the universe has a plan for you, even if you can't see it yet.
Tee hee y'all, i'm not back but i loved y'all sm so take this subliminal i took six days to perfect.
I AM NOT BACK, NO, I AM SO SORRY.
my studying session been going good AND YALLLLLLL I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN.
so, last week, when i closed tumblr, my mind was reeling from one thing it kept repeating itself:
"i wanna give smth to my people in tumblr."
why? i've seen people having problems for the void, i've seen people say they are so close but their "heartbeat" stops them, some say they sleep without knowing.
so i thought.
"mf, why not a subliminal that will fucking guarantee you to enter IN EVERRRYYYY situation?"
think you need to keep awake? this sub
think you need to sleep to enter the void? still this sub
need to enter while using it? this sub
need to enter but can't have your phone with you during sleep? again this sub, you can listen to it during the day and try at night.
like WHATEVER the fuck you do, i have made a loophole for it, now for god's sake please be careful, it gave me such a headache making it my head is still pounding, it has PURE fucking delta waves and 5 set of repeated NON-LAYERED NOT TOO SPED UP affirmations, why?
these are the safest type of affirmations that penetrate the subconscious, i cannot express this enough please.
PLEASE BE FUCKING CAREFUL WITH IT, DON'T LOOP TOO MUCH, DELTA WAVES CAN MAKE YOU DEADASS TIRED.
now this? holy shit this? i call it my beautiful Voided Hibiscus project, and yes i love hibiscuses-
this sub???
here's the benefits:
Voided Hibiscus is a one-of-a-kind, high-power subliminal crafted to guarantee entry into the Void State — no matter your state of mind, environment, or experience level.
Whether you're lying still or fidgeting, wide awake or asleep, listening consciously or with it running in the background — the moment this subliminal activates, the Void becomes inevitable, it is fucking guaranteed and i made so sure of it by science.
During these exact 22 minutes and 22 seconds, your mind will swallow THE LITERAL definition of "master at void." The affirmations are layered with master precision — spoken, whispered, echoed, reversed — to penetrate the deepest layers of the subconscious, bypassing every mental block, doubt, or distraction. Delta isochronic tones pulse beneath the surface, gently entraining your brain to the perfect frequency of surrender, silence, and awareness, like ya'll i am NOT playing.
This is for you if:
You want to enter the Void effortlessly, with full certainty.
You want to enter during the day, or while sleeping — either way works.
You’re tired of trying methods and want results without effort.
You want a subliminal that works permanently — even after you stop listening.
Features:
Affirmations that dissolve fidgeting, overthinking, boredom, and resistance.
Built-in confidence: You will never doubt your ability to enter the void again.
Repetition formula designed to rewrite your subconscious with absolute certainty.
Works even if you accidentally fall asleep.
Activates the Void even when played silently or in the background.
After consistent listening, your command over the Void becomes instinctual.
like mf, you is the bored type? you is the annoyed impatient as fuck type? you is the type to try for 2 minutes and give up? homie this shit will throw you in the void while you move, fidget, breathe hard, feeling bored, sleep accidentally.
like what the fuck am i supposed to do next-
THIS CAN BE USED IN THREE WAYS:
awake method: lay down and have it on your head (no mf you won't sleep accidentally and ruin it bc i backed it up that you'll wake up there) and simply repeat affs for it, watch yourself enter without even knowing how the fuck you entered, i swear if you trust? you'll enter within the duration of those 22 minutes and 22 seconds, there's no "when", it's like a guarantee.
sleep method: if you is the type that yo parents let you have your phone with you? use it overnight and watch yourself wake up in the void.
thru-theday method: just listen to it during the day and do any method before sleep or just anywhere and bam.
there's no "how" here, this sub? almost made me tumble, i am not tryna brag, no seriously, but i thought to post smth that helps ppl, now let me stop yapping the fuck out and take this:
(so sorry for this quick and messy post-)
good luck loves, and send me the asks and messages coming! i'll be on here for a very few minutes and see what asks there is to answer.
EDIT: I AM SORRY WHAT THE FUCK???? LAST TIME I CHECKED I HAD 661 FOLLOWERS NOW IT'S A 1700 SMTH????? I AM SCREAMING PLEASE I LOVE YALL SO MUCH??? I CAN'T BELIEVE IT I WANNA CRY PLEASE.
hi, when i try to induce sleep paralysis i can bear the itches and pain but my mind gets bored and i give up so can i hear some music along with sp binural beats will it be okay
HI LOVE.
Actually depends on how your mind responds to them, will it make your aware with each lyrics? Or will it just calm you? If it calms you and helps you to focus then yes of course use it!
