I Hate It Here - Blog Posts
Oiuuuhhhjhghgghhh i hate taking notes >:C its bs that im graded on taking them for class this shit SUCKS RAAAAGH
I also gotta make a whole presentation in my free time for my high school too which IDK HOW TO BC I HAVENT BEEN THERE????? Like,, i get it, its part of the schools thing, im still technically enrolled so i gotta , BUT MAN!!!!! Shit SUCKS i hate having to do them i thoight id be free this year :,c
Waaah
why is my worth so dependent on a school grade?
this system is so flawed! why is my worth in society so fucking dependent on if i am passing all my high school classes! why does it matter if i can’t find the missing angel in a gods dame triangle!!! its so messed up.
am i nothing but a grade?
Brothers are always the favourites, no matter how hard you try they are ALWAYS the favourite..
Just gonna let my bf kidnap me!
I think it’s funny when my family asks why I’m not eating, like they were the ones who would judge how much I ate! They are part of the reason I feel so guilty about eating too much… why are they suddenly “worried”? 🪽
I can’t do shit anymore, my mum started fucking tracking me! My summer is ruined, what do I fucking do? She’s crazy! I SWEAR!
The Uk sucks! Why does the sea look like shit?
I used to work as a cashier at a grocery store and literally had a middle aged lady go “you’re really good at organizing my groceries for me, other cashiers at the next store over don’t know how to do it the same way you do” (I could bag groceries and organize some of the self-brought trolleys that were full up in less than five minutes. The manager still wanted me to be somehow faster) and if that doesn’t sum up this entire post in one experience I don’t know what does.
Still got paid a “competitive” wage of the bare fucking minimum. Glad I left that place.
Worked there for two years and they treated me like shit for the majority of the time, and my labor skills weren’t even valued.
You can’t complain about a lack of skill due to high turnover rates and also claim said skills do not exist. Make it make sense.
I just hate something about being a woman, and that is the fact that no matter how cold hardy I can be (and I am because I nearly had hypothermia once as a child and I’m pretty sure it broke my internal thermostat), for one to two weeks out of a month, because my body in its infinite and unnecessary stupidity just leeches out a shit ton of iron slowly, and suddenly the world is fucking devoid of warmth, and I am left, a half drowned kitten pulled from the depths of a frozen mountain lake, to bundle myself up in dozens of blankets only to find that my fingers and feet are STILL FUCKING COLD. It’s like 100 degrees in my room and I’m STILL IN THREE THICCCC BLANKIES AND IM STILL COLD.
This isn’t fair.
having daddy issues isn’t fun everyday im upset and always wonder why my dad acts like that towards me:(( it always feels like im being punished
im finally home my tummy hurts im so exhausted i hate my period:(((
my tummy hurts sb and all i wanna do is js go home:((((((
i think people assume i’m very docile WHICH i kinda am but like :(
i’m usually not a mean person but people in my dms r way tooooo fucking entitled and it’s annoying js be respectful and nice like wtf
i have no ass no tittes at least im pretty 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
guys this is my ootd ( im lowkey upset bc i rly don’t like how my makeup looks and it’s kinda making me feel ugly :/)
yk sometimes i rlly don’t think im pretending to be ditzy on purpose 
i wish losing weight was js as easy as gaining it wtf
i was describing my type and it sounds exactly like a fath- ohhhhhhhhhhh um!
i need something to be excited abt everyday is the same thing
no bc why did I have to explain to a whole 17 Yr old boy that saying sorry and continuing to do a behaviour that hurts the person isn't an apology and hurts the person further.
I hate this fucking house.
why do crushes exist? Why are they so painful. Why do i yearn knowing what i want it out of reach. why must my heart cry for him when his heart clearly cries for another. Why must it affect me so? Why must there be a sinking feeling every time i greet him. I know i can’t have him, i know i never will, yet like a dog rejected by its owner i come back. I beg at his feet, plead with him to like me, to see me. And yet he is blind. Man is blind.
An orca (Orcinus orca) breaches in Sommarøy, Norway
by Bo Eide
I got bullied so much. I even get bullied in my dreams.
Just found this in my notes, I think I was on to something
I swear to god, I'm about to lose my shit. I just came back from home at 18:30 and I'm already being slaved away. Wash the dishes, make juice, do this, do that, can I have a fucking break?! My grandmother now wants to put family link on my phone just because my brother did something I wasn't aware of?! I literally can't be fully happy in this shitty household, why is the world against me?!! I'm so close to ending it all, it's not funny. I never wanted this, I should have killed myself a long time ago. I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA