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very bad nightmare

Hey guys,

I ended up having a very difficult night last night, had a couple nightmares, but one specifically happened after I woke up at 4:25 am

my cat had been chewing on my draw strings so I tried to pry his mouth open (they are plastic and falling apart, I didn’t want him to choke) and he bit down on my finger and it started bleeding a lot so I got up and cleaned the bite

Normally, after waking up early and walking around for 5 minutes and then going back to sleep leads me to having prophetic dreams or lucid dreams, last night was prophetic and unfortunately a terrible nightmare to wake up to

I don’t want to get into it too far, but it had a people from my CR who are currently going through something difficult, and in the dream they were suffering from something/someone else I know

after having prophetic dreams I wake up with intense worry and a pushing feeling to check in on them, I can’t with one since they are in the hospital

I’m going to consult my tarot deck today to get some more information about whether it was prophetic or not, and what I can do to help or stop/lessen whatever is coming

I might post my spread and the meanings behind the cards

I hope you all have blessed days 🫶

dream journal: entry 1

february 5th 2025

As I said in my pinned, I'm interested in using the lucid dreaming method to shift, so why not use this blog as a dream journal too! Surprisingly to absolutely no one, here I am sharing a dream that may or may not tie with my symbol of fear dr!

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This dream was actually pretty fucking sad- I woke up somewhat disoriented because I was super tired and then I was extremely sad because what the fuck brain?

It wasn't a lucid dream and maybe it was better that way, I wouldn't have known what to do- I'd have probably panicked and woke up anyway. I was my dr self and I remember being…somewhere with the lov? I have no idea where we were to be honest. Basically we were ambushed by pro heroes. I don't know how this happened, but suddenly we were trapped in a 'metal box'. It was pretty spacious inside, but suddenly there were just four of us: me, Dabi and some other two that I don't recall at all. And quirks didn't seem to work there either.

And you know that thing in dreams when you know things even if you shouldn't? Yeah, so apparently the heroes had the 'brilliant idea' to try and kind of negotiate(?) with us and then help us in some way, which doesn't sound too bad, but the execution was absolute dogshit. They thought that by reconciling with the person/people who hurt us would help us kind of calm down and we'd be more willing to trust and listen to them. Well that went horribly-

They couldn't bring anyone in for me- they probably could have went with All Might, but they didn't. Kotaro was dead (and they didn't know about him anyway) and bringing in All For One would've been the stupidest thing ever (also they just couldn't- like why would he ever side with the heroes and ruin his own plans?). So all I could do, since my quirk didn't work and I was all skin and bones, was watch what the hell was going on.

Not even a minute in and immediately Dabi and Endeavour are at my right, screaming at each other like there's no tomorrow. I didn't do anything at first because, again, quirks didn't work and Endeavour could've destroyed me with one hand, but when I finally decided to step in the scene changed kind of drastically. But before that, let me explain what was going on a little better:

Apparently in that 'room' everyone's quirk didn't work, including the heroes'. In fact, Endeavour didn't have his usual flames surrounding him, which I thought was a little strange but maybe they wanted us to feel like we were equal. Both of their designs weren't 100% perfect, especially Dabi's. He was a mix between a younger and older him, if that makes sense. His hair was grey, the damaged skin looked a little healthier than it was supposed to be and his clothes were a little bit on the lighter side. Their argument was, unsurprisingly, about how Endeavour was the worst possible father (and husband) on the fucking planet. At first it was pretty generic, but then Dabi quickly began talking specifically about what he did to him. I specifically remember hearing something about how he didn't feel and wasn't seen by him at all and how shocked he was that, despite being right in front of him, he still felt that way. Endeavour didn't care about his identity at all, he cared more about his job at that moment. He was also being pretty fucking hostile (verbally), raising his voice and shit.

So when I decided to step in I took a few steps forwards, trying to get closer and maybe set myself between them, but Endeavour literally disappeared into thin air. I remember immediately turning towards Dabi and he had an extremely distressed look on his face. I instinctively opened my arms to offer him a hug and he basically threw himself at me. And oh, he cried so fucking hard- I was hugging him and rubbing his back trying to calm him down while I heard him bawling his eyes out right next to my left ear. It was fucking soul wrecking to be honest (can't wait to shift and, once we meet and get closer, hug him :'D)

Not too long after this Dabi vanished, but Endeavour reappeared. As soon as he came back literally everyone, villains and heroes alike, was looking at him like "WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!"

I also remember yelling something at Endeavour, but I don't remember what it was to be honest.

And then I woke up- this dream didn't have the right to make me feel this shitty, I've been thinking about it all day😭🙏🏻

i had a lucid dream last night. tbh i forgot exactly what happened, but i remember walking into my bedroom and it being weirdly clean. so i pinched myself and it obviously didn't work, so i tried again on my thigh and realized i was dreaming. But didnt do anything about it... what a waste

Guys.. I had a dream that I remember fully,

it was me playing tf2 and of course I was medic and I was running in the bad lands by myself until a scout started to chase me, then he cornered me and he was about to do something to me, and I was scared, but than a heavy came and saved me and beat up the scout, then I was happy and gave heavy a hug.(mind you I could feel everything in the dream😭)

Guys, No way I had a dream last night that I was on the phone talking to Robin Atkin downs..