It's your choice ml 💗
(bonus tip, If for some whatever reason y'all wanna get into sleep paralysis in 5 or 10 mins, use WBTB technique)
Blockages and fear : so close, but out of reach, how to destroy them to get what you want?
If you want to get straight to the point, scroll down.
Hey y'all! So as you may know, yesterday I posted that I'm gonna enter, right? My mindset was perfect, my timing was perfect, I just had posted a method (hypnagogic state) and I was really confident I could enter.
Now some of you will ask, "but Coco, you posted that you didn't enter! Why's that?"
Before I "tried" for the void, my mind subtly shifted, going towards a certain fear of a deadline I was having, because we all have them, right? Some want to do it now, maybe tomorrow there's something, some wanted to do it before a certain month rolls by, for me, it was because I got extremely tired these days with studying for my national held exams in June, that I was slightly burning out, so obviously, my mindset was not on "I will enter the void" it was more on "I HAVE to enter the void because of xyz."
And believe that's a mistakes, and it's calling yearning and desperation.
All of y'all know how CLOSE I get all the time, and yet it sounds out of my reach, weird, right? I managed to command myself to wake up in the void, last time entered it in 5 min, and yet here I am, still unable to identify what was it that's stopping me a bit, because y'all, there's no shame in trying and finding things along the way, I'm as human as everyone, so naturally I got frustrated, and sat down to see my problems, everyone has them, the key is to solve them.
Again, my blockage was the desperation, which a lot of us have that takes us nowhere, I used to have it 24/7 before but I managed to get it away, the deadline didn't use to bother me, either way I found out it's trying to creep in again, and now, let me show you a way we can both try to gently show our mind we could do it.
(first of all, all these methods and shit I post like these are not necessary at all, but since it works, it's helpful, here you go 🌺)
Identify the fear or block, this is something new to many of us, we've all been taught to just push the fear aside and throw it out of the window, no, it's alright, sit down and find what's the fear, what's blocking you from the mindset that should be "I can enter anytime, the void is me and I've been doing this since ages, I have no fear." Here is a coupe of lists of common fears people have when trying for the void :
Deadline for something.
Feeling tired of this reality.
Escapism.
Fear of the unknown in the void.
Boredom.
Fear of failure, doubt.
Overthinking and perfectionism.
Panic.
Victimized mindset.
There are many more, these are just some examples, identify it, for me it was wanting to get out of here from studying too much, as it was draining me, so, feeling tired of this reality, that's why desperation came along, now that we have found the root of the mistake, how to block it?
Choose a couple of days to reset your fears and blocks, guys I swear it helps so much, for example, 3 days to fix the thought of being desperate for the void, choose how many days as you want, minimum is one day.
During that given days that you have now, use it to your advantage to be aware of the fact that your fear did not exist, ever, be in that natural state that it wasn't even there. (Best is if you won't try for the void these days, simply act as if you had nothing to fear against the void)
Every doubt, every nagging, every negative thoughts? Banish them GENTLY, do not push them away, simply tell yourself "but that won't happen at all! I'm already natural with the void." This will help your mindset immediately and immensely.
Best affirmation you can say during the day is "the void is my natural state."
It is done, there is no blockage, I suggest doing the HMM method too, with the suggestion of "the void is so natural to me." Good luck y'all 🌺
So, update here, believe me or not but I didn't enter, and I know why.
I kinda forced myself, which I knew was wrong, and by forced I don't mean I "said it was done and forced it to come", no, but I mean I knew had that small desperate feeling inside to enter soon, why you may ask? Well, exam seasons are stressing me the fuck out in here and I have my national ministry given exams at June, ngl that sounds scary af, either way, I didn't enter because I knew I was my block, but I'm back on my feet again and fuck no I'm not letting that small thought of mindset eat me away for what I've been doing this month, fuck no, anyways, I'm back bitches ✋🏻😔
(I knew my own block, which is that small fear of "what if I don't enter before this date?" And I had to let that go, I'm still learning y'all, but glad to know I've placed that fear away. 🌺)
🍉 JUICY WATERMELON 🤭🤭🤭
🍉 JUICY WATERMELON … what’s your favorite thing about your lover in your DR? the way they smell like home, how they make your chest hurt with laughter, how they take care of you. maybe the way their hair falls in their face just so
ARGHWWJ MAKIN ME BLUSH I SEE?
as i said, i won't be having a written s/o, but honestly lately i've been thinking a lot about George Weasley...
god knows, he'd def is softer than your typical Fred, still his jokes will not fail to make me laugh honestly, i imagine him as a person who'd be quite romantic and soft hearted when in love, like...
bewitched flowers by the bouquet and sleeping on him next to the fire in the common room, actually having fun during our night going around the castle and maybe almost getting caught by the caretaker- idk y'all... he's soft, his voice will seriously make me melt if used gently, and do not, get me, started, on his hands...
