Yesterday I was happy that my cuts were healing....i fucked up today..
Is there anyone who likes poetry?
this is my own poetry i wrote and translated into English! im sorry if it doesnt really make sense haha
The Reflection’s Whisper
My longing is stronger, so hard to defy,
heavier than shadows that blur every lie.
From my own reflection, the darkness calls,
with morning’s light, the image falls.
"Come... come on, don’t hesitate!
Throw your life away—it’s not too late!
Before the pain can strike once more,
you’ll be long gone behind church doors!"
My mirrored voice whispers low,
I shake my head—what does it know?
"Oh, what must I do to make you see,
so my own reflection lets me be?
I know that peace in endless rest
is wrong... but oh, it tastes the best."
I lift my gaze and meet its eyes,
a hand is reaching—offering ties.
"Take my hand, come follow me,
no more pain, just endless sleep."
Slowly, I lift my trembling hand,
our fingers meet—and I’m pulled in.
A world of black and white surrounds,
I wander lost, no peace is found.
"Oh my God, forgive my crime!
I want to live, just one more time!
My life was fragile like a flower,
I see it now, this final hour."
Barefoot I walk on roads so cold,
the morning dew so soft yet bold.
Before me stands a chapel tall,
inside, I step—then see it all.
Figures dressed in mourning black,
sorrow weighing on their backs.
I hear them weeping, lost in grief,
tears like rain, no hope, no relief.
I step in closer—then I freeze,
what I see brings me to my knees.
My lifeless body, pale and still,
lying there against my will.
"Oh, don’t cry, I’m still right here!
Trapped inside the glass so clear,
lured by whispers, drawn too near."
But none can hear me, none can see,
my voice is gone—lost completely.
Guilt consumes me, cold as stone,
from head to toe, I’m all alone.
My chest is aching—grief or death?
I cannot feel my final breath.
The earth embraces me at last,
my faith has faded—buried past.
I NEED HELP PLEASE
does anyone know any male character from a game,series or something..that has an chaotic, energetic and childish-like voice?
im trying to find a voice claim for my oc the whole day but i just can't find anything!
real
If they only knew....
Hey, as someone who recently decided to kill myself if some things don't work out I hope you at least don't feel too horrible. I don't know what you rebound on but if it's not something too destructive and brings short joy i hope you enjoy those moments. This might be bad advice but fuck man, life sucks
Yeah it SUCKS...but thank you your really kind!
im trying my best haha..anyways i hope everything will be alright for you!❤️
THE BOOGIE EFECT
I showed my dad the Slipknot cover by Boogie from jiluka...At first he thought it was a girl...but then he fell in love with him 😭🧑🏻🦲
im seeing my psychiatrist tomorow..I decided to tell her everything like EVERYTHING,im scared asf but idc anymore
oh
my online friend just ki11ed himself?...He texted me...i Hope hes okay oh my god...Is it because of me? did i do something Wrong? i fucking can't
AAAAAA
i love myself in gurokawa makeup and outfits i feel so good AUGHHH 👹👹
RAAAAH SAME ME RAAAAAH
Bro i have a therapy tomorow,my mom discovered i sh days ago and im so scared she will tell the psychologist..i know its okay to tell her and she will understand but i always freeze and feel embarrased when my mom is talking about it...she thinks im doing it to be fuckin cool...like..
im like „im getting better!"
but other day im crying after relapsing...