Jiraiblogging - Blog Posts
IM SO HAPPYYYY
i just ordered 16mm black eye contacts :33
my friends mom randomly gave me this 💀💀💀shes such a baddie what the flip😭😭
Bro is playing when he literally has a jirai girlie in his bed 😒😒
I lost two kilos (≧▽≦) just 2 more :33
i had a dream about sh..it was so fuckin detailed broooo
Im crying in the bathroom for two hour
The psychiatrist told me everything is my fault and she yelled at me
i dont see a fuckin Reason to live i dont have anybody nobody gives a shit about me fuck i can't anymore
im seeing my psychiatrist tomorow..I decided to tell her everything like EVERYTHING,im scared asf but idc anymore
im two days clean from sh
i know its not really speciál but its a really big step for me
im so damn lonely am i even real
i want to be pretty
my moots are so pretty i want to be like them😭like my face is so chubby and fat and my frizzy hair bro just AUGHHH👹👹
do i want to ki11 myself?....yes
do I still have to look cute?...yes!
I hate it when someone insults women for their body.. like are u blind? every body is perfect and beautiful bro WOMEN ARE SO BEAUTIFUL I LOVE ALL OF THEM LIKE??
i fuckin love women
like...i love them u know?
i love learning vkei furitsuke
like i know so many its not even funny😭
Felt pretty.. basic outfit but idc
i cut my hair short again and went for a more masc hairstyle! :33 i feel like me again
im crying so hard
my dad and mom said that the talked with my therapist..they want me to go to a mental hospital...they said they dont want me to be in this house...i want to ki11 myself i dont see aby other opinion
im so scared pls
i dont want to go to school tomorow...
I haven't been to school for 3 weeks but i still not mentally ready to go tomorow..my mom said she doesnt care anymore and i need to go..any tips?
help?
I'm at a sleepover and it's 7 am and my friend is still sleeping..his mom came home drunk asf i can hear her like im scared i want to go home
just did a Sh aftercare fór the first time damn I deserve a price😭umm i went too far this time ehhhhhh
im so damn tired
I haven't been to school for three weeks because my mental health got really bad..i just feel so shitty will I ever feel better?
i just live in my head and daydream
eh im still alive
I haven't post anything for three days because im kinda Fighting with my mental health...its shitty oh god i just want to hurt mself
Yesterday I was happy that my cuts were healing....i fucked up today..
Im getting this tattooed in April or June
im thinking about doing menhera chan cosplay!!!!! Im excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!
with my pookie
yeeeey new stuff
(im broke Now)
I lost my Blade?!!?!! like i dont give a fuck but like WHERE IS IT what if my parents founds it im cooked
edit - nwm i found it...I am such an idiot im literally laughing rn oh god 😭😭🖐🏻🖐🏻💀
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨NEW SELF INTRO୧⋆ ˚｡⋆
• call me kei
• vkei bangya!!!! (for 5 years now)
• any pronouns
• pansexual
• i looove fashion i change the way i dress every day but mostly (vkei,sabukaru,jirai,nyashka)
• mentally ill (wow?)
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• i like
-VKEI,urban Legends,yokais,anime,manga,creepypasta,indie games,horror movies,Mandela catalogue,backrooms
• my hobbies
- sewing,collecting cute stuff,collecting feathers and rocks,writting poetry and creepypastas,making ocs,learning japanesse,making accesories
pls im such a weird loser...lets be friends pookie!!! :33
tw! I mention depression,sh,ed and more stuff like this!!