Hobie's lack of judgement and his sense of understanding.
(and his hands- sorry i'm a sucker for hands if ya can't tell :D)
love the way he listens and the way he knows solutions, and gawd his piercings that sting the kisses against metal, what else? you cannot forget the fact we LITEREALLY would cross dimensions once a while just to see each other, that alone is enough.
if he plays something for me with his guitar? and shows off? +bonus i'd die happily :)))))))
god i'm bad at writing fluff.... so sorry...
Yuji.
do i even have to- okay i will, HE'S THE FUCKING SWEETEST, NO PUH-LEAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE.
his clueless face, his constant need to latch on wherever i go, treating me like he had just been nominated by god himself to have me by his side, a constant happy golden retriever. i would love the way he would not mind eating at all, and one other thing? he's blunt and honest as fuck in the most innocent way possible known to mankind. "think blue would be better as a dress or the red one?" "oh? yeah blue is better! red will look like a lobster on you." "...."
and his warm hugs, that's what i love...
I honestly am about to kinda crash the fuck out, tell me why I woke up in the void after setting the intention and fucking AGAIN I forgot to affirm or manifest???? I'm gonna rip my hair out please for the sake of god- last night I woke up and I look around and was like:
Huh.... Ooo look all black and comfyyyy, these littleeee starsss.
BITCH ASS MF TF U MEAN "OOO COMFY?" WHERE'S THE AFFIRMING.
Guys if u enter don't get too taken away by the peacefulness it comes with 💀✋🏻 first thing affirm you always wake up in it and that's all.
I'm genuinely crying rn.
The long awaited method : HMM for self hypnosis towards the void, enter under 2min.
WARNING : this method is quite powerful, it's not a method on directly entering the void, but it's a method I've perfected to be able to induce the void INSTANTLY under 5 minutes, given by on how to hypnotize yourself.
Please make sure you're ready for this, and you have a clear mind for this, self hypnosis is extremely powerful and if done rightly? It helps immensely, the chances after this to enter the void is 90%, you know what the 10% is for, belief and trust in this method.
Let's start.
This method is something I've stumbled on long before, and I just remembered how it may actually help those with a limit in their mind that does not let them enter the void, first of all, props to the person who make this trance inducing method which is using the magic magnet fingers, and since I'm pairing it with the void, I'll call it Hibiscus's Mind Magnet, or just HMM for short.
This method requires you to sit down somewhere quiet, somewhere with limit sound, does not matter if there's light or not, simply sit somewhere comfortably and I urge you to do a small mini meditation before hand if your mind is crowded, best time to do so is when you wake up.
Sit comfortably. (Has to sit)
If having crowded thoughts, meditate for a clearer mind.
Set your suggestion : a suggestion is something you want to stick deep into your subconscious, aka "I always enter the void under 2 minutes."
You can use any other suggestions, this is just for the void I'm explaining now, now that your mind is calm, everything is ready, simply begin by clasping your fingers in front of yourself together and leaving the two index fingers to stick above.
Now, look and focus at the space between those two fingers, okay? Now begin to imagine that ok either sides of your palm, there's two big magnets.
Stare at the space between the fingers, in a moments time when you let go, you see your fingers actually getting pulled subconsciously together like magnets, and eventually you'll feel this sudden pull of your own face towards it, at this point, continue to stare at it UNTIL your indexes hit each other.
Now you begin to realize even your eyelids are tired and droopy, that's the perfect state, now gently lower your hand in your lap and close your eyes, let the fatigue wash over you, you'll feel lightheaded and dizzy, this, is the perfect state called the Trance state.
Begin by saying your suggestion slowly, simply affirming deeply by saying "I always enter the void under 2 minutes." And only use one suggestion please.
When you feel ready, and you feel done, that's when you're done with this trance state, to get out, begin by forcing yourself to focus things around you, the blanket underneath you perhaps, the hands in your lap, and slowly open your eyes again.
Done, you have just hypnotized yourself, and remember, results can show in just one session, but if you're doubtful, it will take more than one session, do this before attempting for the void and simply go on with ANY method of the void, you'll succeed.
Good luck ml! I hope I made myself clear, and please remember I won't be online here for a couple of days as I have been too much on here and it's affecting my studying, either way, good luck and whatever questions you have I'll answer later, happy void!