I THINK I HAD A LUCID DREAM

Idk what I did or what exactly was happening tbh, I just remember I was having a normal dream (all my dreams are kinda semi lucid idk how to explain) and at some point I was on the living room with my mom and she asked me something I cant remember, then I answered something like "yeah but this is just a dream" and then it kinda hit me and I realized I was dreaming

I don't remember how it felt, it was really weird and to prove I was dreaming I said to my mom (she wasn't believing bc dream people are like that) "if this is a dream I'll be able to go through this wall" and I simply walked through the wall

Last thing I remember was getting really happy and waking up, but a win is a win ig

( void state update - 04 )

I FUCKING UNINTENTIONALLY ENTERED THE VOID WHILE I WAS FUCKING DOING MY FUCKED UP HOMEWORKK ❓.... I'm going crazyy 🤸🏻

AaAaaAaaAAAaaaaAwelpp

Y'ALL 🫵🏻.. BETTER BE READY FOR MY SUCCESS STORY 👏🏻💅🏻💋!!

Got sucked into those 2021 dreamcore videos on TikTok and it got me wondering if anyone's ever tried shifting to the backrooms before

AND HEAR ME OUT!!!!! I was on TikTok during 2020-2022 and they were both trending at the same time!!!! Is shifting real?? Idk, but if jellyfish are real and space is also a terrifyingly real fucking thing I don't think it's out of the question 😭😭

This morning I realised I was still tired and could go back to sleep and try something. I'm not sure why, but for some reason I picked doing SSILD cycles. Well they sure worked. I had so many lucid dreams in a row, as well as another false awakening. If I could just get better at stabilising the dream I could be walking through portals every night.

LETTING GO

i've talked about this a little bit in one of my other posts, but I realized this was a very important topic — especially for people like me out here, who might've had a hard time with this concept, and so I wanted to expand on it and give my own two cents.

the concept of "letting go" has been taught to most — if not all — of us by life long ago before any of us even found shifting. if you don't like a situation, "let it go". do your best, and "leave the rest and don't fixate on it". if someone you love doesn't respect you, "let them go". anything that doesn't serve you, "let it go". this is the one advice that got many of us through different situations. but everytime I ever came across a post saying "let go of your desire and watch it come to you", this quote always came to mind.

honestly, I couldn't for the love of God even think of letting go of shifting. I simply didn't want to. it felt like a betrayal to all the people I wanted to shift for, to myself, to my dreams — everything. I would think to myself "how do I not care if i'll shift or not? how do I not care about all these people in my dr I want to meet? I want to care. I have people I love, people I want to see, so how can I not care?", and it would make me so upset because I would see people talking about how they let go of it and it came to them. it almost felt like it was wrong to love, to care, to cherish this opportunity, and to want to be excited for it. I didn't want to "let go" and wanted to keep on holding forever. but then, I realized what the problem was. it wasn't my loving too much, caring too much, or anyone else's "letting go" of their desire to shift. the problem was my idea of what "letting go" means.

in any "normal" situation, "letting go" would mean "not caring" or "not giving your energy out where it isn't respected or celebrated". but. and a big but. when it comes to shifting, "letting go" has a totally different meaning.

• "letting go" in terms of shifting

to me, when it comes to shifting, "letting go" isn't about having an attitude of "if I shift, I shift. if I don't, I don't". while this can help some people, it's fairly hard for others to follow, because some of us WANT to shift and not even think about the "don'ts". so what letting go meant to me was being content where I am, because I knew that sooner or later — I will have what I want, because it is mine, and to stop trying to "make it happen" and simply just let it happen. because i'm a staunch believer that anything that happens, only happens for my own good — always, and if I found shifting, it was for a reason.

now, one could argue that both are the same, and I cooked nothing (lol). and yes, they might be. but. and a big but again. the difference is you CAN care about the people you want to shift for. you can be chalant, you can be obsessed with your dr, your s/o, anything — everything, and still shift. the point is being content. and you, yourself, have to give yourself the closure that whatever you want will be yours. because the feeling of being content always comes from within. don't force it, and take time to give yourself this closure. and care, and be excited, and be assured. you can be all of these things at the same time.

and if you're afraid of it being "not meant for you", then my dear friend, if it wasn't meant for you, I promise you, and I swear to God, it would've never found you. not in this lifetime, not in a million others. never. not EVER, okay? so rest assured that it is a hundred and ten percent meant for you. so, you don't have to grip it so hard you leave claw marks on it. it's right next to you, and that's how it'll stay. and if it "wasn't meant for you and still found you", it would've gone by now. it wouldn't have stayed. so "let go". be at peace. your dr awaits you, and you're going to make it.

and that's all. once again, if you don't understand anything, and want me to clarify, feel free to reach out.

what kind of posts would you guys like to see from me?

filler bi han image #2 !!

im is gonna lucid dream either I shift while I am or I don’t I’ll thug it out (cry)

filler bi-han image 😞

wishing safe travels to all my reality shifters, time travelers, lucid dreamers and astral projectors tonight, be safe out there , don’t tell the dream people you’re dreaming and try to avoid the astral police as best as you can, and remember that you can exit the spirit realm whenever you want to as long as you intend it.

as i sit here and hear the news of a death in my life i yearn for the void state more than ever. I have my 17 page google doc, I have the drive, I hear the stories of us needing more money, I just need it all to change. i’ll do every method in the book if i have to. I know i am capable of great things. i know i’ll succeed.

OMG YOU GUYSSSSS!!! This is my first time making a dr from scratch, like my own characters and plot line and everything. I’m writing the dialogue and stuff and I KNOW THIS DR IS GOING TO EATTT LIKE I HAVE GOOSEBUMPS READING THIS!!!!

I don’t see enough people talking about shifting to mangas and manhwas. Me personally i love the idea and i already have 2 scripts, one for a manga and one for a manhwa

when u decide to change something big about your dr after thinking about this dr for weeks >>>>>

Absolutely no one:

Me: scripting a deep British accent on my s/o just cause even though my dr has nothing to do with British people.