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Hellooo Peoplee !

I'm just a girl in her last year of school time flies so fast wth preparing for NEET (an entrance exam to get into med school in India) trynna survive. I started this blog to document my journey, hold myself accountable, and stay consistent—cuz God knows I need to.

A little about my journey so far:

- Joined an online coaching institute in 11th and, well… fucked around and as a result have the whole 11th syllabus as backlog🤡

Sooo basically, my plan/goals are to:

» Stay consistent with my 12th-grade coaching (attending live lectures, tests, workbooks, the whole deal)

» Slowly cover my 11th-grade backlog (maybe a lecture each day— not sure yet..)

» Crack NEET on my first attempt and secure a govt. medical seat.

So if you’re also on the grind, let’s keep each other motivated! Feel free to drop a message or an ask.

Here’s to staying disciplined and getting that govt seat 🥂✨

Also @midnightatthemalfoys

Day 31

March 21st 2021

Is it just me or does everybody's handwriting depend on mood??🤭

🙌just finished Biology syllabus for Wednesday test🙌

FINALLY GOT A CANDEL LIGHTER 🤭🤭🤭 (im too scared to use normal matchboxes) MY AESTHETICS HAVE BEEN REACHED

hi! i'm a different anon, but saw your previous post with pictures of your beautiful desk and i was wondering if you had any tips on creating a nice workspace? Mine is immensely boring and i would love to change that.

Obviously if you're busy, no worries and feel free to ignore this. Love your blog! Hope you have a nice day :)

hii anon <3

it took me over 3 years of constantly changing my desk for it to look like this and honestly it rarely looks as organised as it was yday- life happens and books pile up, it’s left unclean for weeks on end cuz you’re too stressed about something else and that’s okay !

welll to create a nice workspace - i def don’t think i have achieved that yet cuz there’s a lot on my desk and to me, i love minimalistic workspaces where the desk only has things you *need*

but to romanticise your workplace here’s some tips that helped me out ehehe :

pick a colour scheme w one or two colours (one might be too monochrome so normally pick two- make sure they aren’t hard on your eyes and v subtle tones) mine is white and creamy beige :)

get some greens around : real plants are def pretty but not everyone can handle them (i killed a cactus in three days) so fake plants do an amazing job too ! i got mine from ikea :)

candles could be nice if you’re conscious enough to not burn down your desk !!

print out aesthetic stickers from pinterest or use postcards like i do around your wall in front of your desk <3 make sure the content on these is either motivating or calms your brain in some way :)

make it a habit to clean your desk every week and clean mainly where you work everyday :) even if it isn’t dirty, it tends to make you feel more motivated and better overall !!

cute stationary doesn’t make a lot of difference and is a lot to buy since it’s a repetitive thing to buy so i wouldn’t suggest it :) just find what pens/stationary that works for you and stick to it !

cute calendars make a difference to me! there’s a lot of printables online

maintain daily log diary to note down imp tasks, what’s on your mind etc :) i always make sure that my diary has a cute cover (the handwriting inside is vile but that doesn’t matter !!)

i have a lot of memoirs from trips i’ve been to on my desk which is a v cute and nostalgic reminder of memories :)

in the end, it’s your workplace and do what makes you feel comfortable and happy to work there :)

i hope these tips helped anon <3 thanks for the ask :)

desk tour !! desk tour !! I've always found your desk aesthetic ...

yesss ofc ml <3 thank you sm

this is the overall view (much neater than usual)

i’ll add pictures and mention what is what 😭💌

starting from the left :

wooden thrifted stand

on the top, there’s an air cooler which is super helpful during summers <3 it only needs water and doesn’t make any noise and also is pretty cheap so def worth it ehe

the lower shelf has my collection of sticky notes <3 i’m a hoarder but i use them all, mostly :)

the pegboard - with cute decor that helps me romanticise my study area, and gives me space for cute storage (headphones, papers, id cards, etc)

below the pegboard is :

ipad and the study area where i normally sit at :), towards the right of my ipad is my calendar (bought from a local artist at an art fair) along with a bunch of lip balms, also has nailpolish and eyedrops 😭 all this placed on top of a pile of five books that i don’t really use for the aesthetic of it :)

also my pen stand is there - cute ceramic stand which holds ALOOOOOT and most of my stationary that i require :)

then comes this -

a wooden stand :

first drawer - miscellaneous items

second drawer - wires

third drawer - handy things (some meds, antiseptic cream, more lipbalm, small clips for keeping papers together)

on top of the stand - a cutie clock, period cramp relief roll on, glue and kinderjoy toys, stapler, and some other medication

next to the wooden stand is my metal rack for papers - has been extremely handy and holds all my papers since grade 10 😭

the wall above my stands has a bunch of postcards with words of motivation or just really cool shi 🤞🏼 along with the medal i won at a science fair this year (i don’t have anywhere else to keep it and im lowk proud of it 😔) and also a dream catcher that a friend gifted me some time ago :)

lastly - books. reference neet books.

and i can’t forget this lil stand that holds my notebooks and is next to my chair :) super handy and is at the verge of breaking but we make do.