Edit// for those who don't understand the hand part and how to clasp it:
It's like this
HIII ITS THE ANON WHO WAS HAVING ISSUES WITH WAKING UP IN DR AND I SET INTENT LAST NIGHT LIKE ROBOTICALLY AFFIRMED (just cause i have anxiety so i like focusing on one thought) and i ended up shifting and having a dream as my dr self!!! thank you for your advice it really did help me realize i have to be certain and not hopeful<3
HOLY SHIT
A SUCCESS ON MY BLOG??? AONSOBAOJSONAONDONSOD IM LOSING MY MIND GIRLYPOP YOU CAN'T EVEN FATHOM HOW MUCH I AM PROUD OF YOU.
those reading rn? This could be you 🫵🏻
YOU'RE ALWAYS WELCOME ML AND I AM SP HAPPY TO HEAR YOU DID IT, SEE Y'ALL? ITS JUST CERTAINTY.
I seriously am rolling in bed kicking my feet bc seeing my beloved ppl have their realities? UGH BEST THING EVERRRRRR
Congratulations again ml 🌺
do you think "miracles" (like cancer suddenly disappearing even though patient was unresponsive to any type of treatment) couldve been caused by manifestation?
Yes.
Now hold on and listen.
The body is designed on it's best suit, it is designed to function completely normally, and let me ask, if something functions on it's own and grows on it's own, surely knows how to fix something?
For example, get someone and tell him to build a glass doll, then a month later tell him that there's a fault with one of the doll hands and it needs fixing since it broke, what would the dollmaker do? Of course fix it because he had created them and therefore it's easy for him to fix them when it's just glue and some other.
Same for your body.
If there's a fault for it, the information on fixing it back to it's state is already in your subconscious mind, but by feeding the conscious mind fear, the cancer let's say, only grows, because nothing goes against it, since the belief that cancers can't be cured.
I swear I'm not just saying this for funnies or what, but the amount of these terminal diseases results I've heard is so astounding, I for once saw it by getting my grandmother back to her feet from a sudden large cancer that the doctor previously had said it was almost impossible for it to go.
And it did, you understand me love? I know these health things sound hard but believe me it's all in your hand, ever wondered how the hell some people do things with no side effects? Some people can literally glue their eyes on screens for 24/7 and have no problem with their eyesight meanwhile others have, it's all in the belief your body heals you immediately whenever there's something wrong.
Ever wondered how that one kid in class almost never seems to catch a cold or get sick? Easy, because they simply believe it doesn't affect them, and even if the virus of a common flu got to them? There's already enough antibodies that immediately shut it down.
Hope I answered your question! MWAH GOOD LUCK
(p.s// Joseph Murphy talked about something that stuck with me sm, he said that there was a case where a man had a daughter with cancer, and the man would always say "I would give my arm for my daughter to heal", constantly, literally without even knowing, but with pure feeling and adoration for his daughter, the same man got into a car accident and unfortunately lost his arm, and guess it? His daughter miraculously lost her cancer soon after.)
I Lucid dreamt yesterday, and here's how it's different from shifting.
(p.s // I literally love Kate Bush)
HI LOVES.
Lately I've seen quite some toxicity in the shifting community, thankfully not so much in Tumblr but in tt and others, mostly people saying how Reality Shifting is just lucid dreaming.
So I was bored yesterday and I decided to lucid dream, which was something I COULD NOT DO AT ALLLLLL when I was younger, but guess what? That mindset click I did last time, I did it again for Lucid dreaming and mf I had one last night, and here's how this post alone can maybe make some of y'all anti-shifters aware how the fuck y'all are deluded (I mean you're the one stuck here not us- sorry.)
I got in a dream, at one point realized it's one, by counting my fingers, saw I had 12 or some shi, I was like "ooo bitch I'm dreaming?"
I just walked around my house in that dream it was fun af, but now's not the time to talk ab it, I didn't do much, like I said I was on a mission to understand the difference between shifting and lucid dreaming.
Lucid dreaming felt... Fake, no seriously, like when you're in it, you look at yourself, around, you get the complete knowledge that, yes, this is all fake, y'know? Like your body part might look crooked, your vision is hazy.
Like it's almost close to the feeling of looking inside those memory things in Harry Potter, I forgot the name 🧍🏻♀️
Things don't sit well, you pass walls, you float, you run slow, you get me? Muffled sounds and voices, and most of all, pass a year there and when you wake up it feels like three seconds.
Shifting?
God knows, YOU know it's somewhere, like the ground is firm, the people are really people going around their lives, you look completely human and law applies there.
There's no haziness, everything is bright and vivid as though it is your life, your thoughts are simply the same as your waking self, you walk normally, you hear things, and most of all? You taste them.
