromagnetic waves
wave optics
atoms, nuclei
dual nature (might skip)
semi conductors
i think i’ll be done with revising by around mid night and then i’ll go through the numericals and formulas again
also i did plan to finish reading ncert by the time my exams end but i really doubt ill do that 😭 boards is already a load of work, trying to fit in 11th bio is a real task so maybe i’ll just finish 11th biology by the end of march. i’ll already be reading 12th bio for boards so only 11th would be manageable after exams.
anyways,
have a nice day loves <3
💌
the moon got shy?
5 march 2025
hihiiii
okay so i finished revising today, im doing questions for each chapter and hopefully i’ll be able to do at least half the portions by tonight. i’ve been trying to get in more productivity hours so i think ill have to start waking up earlier (ironic considering the insomnia) but yeah
to do list :
revise first seven chapters of physics with questions and derivations
plant kingdom reading ncert
welp that’s more or less it for today
have a lovely day <33
💌
4 march 2025
i’ve got three days for my physics boards so the plan is to finish revising in two days and have my last day for the final revision. i do have a question bank for chapter wise revision so ill be doing that along with revising it all too. 14 chapters in two days and i plan to do 11th biology on the side
to do list :
electric charges and fields
electric potential and capacitance
current electricity
moving charges and magnetism
magnetism and matter
electromagnetic induction
alternating current
read biological classification
re-do breathing and exchange of gases
i plan to do at least two chapters of biology everyday until my exams end and hopefully finish most of what’s left for biology.
anyways have a nice day loves <33
currently logged 3 hours of studying (i started late), i think it’s gonna be a long night so im preparing for probably another all nighter (i really need to fix my schedule)
💌
3 march 2025
DONE WITH MATH YAYYYYY
okay so the exam actually didn’t go that bad, i did mess up a few mcq’s but it’s okay, i wasn’t expecting the exam to be this easy tho 😭 but yayyy
running on very little sleep so i’m gonna get home and nap and then plan the next three days cus next is physics boards 🫠 i’ve finished studying for physics but i need to revise it and practice numericals hehe
anyways,
have a nice day my loves <333
💌
also hair and makeup looks so pretty when i don’t sleep 🤭🤭🤭 i’m happy yay