THAT IS ALL

THANK YOU FOR THE ASK ANON ILYSM 💌

21 may 2025

hey loves, it’s been long since this kind of a post :) it’s been such a cute day today <3 my lec’s normally start at 9 am but i skip my first lec cuz im not a morning person and my brain genuinely doesn’t work in the morning and i’m not tryna work against it so i just work later into the night but make sure to get shit done :)

anyways - i watched my physical chem lec 1 (recorded) and botany lec 2 (on cell - live) - this went on until 3 pm - then took a long ahh break until 6 ✋ and went on a really cozy 2 hour walk around the neighbourhood and got my mum some flowers 🌸 came home, washed my hair at around 9 and i do feel pretty sleepy rn so i made a small cup of instant coffee with extremely little coffee cus i need to do my zoology lec 1 (i have lec 2 tmr so i don’t want the backlog to pile up)

anyway- really cozy day since it’s been raining throughout the night and into the days so the evenings have gotten really cold and pleasant and i function a lot better and am more productive in general when it’s cold so yippieeeeee <3

i’m having so much fun studying all this now, makes me realise how much i truly do love the subjects, it was just the exam stress and repetitive schedule that made it seem so nauseous. anyway - i’m doing my best to take it slow and breathe a little more to avoid burn out <3

i hope you all had a lovely day too 🌸

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long time no see :)

took me a lot of time contemplating - drop or plan b? until i realised i don’t have a plan b - what can be plan b when your plan a was to follow your heart and passions, nothing compares.

so new game plan- the neet score that i estimate for myself is v confusing for the college i’m aiming for so we wait until results and counselling and if i get in then yay but if i dont- drop for 2026. so instead of starting late in august for the drop- im gonna start studying from now (may 19) and study until counselling ends ? hopefully i get in and don’t have to take a drop but if i do have to then at least i wont be too late.

so welcome back. 🌸

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cleaning up.

i don’t know why i’m back. it’s difficult to put all this behind me, it’s too soon to move on from an exam that i dedicated two years of my life to, so quickly- i feel like it isn’t fair to me. i don’t know if ill post but ill stick around, until im ready to leave? i don’t know honestly but i was cleaning up today- two years of my life has been solely this exam. i felt guilty taking breaks, going to sleep before 3 am made me feel like a failure and i compensated for that for the next day. all the breakdowns and self worth questioning- i put up with everything- just for this one dream- to be a doctor, to make my parents proud but here we are, on the floor- two days after the exam, still sobbing. how does anyone get over this? is there any point in taking a drop? they did this for two years, they’ll do it again. i feel so lost and purposeless. i’ve only ever dreamed of my life with this. my imagination never exceeded what happens after the exam. i feel directionless. i don’t know what to do with my time anymore. but i also don’t feel guilty for taking a break. maybe that’s a good thing? i don’t know.

was life ever more than the exam?

how was y’all’s exam ?

admit card aa gya lekin sharam nhi aayi

late night pyq solving sessions 🎰

possible career options :

cloud

flower

27 april 2025

okay so i cleaned my desk cuz it’s been an absolute mess since a few weeks and putting things back genuinely makes me feel less anxious 🙏🏾 so yay

woke up to construction noises again and terrible cramps :( so yeah but anyways

i made last week revision plan where i’ll be doing pyq’s along with revising the syllabus- obviously not covering the entire syllabus for revision now but just the super super important parts of it so yay

i’ll be revising the entirety of physics today - 11+12- mainly formulas and the well known problems so yay, i’ll do the pyq’s once i finish revising

6 days for neet is surreal. goodluck to all of you <3

have a nice day my loves 🌸

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big lights giving me terrible headaches so i shifted to using my lamp and some painkiller

anyway i got terrible sleep- slept at 5 am and wake up by 7.30, im so exhausted and nauseous but eh wtv, the exam doesn’t wait for anyone.

i’m gonna be off my phone all day now (hopefully) cuz even looking at the phone increases my headache :(

okay time to solve papers, bye

have a nice day my loves 🌸

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24 april 2025

desk is honestly such a mess but wtv :/

10 days till neet feels so surreal cuz i remember making this account when there were almost 110 days left 😭 but damn time goes by so quick

what i did today :

2 mock tests

- did pretty decently, i messed up my first test by not starting with the subject i normally do, i was tryna experiment but it didn’t work out so ill stick to my old routine. also finding it a tad bit difficult to finish the paper in 180 mins but practice makes perfect :)

- second paper went well, i realise i need to revise chem a bit more than i thought but ill do it tmr morning after analysing today’s papers, im gaining confidence, and losing it at the same time

but yeah

tmr, i’ll revise the mistakes i made today and give two more tests.

also made some instant brew coffee today - super yummy

i’m super exhausted so i’m gonna sleep early- around 2-3

i hope you had a nice day my loves 🌸

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23 april 2025

neet being so close is genuinely so scary 😭

not much to say today but yeah, today’s gonna be the last day of lecture questions and i’m finishing up lecture questions 🤞🏼 so yes

from tomorrow i’m going to only doing full syllabus tests- 2 a day - one from 2-5 and one at night so yeah

i think i’ve gotten pretty used to the anxiety which is good 😭 but yay also insomnia is getting so much worse- i wake up every hour after i go to sleep and it isn’t even helpful to sleep anymore, i just wake up just as tired cus of waking up every hour :( but i can’t do much about it- i think the stress and anxiety is adding on a lot 😭 but yeah

anyways, let’s get back to studying ehehe

have a nice day my loves 🌸

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cafe studying day out

cheap chinese takeout on the night of an exam hits.