The most difference was the time it felt, like I said, spend a year in a dream and you'll wake up feeling it lasted three seconds, spend a year in a different reality? Wake up actually having one year worth of memory and life.
Do you understand how close you are? How you literally are one second away from touching them? From feeling them? From having your head on their heart hearing them beat gently against your ears? Or not for love, but how close you are to walk in the grass breathing in the smell of fresh mornings? Knowing you finally made it?
Xoxo, Coco
Edit// here's how I lucid dreamt
Just before sleep I set the intention of being aware in a dream, and repeated the number "5" before sleep, I actually was saying that to wake up at 5 and do some wake back to bed thing but it made me see the number 5 in the dream which made me look down at my fingers, so yeah.
Click method (100% method to change mindset for anything)
I need to get something off.
Guys, do one thing, please, oh my god If you're reading this? Do this NOW.
Sit somewhere, like sit, just sit, and simply let your mind wander PLEASE TRUST ME AND DO IT, don't push it aside saying it's just a silly little other shit hell no I'm serious.
Let your thoughts take over, look at your past, reflect it, and let that one small realization snap in your mind hardcore.
You.
Literally.
Know.
The.
Secret.
To.
Your.
Life.
Oh my god isn't this what people think of? CAN'T YOU SEE? you got it, it's in Your hands so much, you're one minute away from it, one second, REALIZE you're actually getting whatever you want.
Just. Be. Goddamn. Persistent.
I swear this random ass method came up to me back in March where everything changed me for the best, I wanna call it the Click method, I don't know if there's anything similar, but god knows how it can help you.
Summary:
Sit somewhere
Let your mind wander
Look at yourself, your life, reflect your past your present, your future, every small detail on yourself, just everything
Now just sit there and wait for that realization to click and sit in being FULLY emerged deep and engraved in your mind, that after everything, "you are chosen."
Feel that? That bliss, that shock? That feeling that "what the fuck have I been doing so far? What the hell did I waste so much time for?"
This guys? This helped me snap my mindset, you don't need days to change the mindset, it's just the click of the realization, try it, seriously try it, and to actually trick your mind you've done it, I suggest tricking yourself (not necessary, but some people like to be logical and back it up with actions), simply tap a part of your body when you realize it, when that thought flows in your mind just as moments ago the thought of "I like the color xyz" had gone by.
It clicks.
Use it as any method, void, manifesting, revising, whatever the fuck you want, this just conjured up in my dream and I already feel how it can help people.
My journey. (Tw)
I want anyone who is doubting themselves, anyone who is trying not to give up, anyone else in the community of being blessed, to read the post whole.
I'm going to be talking about my life, and how the journey started, what I did and what I did not, bear in mind please, this was a little emotional for me to write, I feel a bit nostalgic about it all and I honestly can't believe so much went in such a time.
I found out about everything starting with a book I bought from the local fair that interested me a lot, and I swear if it weren't for the book, I would be here, I used to be the most logical bitch child ever, top grades, stressed like I'm in college already, pained mind and always pressured to be perfect, resulting in me being burnt out and already too mature for my age in mind, yet still childish in many senses, and constant fights with my parents, I felt like I was against the world.
The book was The Power of your Subconscious Mind - Dr. Joseph Murphy.
I was a kid who loved hobby reading, sort of an escape from the hell hole of the pressure I would have around me, and I adapted by this book, and it changed everything for me.
I was only 13 at that time of the book, after that I started trying it out for things and I saw results, made me happy, and I went to something I found in the corner of YouTube, called subliminals, and another part of it where it was called manifestation.
Now with subs, I found reality shifting, then came the void, then came lucid dreams and all that combined together in a hot mess.
Shifting was something so beautiful to me, The idea of a world where I could live my life was something that trapped me so much, I already imagine things a lot and use it as an escape mechanism, sounded perfect, right? And naturally, my first DR was my hero academia, just because I wanted to relive being a proper teenage.
And for subliminals? I can tell you one thing, I was extremely insecure of the person who used to be in the mirror, because all I did was to throw away my life, I studied, slept, and woke up, no friends, no one to trust, I just lost myself, and all that when I was 13-14, (tw) I hated hated hated myself and my appearance so bad, I could only pity myself for the state I used to be in.
I feel almost sad for my younger self, as I'm 18 now watching my young teen self stress through her life, cry at her appearance, even sometimes (tw) wishing to be just die in her sleep, all that because I was heavily burnt out, seeing girls my age looking prettier through puberty, talking with others and I'm stuck on a wish that felt like it won't happen, and yet, a part of me was too ashamed to feel this way, because I knew there are people worse than me, and I sympathized for them.
