I Hate It Here - Blog Posts

My stomach hurts :(

To no ones surprise, I am sleepy

I think I've started coping for my coping

I thought I was better, but now I'm moping

Maybe it was all just hopeless hoping

Why do I feel more tired after sleeping for an hour then I was before my nap?

Did I turn in my assignment? Yes.

Is only one of five parts completed? ...Also yes.

I feel like I put hours into stuff, but make no progress. it's so weird

Another day, another moment Tubi Flesh Hat is burned into my mind

I feel so unstable, don't think I'll ever be able to function like the rest.

everyday is repetitive, everyone's so damn competitive, and I'm overwhelmed by stress.

I wish I was clean and pretty, small and skinny, and maybe, just maybe, I will be someday.

if I'm only a good in concept, and I'm just another reject, why can't it be in the manic pixie way?

Life's like a test, it's not easy. But it's as if everyone got the answer key, and I was left to guess.

I feel hollow, and all I do is wallow, when did my life become such a mess?

I still haven't finished my homework, that means one thing: chug a monster and pull an all nighter

Sometimes, I worry that I ruin everything that I touch.

That everything lively around me withers away.

Like a winter chill to a flower patch, my presence is too much;

and eventually, I'll watch all that I loved crumple and decay.

Am I the Greek Chorus in the play of my life? Allowed to watch, yet never intervene.

Or am I being pathetic, choosing to wallow in it all? The World's Oldest Angsty Teen.

Like seriously. Consider the wireless earbud users in your life, are they happy? are YOU happy? Because I only ever hear them complain about their wireless earbuds Every. Chance. They. Get. And despite this, they still defend the before mentioned wireless earbuds.

Stop lying to yourselves

I've come to the conclusion that wireless earbuds users only like them because A: They've been conditioned into liking because they're forced to use them. or B: They're a fucking masochist.

Stop lying to yourselves

I've come to the conclusion that wireless earbuds users only like them because A: They've been conditioned into liking because they're forced to use them. or B: They're a fucking masochist.

Beautiful music, I heard you everyday

I think I've been going insane since you've gone away

The silence is deafening, and looms all around

I scream and I cry, if only because I long for sound

I hate wireless earbuds.

Unfortunately, I have just come to the discovery that my new phone doesn't have one of those audio jack thingys, and so now I either can't listen to music and charge my phone, or I have to use awful, tiny little earbuds that get lost and die all the time and randomly disconnect and reconnect from phones at the upmost infuriating times possible.

I'm hungry, but nothing is appealing so I don't wanna

I want to cut off my hair

I want to run away

I really should get shit done

but I can't focus today

I need to get out of here

I need to get out of my head

I need to get shit done

Or else I'd be better off dead

I had to do math in one of my theatre classes today and got so stressed that I started crying in front of everyone

im so sleepy, but my room is a disaster, and my homeworks not done, and I should really probably shower, and I want to go to bed but I feel like I don't deserve sleep

I hate the snow

I need it to stop being cold and snowy so that I can loiter in parks, shops, and sidewalks, walk the half hour to the library and read about nothing, and dramatically watch the sunset and think about how much I hate myself

idk, I just really want a sandwich

Sometimes, that quality is learning how capable you are of hating someone or something

No matter how bad a person is, there would be at least one quality you can learn from them...

Look for it!!

It's 3:00AM. Still haven't slept. Still haven't touched my homework

Update on that homework

I tried to focus for a few minutes, but then my cat started ripping up the fabric bins I use as a chest of drawers and took a massive shit. I guess she doesn't want me to do that analysis either

I want to curl up in a ball and cease existing because I have a stupid play analysis due at 11:59PM and I haven't started. Why am I being forced to do homework on a SUNDAY?!

Billy practice, i was bored and had time,

Billy boy <3

i spend the whole night drawing and reading fanfiction. now the sun is up, people be messaging me, I have job interviews to go, laundry to do. i have to go on with my life, live in a present. and there's nothing more dreadful than this realization.

sighs,,, I hate being shipped as a joke. One of my classmates had to say "crush ka daw ni (insert name here that I fucking don't like in general)" to me.

Like bitch?? Geniunely get the fuck away from me.

THE SAME SHIT HAPPENED!! Just before my club, the boys in that classroom that our club was assigned in had to say "yo it's ur ex" FYM EX??? TF DO Y MEAN EX??? IVE NEVER INTERACTED W THEM BEFORE AND UR SAYING IT LIKE ITS A FUCKING JOKE???

and happened again just before club started

I was trying to call my clubmate after my club adviser wanted me to call them but then the boys from earlier had to say "AYIEEEEEE"

FUCK GRADE 8!!!!!!!!!

TIL: Johnny Test and Obi-Wan Kenobi from the clone wars have the same voice actor....I'm gonna go stare into the void real quick

[dream joined the game]

[Ph1lzA whispers to you: “run.”]

if that damn stylist did her job