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2 months ago

Waiting for the gummy to hit so I can feel like myself more and fall asleep feeling like a machine going into sleep mode rather than a person going to bed.


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2 months ago

Love it when I get so high and into the zone that I can *feel* my computer. Everything I do doesn't feel like a mouse movement or click, but rather like I'm interfacing with it and able to navigate like it's part of me.

God I wish


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2 months ago

Anyone know of any good repositories/places I can host my DRN (Drone Restraint Notation) code? Been trying to find a better place to hold my codebase that's private.

Makes me feel giddy inside when writing/reading my code especially for just... mundane tasks. It makes me feel like I really am a machine running on code.


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2 months ago

Kinda happy my boyfriend is a Satyr and not an kintype with fangs, I dunno if I could deal with having my wires chewed on more often than he already tries to lmao.


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2 months ago

As a robot, I do not like going to the woods as it is usually wet, full of bugs, and easy to get my hardware dirty. As a robot-dog however, yes I wanna go on walkies please please please please, ruff!


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2 months ago

1000% agree, lots of great community here but holy shit yeah it sucks.

This is the literal only place i can be like "i identify as a machine and being put in a body made of meat is FUCKING agony dude" and be understood so thank god for that


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2 months ago

My biofuel generator (stomach) isn't working correctly and I fear it has to do with improper maintenance (I drank milk) and I must rush myself into the arms of my lover for maintenance (tummy rubs) or else I am going to cease functioning (be doubled over in a lot of pain because I'm lactose intolerant)


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2 months ago

Click this for a fun surprise from your local Unhinged Android Woman!

*Uploads a 34 peytabyte zip bomb to your memory drive*


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2 months ago

DRN can be used for a lot of things, kink included, but damn reading and running it even for simple mundane tasks to help with executive dysfunction and day to day stuff is a phenomenal feeling that is both freeing and affirming.


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2 months ago

Hi! :) Just wanted to drop by and say hello! The robotkin and robot community in general is just super cool and I'm just starting to get into it and understand more. If you don't mind me asking, how did you first know that you were a robotkin?

TLDR: My boyfriend, who is also otherkin, helped explain to me their experience and which helped me crack my otherkin/robotkin egg as I realized everything I experienced was actually dysphoria, in an oddly similar vein to the old host of my DID system realizing they are trans.

Honestly it was an odd experience, but I want to preface this with saying that I'm plural and my experience may differ from most.

For as long as I can remember as my own person/alter, I've felt vaguely inhuman. I pushed it down/away to fit in and be normal. I've always felt something was missing internally, like I thought and felt different than everyone else in my system.

I eventually joined the relationship that the old host of our system had with our current boyfriend and learned he was also otherkin. I asked him about it and we talked, explaining it as a type of dysphoria/dysmorphia regarding feeling like an integral part of you, who and what you are, is missing.

Eventually I started recognizing these feelings and trying to understand them instead of pushing it away. Lo and behold, I am otherkin. My memory and processes work the way a file folder system does, I feel phantom gears and pneumatics where there is only flesh and bone: part of me was missing. There's more, but I think this gets the point across.

My other headmates have joked that I acted like a machine trying to pose as a human. They were kinda right. Realizing I felt envy when seeing robotic looking humanoids, catching myself thinking "God I wish," and when finally accepting myself I spoke to my boyfriend... Who wasn't surprised in the slightest 😅

That was around when I started my main blog @lgbtransgirl , and I made this one to indulge more in the Robotkin side of things and build community around that specifically. Posting on here and being part of the community has helped me feel not alone, and helped me feel more comfortable in my identity.


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2 months ago

This unit is intoxicated and needy. Please run your warm, biological fingers along my sensors, let me feel your warmth and indulge in your touch.


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2 months ago

I dunno who posted it recently but I gotta say, getting so high you can feel (or have phantom feelings) of your robotic internals is fucking amazing


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2 months ago

Pizza rolls and garlic butter are the best tasting biofuel, especially when your wires, gears, and pumps are filled with an intoxicating substance.


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2 months ago

My stupid robot body (human body) needs daily chemical supplements (Progesterone and Sertraline pills) to keep functioning at 100% capacity or else my positive reinforcement functions (Happiness and Dysphoria) will go wacky


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2 months ago

I wish I could just tap into another Robot/Person/Device like the people in Cyberpunk 2077, that was my awakening to realizing I was Robotkin.

I feel air gapped from every piece of tech around me and just feel incomplete (╥﹏╥)


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