I think it started good, at 14 years old, I fully started subliminals and it worked for a while, especially my first results that hyped me up so much as changing the grades I mentioned on the other post, so I thought life was changing right?
It did for a year, at 15 things were going well on the outside, I started obsessing over my look, I started using subliminals even more too much for my appearance, I changed drastically, and tried to fit in, but get, none of those changes in my self were drastically from manifesting or anything, sure of course I had some small results, it was almost like I was not naturally like that, I felt fake in short, like a second skin to my real self, every night trying to shift or enter the void and whatnot, all that and finally, and I even opened a Tumblr account which safe to say, got pretty popular back in the day and honestly that was quite a mistake for me at that time.
Why? It ruined me.
I thought I could open the blog to help people with their journey as well as help myself with mine, y'know? Things got out of hand when I got a bunch of people who messaged me and ranted to me about their problems, and bless my younger heart, I used to be so touched by it and help them with it, I was like an unpaid therapist, and I never cared about my health, I just wanted to make people who had worse life than mine, get their results before even I did.
I should've told them I can't manifest for them, but that was where the shit and trust issues came from, sadly I got into the trap of (tw) "suicidal" people who claimed they'll off themselves and blame it on me if I don't enter the void for them, saying how they hate their life and everything else and how they want to change everything.
Please.
For the love of god.
I've been there like you and in worse, I stood up, I found the courage to stand up everytime I fell down, everytime, and that happened so much, almost 6 years worth of failure and never once I wanted someone to do it for me, why? Because it's your life my love, please don't think I'm rude or whatnot, I seriously I'm telling you, it's all in your hands.
And yes, of course there are people with far worse conditions and living state than mine, and I'm never blaming anyone to ask for help, but seriously.
To threaten a literal child on a simply happy pink blog telling her to enter the void for them or else? Especially one where she was a little too eager to help? Please, do it on your own as much as we all did on our own, I used to think "why don't bloggers like to manifest for others?".
I understood it after that, the emotional baggage? That was traumatizing for me.
Either way, I also had one of my followers spam follow me on my private Instagram (which I don't know how) and started (tw) a slight talk of let's say, almost grooming.
Thank God it wasn't pictures, I don't know if it is considered that, but is it alright to be told (tw) that they'd like to f#ck me or what not? I'm uncomfortable to go into more details but that was the breaking point for me, seeing almost 40 or something accounts spam messaging my requests no matter how much I block them, kept making more accounts.
I. Was. Horrified.
That's when I snapped, that was my last resort, I hated everything, I hated it all, I blocked all the current accounts, deleted my Instagram account, shut my blog off and started neglecting myself heavily and got back again into a depressing state, where I thought that's it, I'm cursed, wasn't I?
I burnt out so bad.
I genuinely believe it was the worst year of my life, even when I turned 16, everything got wrecked, the life I built and tried to maintain it fell apart, one of my friends backstabbed me so hard, I just gave up on manifesting and the void, which was something I wanted so much every night, wishing or begging anyone listening to help me, scrolling hours in Tumblr trying to find something helpful.
When I turned 17, this was my healing stage.
I may have slight tears in my eye, or I may sound dramatic, but oh god I am so glad to be here where I am now, I love myself, I seriously feel so bad and emotional for my younger self, if only, oh if only I could go back to hug her and tell her to live her teenage life, but I couldn't, I took life too seriously at that time and told myself I was cursed, only in the summer of 2024 I got back to my manifesting mindset, without Tumblr.
At 17, I started fixing myself, I gently loved myself, I started throwing the pedestal of the void away, I treated everything in front of me as a miracle, I loved myself, helped myself, took myself back on my feet and I gave myself time.
Time is something a lot of people here are annoyed by, it does not exist, so why are you bothered to give yourself some of this "nonexistent" time to heal yourself? I know some might say it's hard to love yourself, guys please.
Just love that small part of you that is still standing, that was shown the void and shifting and anything else for a reason, at 17 I started seeing results from everywhere again, I gained popularity, I built myself, I helped myself, trusted the law of assumptions, and my mindset had grown.
Now, I'm healed.
I no longer do this just to "get out of this" or "to escape everything", I do it for myself and because I know I deserve it, I don't place it up, I place it within reach like an apple waiting to be picked.
Everyone reading this, if you have come so far, do not give up, but of course.
It's your choice, no one can beg you to come back to your life, it's your choice my love.
I hope everyone in any situation my deepest and my most tender love to them, wether you're shifting, premashifting, rebuilding yourself with the void, changing everything.
Please thank yourself for staying strong and reaching here for so long, some say they've been doing this for 2 years, some say one.
