I wanna cry till death takes me in her arms and embrace with its soft touch , closing my eyes and singing melancholy lullaby of her's.
I am not feeling anything.... nothing at all.
No anger , love , hatred, care , guilt, sadness , happy ,pain and whatever feelings there exists.
I feel nothing.
I wanna be vulnerable again , wanna cry it all out , wanna laugh being happy .
I want to feel it!
Want that serotonin, dopamine, gaba to hit my dormant receptors and produce feelings , normal feelings which everyone deserves , ME TOO!.
Just got to live until you die.
Sleepless.
Restless.
Lost.
Why after happy morning,
there are sad nights?
Oh my god guys look ibisPaint just deleted all of my drawings (luckily i had some of them saved)