20 april 2025

i’ve got viteeee tmr so i’m just gonna be revising most of my stuff today

so todo list :

organic chem revision

physical chem revision

full physics revision - formula mainly

11th bio revision - 12th is doable but 11th 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

also gotta try to sleep early cuz i have to be up at 5 tmr 😭 (kill me)

okay time to study

byeee

have a nice day my loves 💐

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show us/name what all books you used for neet? like ncert, reference books, MCQ books?

reference books -

mtg fingertips- for questions - really good practice questions in good number too

modules from aakash - mainly the question books like momentum boosters and know your ncert

pw med easy- the best books for theory honestly

neet pyq from mtg - neet explorer - it has 15 model papers and also pyq’s along with chapter wise weightage analysis of how many questions of each chapter at the start of each pyq

organic chem qb by MS Chouhan- has over 300 questions per chapter, i’ve solved around 150-200 per chapter (i bought it cuz i was really weak in organic)

also i’ve read ncert biology over 4 times until now

other than that, i watch pw lectures organic chem, physical chem and physics

i prefer doing inorganic and biology on my own- either by ncert or through pw med easy

19 april 2025

about time to get back on track and holding myself accountable (pls i can’t do this anymore but do we have a choice ? no we do not)

okay so i’m revising my entire 12th physics syllabus today cuz 🧚‍♂️🧚‍♂️ yeah i need to revise this shi. also been so bored of making my own coffee everyday so i went out for a walk and got myself coffee from my fav cafe ehehehhe (the only good cafe close to my home tbh but its yum so idm)- as you can see, ive replaced that dying paper straw with my straw cuz i refuse to have my coffee taste more like paper than coffee.

also got off instagram to lock in for the next two weeks :) and i got my viteee admit card and centre which is like 17 kms from my home and reporting time is 8 in the morning (kill me, i sleep at 5 am) and the traffic in my city is terrible at all times of the day sooooo let’s hope we make it on time 🤞🏼 also very scared for the aptitude test part of viteee

and as you can see, my desk is an appropriate reflection of the chaos in my brain. the sticky notes everywhere is very anxiety inducing but i’ve gotten used to it to a good extent so it’s okay.

14 days left for neet. i might acc cry- not cuz im scared but i’ll genuinely miss this phase of life sm:( spending most of my nights at this desk, trying to memorise the exceptions for inorganic chem or studying biology ncert for hours and hours on end without realising it’s been five hours , it’s really been a journey :( i wish id worked harder honestly but what’s done is done and i did do my best everyday and don’t have many regrets.

i yap a lot for someone who has neet in 14 days, bye bye

have a nice day my loves 💐

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also i finished a 400 page book in 15 days 💀 this gives me so much validation omg

*gently puts my mental health in rice*

samaj nhi aa rha - subject hi itne mushkil hai ya me hi unpadh hu

11 april 2025

another exhausting day of physics - i really do need to start chem asw but physics is just so much better but i promise to do chemistry tmr 😭

what i have left - overall:

thermo ktg and shm - questions

12th physics revision + questions - 12hr lecture

11th biology - 12hr lecture

physical chemistry - 11.5hr lecture

inorganic chemistry - 11.5hr lecture

and then pyq’s

okay so i’m hoping to finish the lecture parts by my cet (16,17)

also booked my viteee slot for 21st 9.30 am (mom asked me to book the morning slot so i can come back and study instead of waste my entire day- iconic)

but yeah more or less it.

hoping to finish the remaining of 11th phy by tmr morning and starting of with chem or biology

hope y’all had a nice day

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10 april 2025

super exhausted- did mechanics.

all this studying is super draining and i don’t even have the energy to yap anymore

hope y’all had a good day

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9 april 2025

finished my manipal application today for one of my backup options - pharma and i might apply to jss as well

other than that - i finished 12 biology, including ecology but ill prolly watch another lecture on eco to solidify my topics. i’m gonna be doing inorganic chemistry today- hoping to finish more than half but let’s see

my mom got me yummy macaroons cuz of results yesterday 😭😭 i love macaroons sm omg

anyways- time to continue with the day

have a nice one my loves 🌸

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nothing beats the happiness and dopamine hit you get by crossing tasks off that one long to do list 🤞🏼

7 april 2025

picnic day out with friends - i had so so so much fun and i really needed this honestly 😭

i’ve been out for over 7 hours and just got home. time to lock in and finish 12th bio - except ecology i’m hoping to finish it all tonight and also i’m gonna have to fill manipal entrance form so i’ll get that done too. i’m super tired but well i need to study too so let’s get it done.

have a nice day loves 🌸

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