I Want To S⭐️ve - Blog Posts
We almost when to the beach yesterday and the feeling of dread that i got when i was trying to think of what to wear was so horrible i never want to feel that again
I will reach my goals !!!!!!!!!!!
Having relationship problems and literally had a whole pint of ice cream for breakfast lol wtf
=840
Fasting for the rest of the day 🤦♀️
(Hopefully it will at least make me sh1t lmao)
Do u ever feel like when u drop or spill food it's god or something smacking it out of ur hands
Ever since i was a little kid i remember looking at my legs and being so horrified at how big they were .......... what the f is that all about 🤨
I hope no one in my life ever finds out about this
I dont want them to ever think im a f4tphobe or feel that i think about them in the same way i do about myself i would be so heart broken :-(
I would feel much better about my horribly disfigured face if my body was sm4ll and i didnt take up so much space
Cant control face structure but I can control 1 thing :p
Seeing the change is so addicting
Im so excited to be at my gw again but i just remembered the comments and concerns and my family pressing me about eating and food whenever we are together -.- i love them and i love spending time with them but i just want to not eat in peace !!!
Im not hungry bro !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What makes you decide on ur gw, is there a specific reason u chose that number? Im just curious
Like for me i think it was when i was a teenager i found out that one of my biggest spo was 118 and it just stuck with me that i needed to get there, and i did too 💔 how tragic
Breakfast - Chicken, 2 slices of cheese, 1 slice of turkey, coffee
Snack - strawberries
Dinner - asparagus, broccoli, chicken, 1 corn tortilla, 3pc of pineapple
Net 835😛
Calculated on one of those websites and it said if i stay at <850 ill lose 20 in 2 months o.O i want to see if it will actually work
I ate some dark chocolate and i feel very guilty about it :P
=340
Done for the day
Net- 730
I feel so disgusting 😷
I wasnt going to eat today but i had broccoli asparagus and eggs because i didnt want to feel sick at work but now i just feel worse
I love the rush of euphoria that i get when im running on fumes but i hate way my mind goes numb
My memory is so bad and i lose my train of thought so quickly, sometimes i feel like i dont have the mental energy to socialize :P </3 does anyone else experience this?
I need my face to shrink first 🙏 please and thank u
Im so disinterested in food
Who is ur fav celebrity inspo 🤔🤨
Coffee 25
Yogurt 95
Granola 110
= 230
:-)
Just got back from visiting family and i ate somewhat normal and i feel so sick its so uncomfortable ☠️
I'm annoyed but not discouraged and I'm glad i can go back to ⭐️ving 🤓
Happy valentines day fellas 💘
Im so excited to ⭐️ve tomorrow <3<3<3 lol
I think the most motivating thing is the rush of excitement i get when i think of how its going to feel when i reach my gw, looking in the mirror, being confident in pictures, the feeling of being touched by my bf and not being embarrassed, the feeling of my clothes barely draped over me brushing against my skin
It feels so comfortable and safe
·˚ ₊˚ˑ🕷*.·:·.✧ <3
Breakfast
Broccoli: 30
Asparagus: 15
2 eggs: 150
3 pc bacon: 90
Coffee: 35
= 320
Im trying to mix up my days of small items as a meal / high restriction with high volume low cal items as meals because i noticed after a day where i feel like i ate way more and my stomach feels fuller i feel like its easier to skip meals or have something small the next day, and vs. & im afraid if i do the same level of restriction every day im going to binge bad
I get a burst of energy when Im ⭐️ving I love it
does anyone else have that one person irl tht is the biggest inspo/kick in the ass whenever you see them because they look so beautifully and effortlessly the way you have always dreamed of
makes me feel like shit but also im like good for u girl ur living the dream
My face got so fat im horrified when i see myself 💔 its very motivating tho
High volume safe foods
Some Progresso soups are like 120 for a full can
Good thins crackers (made with corn) - 120 for 40 peices
I used to make this every day for breakfast shredded cabbage and eggs scrambled up like an omelette/pancake, i would put sriracha on it i guess its called okonomiyaki but without any flour
<3
I did not appreciate how thin i became and im pissed about it
I remember being so happy that i felt confident wearing a skirt and showing my belly and wearing short sleeves and feeling so proud that my arms and thighs werent so embarrassingly huge, if i had just kept it up 😩 looking at old pics i was so close to where i want to be