I went on strong for 6, and I am glad I did, and I realized it all falls in your hands, I could've done it all by the first year, heck, even the first month, so my loves, my last piece of advice:
Love yourself, thank yourself, and ease yourself, let the apple fall, and not your hand that was straining for the apple.
Xoxo. Coco
Hello, how are you? I'm manifesting to my SP. He's my classmate and I haven't shown any interest. In fact, we don't chat or even hang out in class because he always stops by with a girl. We just say hi. I like him so much and for 11 days now, I've been affirming that he's deeply in love with only me, that he likes me too much, that I'm incredibly attractive to him, that we're in a relationship. And I maybe do about 1,000 affirmations a day. It's been 11 days now and I only see him on Wednesdays. He hasn't chatted with me or even looked at me, he just greets me kindly. I like him a lot and I'm starting to worry about him. I don't see my affirmations reflected... I wasn't successful in manifesting people before, but I'm trying really hard because I really like him and I really want to be with him.
HI LOVE
First of all, don't.
No genuinely, don't indulge in the fear and the old you nagging you behind your head.
It does not matter how much you do or how many times you do so something, it all lies in the belief of how it's done within your power.
Let me explain.
Let's say for example:
Lily has a test tomorrow, and she needs to study for it, she took 12 hours on studying, but she worried herself in between saying she fears the exam will be hard and that the hours she had studied won't be enough.
Now we have Monica, she also has a test tomorrow, same subject, but she only took 4 hours of studying on it, and never once thought the exam will be hard or that she hasn't studied enough, she simply was proud to say she studied so little and yet she knows she's going to ace it.
Lily got 89, Monica got 99
You see the difference? It does not MATTER how much you do something or how much time you consumed it, it lies in the belief, in the fact you let go of it, the 3d is showing you things you don't like? act like it's nothing and it's not wavering your doubt, if someone told you their name is xyz, do you overthink if it they are telling the truth? Hell na, you simply click it in your mind and let it stay there.
Same thing with your s/o, no need to look for results, YOU ALREADY HAVE IT, stick to that mindset, it's not "kidding" yourself, it's simply reminding yourself who you are, and one tip, when affirming, don't think it's a chore, think as if it's just a reminder you're telling yourself.
"oh shit I forgot, he's in love with me right? Yeah yeah he is, lmao he's so hopelessly in love with me it's insane fr."
Be natural about it, AND GOOD LUCK
Hi, could you give us some tips to reprogram our minds to finally make our subconscious understand that we are the creators of our reality? 💗💗
HI THERE.
so, reprogramming the subconscious mind is actually a subject I've tapped into with the mental diet I have.
Now listen, I'm not an expert but believe me I use this method for anything, especially studying, but of course you can do it to reprogram the subconscious as I have done too.
STEP ONE:
identity what you are thinking, you're aiming to make your subconscious realize you're the creator, not aiming to make our subconscious mind know we are the creator.
Sounds like a brain teaser ✋🏻 no really, acknowledge that yes, the idea of being in control of your reality is actually something in you, you just need to step in and break the mindset of your old self yk?
STEP TWO:
Once identified the idea, STICK. WITH. IT.
God this is so important, and by "idea" I meant assumption, like listen, COMPLETELY know it's a thought that was supposed to be there ever since you were born.
Just like for example, your name is xyz, right? It has stuck to you for ages that it is your name, and that's it, yk? It has been an already naturally formed idea in mind, whenever someone asks your name, you reply them naturally without thinking.
So stick through it until it feels natural.
STEP THREE:
do not dwell on the past nor the time, both does not exist if you chose not to believe in it, make it a habit for a couple of days, some say it takes 7 days, some say it takes 21, it all depends on how quick you absorb the fact that yes, everything is in your hands.
Now again loves, everyone has a different perspective on reprogramming the subconscious, but that is what gave me the most results so far, because believe me, affirming, visualization and those things are all linked to reprogramming the subconscious itself. GOOD LUCK LOVE
All my DRs (part I)
── .✦ Jujutsu kaisen as a student
"Where souls connect and curses roam."
Shifting to the timeline of jjk 0.
Helping Yuta through his curse, late night strolls in the dark to patrol certain places being curse infested, laughs while training with Panda, trying to understand Inumaki over the sixteenth time until decided we have to learn sign language for him, and certainly being treated with donuts every weekend by Gojo, only to one day stroll through the ruins of Shibuya for a small oath to keep your loved ones safe.
── .✦ Resident Evil 4
"quiet roads leading to nothing."
I just started playing the game, the original, and god it's so much for a reality to shift to.
