€d Not Sheeran - Blog Posts
went out today to walk and get snacks so i could binge eat before i start fasting ⭐
here have the unaesthetic pictures 💔
binge eating for the last time before I start ⭐ving myself <3
how to go viral on the $h and/or the 3d side of tumblr no glue no borax
So, my diet finally came in and it’s basically eating the minimum amount of anything so it feels like ⭐️⭐️! I’m so happy and I frel like it’s the start of a new chapter after a very bad downfall🩷.
Starting again at 67 kg Saturday, keeping you weekly updated 🩷
⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅. literally my soul ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅
why eat when you can just read? ₊ ˚⟡
do it because you want to be the skinniest boy in the room. ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
│꒰⇢ masc spo
.⋆｡⋆ you can reach your goal. i know you’ll fit those jeans perfectly, you’ll do everything you wanted—as long as you continue. remember why you started this, and why you’ll continue. ༶⋆˙⊹
i love art dont get me wrong but i just went to a modern contemporary art museum and genuinely it was one of the most unmoving things ever.
i only enjoyed the nature walk and very few pieces of artwork, other than that i genuinely felt nothing.
too many big canvases with basically meaningless paint splatters and toilet imagery for me personally.
i know the whole point of contemplate art is the thought behind it and how it makes you feel as the viewer—the art itself is within our thoughts and emotions but most of the art felt soulless and made me feel nothing.
the most i felt during the entire experience was being annoyed that i didn’t get some big revelation—some enlightening eye opening experience how seemingly everyone around me does for modern contemporary art.
i understand there is soul and effort behind some of these pieces but i just can’t get myself to feel anything.
literally most of the art gave me the same emptiness i get when I see ai art.
i want to like it, i want to like it in an era where stealing others art and calling it “ai art” is a thing!
but i just don’t.
perhaps im just not deep enough to understand the appeal behind it or something.
perhaps it’s surface level of me to only like art that has clear narrative themes to it, that has an aesthetic appeal that anyone can see it had more than 20 minutes of effort put in.
at least the walking in nature was fun, plus it was like 5 miles of walking so i got my steps in.
│꒰⇢ fem spo
.⋆｡⋆ dont give up. think of how pretty you’ll look in photos; when your friends take photos of all of you hanging out at a café or in the mall— everyone will see how beautiful you are. when your family members ask for photos of you for the holidays, they will see how pretty you are. ༶⋆˙⊹
┆things to do instead of eating ! ₊˚ˑ༄
a very specific list to make yourself at least a little bit productive while being hungry.
✧ create a new Pinterest board/organize a Pinterest board you already have.
✧ practice 5 lessons on Duolingo.
✧ watch an hour long documentary video on YouTube.
✧ read a book you’ve been needing to finish.
✧ walk to a public space to relax at.
(ex: library, park, café, interactive petstore, museum.)
✧ play with your pet(s).
✧ clean your room, top to bottom.
✧ make a Spotify playlist about your favorite show/book.
✧ clean your pet(s) cage/tank.
✧ plan ahead of time of time to attend a local event where you live.
✧ organize your work bag.
✧ finish a task you have been procrastinating.
✧ clean out your wardrobe of clothes too big and donate them.
✧ start a digital journal.
join me, make sure to
kiss the mezuzah on
your way in !⠀⠀
✡︎ ───〃𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆. . . Ofri !
18, he/him, transsexual & queer ⏜⏜ ⏜⏜ ⏜⏜
i’m Ofri, and this is my personal €d blog. unfortunately my old blog got deleted but i’m back better than ever.
i mostly curate an aesthetically pleasing page here with bi-weekly or weekly inspo posts, recipes, wl tips and occasionally jewish stuff.
slowly working back to my LW after deciding to try and “recover” for a year.
ABOUT ₊ ˚⟡
◜ likes: HaShem, queer literature, poetry, thrifting, ExtraHistory YT videos, Sabrina Carpenter, pinterest.
⋮ dislikes: weight gain.
⋮ hobbies: public service, reading, writing, crafting jewelry, collecting vintage books, cooking, religious journaling.
◟ LW: 110 LBS / 49 KG , CW: 150 LBS / 68 KG
EXTRA ₊ ˚⟡
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