Being an agent besides Kennedy, a rough mission to retrieve the president's daughter, history runs back before the virus, late night fires and loaded weapons before you sleep, occasional humming in between treating wounds.
── .✦ Old renaissance love
"oh, if only the clouds could speak, they'd damn you for being the second sun."
Pure raw love, forbidden, close to something that could surpass any love in history, I want historic love, love over life.
Sounds dramatic, but being in the old simple times, maybe a simple villager, falling for someone, exchanging hidden letters, confessions through flowers, whispers in the night against the howl of the winds, begging for one touch.
── .✦ Hogwarts as a Marauder
"there goes Whiskers, hidden by trees."
I'm a sucker for them, the sweet old times.
Being James' twin, a constant piece they never part from, watching the stars on the astronomy tower with Remus, roaming through the forbidden forest as a panther alongside the Marauders.
Nimble fingers through the black fur, protecting her nephew, Harry, and to be a professor at Hogwarts later on.
How does it feel or how do you know you are in SATS?
Good question ngl.
SO, SATs had always made me curious my entire life on how it should feel or whatever, and believe me some people might find it hard to believe that the weird drowsy feeling right before you sleep is actually SATs.
BUT AGAIN, IT COULD BE DIFFERENT TO PEOPLE, THIS IS MY EXPERIENCE!
I've gone through it a lot, and to me, it's a state where I go and become in peace with myself, my body becomes drowsy, I start to ignore thoughts in my head and I feel clear, yk? The void is different from the SATs, in the SATs I still felt my body, but I ignored the existence of my body, it's a state where things sound lower and your mind almost goes tame.
SO SORRY ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN, but it's a state where you KNOW you're there, no urges, a clear mind, feeling peace, knowing you get what you want, it is exactly before you fall asleep, or so that's how I found for myself.
Hope I helped, MWAH.
I fucking entered the void.
@premiumbitch I owe u every shit wtf, your method was INSANE?
REMEMBER HOW I TOLD Y'ALL IMMA BE ENTERING THE VOID ON MY BIRTHDAY???? I did it, and guys it's literally the easiest shit idk why some people see it as smth big 💀
I didn't manifest anything, why? Because guess it or not I actually just wanted to be familiar with it, I love how I'm slowly knowing everything is mine, and yesterday I didn't want to manifest anything I just wanted to try the void out especially bc I have been studying sm these days, I wanted a break.
Now I've been eating up that mindset that I'm a master at the void, which let's be obvious, everyone is, they just need to get to the point and slowly realize it, it has to click.
Okay I'm going to stop yapping and fucking get into it 👍🏻, either way, yesterday night, at 1:32 AM or smth, after the day turned 6th April, I got in bed and made myself comfortable, and simply told myself I'll enter the void under 5 minutes, which actually and unsurprisingly, it was the case, I used a standard boring ass method too yk, the one where it's usually always what people do.
On my back, started slow breathing, and i set the intention of keeping myself awake when my body sleeps (best advice I got from idk who it helps sm) and then I let myself sink in the bed for some minutes, like I just laid there, and already I immediately was in the SATs.
So naturally I affirmed for the void, knowing I'm already in there, and mf I slipped in there after two or three minutes of affirming, just saying "I am the void." Or "I am in the void."
I think the reason I actually got out myself or sometimes used to slip in and back, is how I immediately focused on my body signs or anything connected me to myself, so I have a note to myself next time, to allow it naturally happen and focus just on the blackness behind my eyes.
ANYWAYS I STAYED THERE FOR LIKE I THOUGHT 2 OR 3 MINUTES BUT IT WAS A WHOLE WHOPPING 1 HOUR TF, and get that, how did I know it's the void? I just wanted to see stars there and I fucking did 🎀
IMMA GO CRY I FINALLY AM THE CREATER OF MY OWN REALITY.
anyone reading this, babes please don't give up, genuinely don't, I've been in this game for 6 years and I know a lot of people that'll leave for this long, saying they have no patience, girly you can do it if I did, I used to be in SUCH a bad place you can't even imagine, I pulled my shit and started living in the end for 2 months (and no it doesn't take two months, I just was stubborn af and kept slipping in and out my beliefs).
Special thanks to them for keeping my motivation up 💗
@joc3lynn @catherineaboutlife @salemlunaa @premiumbitch @prettygirl444sblog @mercifulstate @shimmershifts @littlemissprettyprincess @luckykiwiii101 @carlyshifts111 (I adore her oml her RAS thing? ATE the fuck up)
And of course can't forget @gorgeouslypink but idk if she's here anymore? And every old blog back in the 2022 and 2020, I adore y'all sm even though I don't have your blog's names 😔🎀.