Tw: sexual assault mentioned, and trauma/ptsd. All from past lifes and not explicit.
Talking about this once again, mainly cause I want to mention that it's from both of my "kin" lifes [Zuki and Cyan]. And it was likely more than once in both.
It sucks having to deal with the trauma even when in this body/life I/we have never experienced anything like that.
Anyway, just wanted to slightly vent again.
- Shay ๐พ
Tw: sexual assault mentioned, trauma/ptsd, I think that's it? All of this is pretty much just past life, and it's not explicit, just mentioned by name.
Anyone else who experienced trauma in a past life that they haven't experienced in your current life, how do you deal with it?
I haven't ever been SAed in this life but I am pretty sure that I was at least once in a past life [maybe multiple past lifes, Zuki is the one that I am meaning rn]. And I have no real idea of how to go about dealing with this.
I feel shitty cause, like I've said, I have never been through that in this life, but it still affects me about as much as if I had. And I don't really know how to talk about this shit with people cause idk how they would react, even those that support and love me as I am [alterhuman/nonhuman stuff included] but having trauma from my past life that I haven't experienced here is kinda different.
Idk, I just want to know if anyone has any advice or anything for this situation.
Sorry for this type of post, I try not to bring too much stuff like this into my account, but I feel like I need to. I'll try and keep my posts more light-hearted or, at least of course, give trigger warnings or content warnings when they're not light-hearted.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/hx/it)
This is actually very important!
Also, for our account/blog, we are fine with minors interacting with most of our posts [only posts we wouldn't want them interacting with are more nsfw posts, which is just kinda common sense and shit] but we aren't wanting to talk to minors in dms, this is just a specific thing that we have that we are allow to say.
If you are a minor interacting with our posts, that's 100% fine, and if you want to chat in replies or asks or reblogs, that's also 100% fine with us. Just no dms with minors. That's one of our only "rules" for our account/blog when it comes to minors interacting and shit.
- Shay ๐พ
Saw a tiktok of a guy saying he doesnโt feel comfortable talking to minors because heโs 19. And itโs just. Iโm so fucking tired of this.
And like to be clear, Iโm speaking as a victim of pedophilia when I say: We need to get over this collective fear of endangering children. Because holy shit, this stuff is getting out of hand.
The average person is not a threat to a child.
And also!!! It is actually really really good for kids to have friendships with adults that arenโt their family.
Having friendships with adults when youโre younger prepares you for adult life in a better way then only interacting with adults that are family members or teacher as well.
And also if thereโs any sort of weird behavior happening with adults or teachers, itโs very helpful to have unrelated adults, you can go to, and also have a model for what normal adults are supposed to look like.
And also! Youโre just making it way easier for pedophiles to prey on children when you completely avoid interacting with them as an adult. Because kids are naturally inquisitive and curious. They are going to want to interact with adults and they are going to want to ask questions. And if the only adult adults that are willing to interact and speak with them or adults who have ulterior motivations. Guess whatโs gonna happen.
Also on a more general note. Having a model for what a normal healthy adult is supposed to look like makes it way easier for kids to be able to recognize and identify when adults in their personal life are being weird.
This body may be human but we aren't.
- Shay ๐พ
a term used to describe a being who may appear as human, but is not.
a symbol i made for this term.
note that i did not come up with the term, just the symbol.
using the greek letter for H (heta) and P (pi) i combined the two. the symbol is called heta-pi and is written as อฐฮ
i came across this term, and i find it describes me as a physical nonhuman perfectly, as how my human appearance is a deceiving illusion to myself and others.
Absolutely feel this!!!
Although we ourselves aren't "physically" nonhuman. Sadly, this body is human, no matter how much we wish it weren't. Though we are fully nonhuman.
Many people probably wouldn't get the difference between the two, but for us, there is a difference no matter how small it might be. Honesty, the main difference is that we feel we aren't allowed to call ourselves one because of the fact that this body is human.
Physical nonhumans are very safe here, and they don't have to call themselves delusional or anything like that. If you are physically nonhuman, you are safe to fully be yourself on our blog. We would love to see more physical nonhumans around!!
It's sad that this is something we actually have to mention because, honestly, it should just be known and shit. It's sad that the distrust and fear of people who hurt others makes this required to be said so that people can know that they are safe here.
We aren't hurting anyone, so why can't we be ourselves?
Hopefully, one day, we can be free to be yourselves.
- Shay ๐พ
I find myself often struggling with feelings of Misanthropy, they are to me not feelings I particularly like. I know where they come from and why they exist, and even though I do not like them, I understand where they come from and that it is not unreasonable for me to have them. (Continued below the break - Length: 2078 words)
I find that often the community has this push against misanthropy and for particular positivity of humans and humanity, even to the point of shaming those of us who have those feelings including from trauma and hurt. I have a couple friends on here who have expressed either in general or to me that feeling that they have to hide those feelings or worry I will react badly to it. I feel it myself worrying about expressing particular anger for things done to me.
I do think there are multiple types and levels of misanthropy, and it seems likely we are using the same word for different experiences, and perhaps I am using this word wrong. I had discussed this topic after some back and forth with Rani on the subject and determined that we were more or less talking about different aspects of the same word but maybe there is another word that better describes my own relationship with humanity.
There is that misanthropy that seems to take the form of ecofascism, of humans being a virus or particularly evil or destructive. There is misanthropy that takes the form mainly of a belief in superiority in themselves over the humans for various justifications. There is the misanthropy that stems largely from hurt from the actions of humans to the individual themselves that seems to come as fear and distrust and discontentment towards them. I am certain there is a lot of other varieties and there can be crossover between them.
I do not think humans are inherently evil or even uniquely destructive beyond their numbers and intelligence. Heck the penis worm may have ended the Ediacaran. Nor do I think the bad things humans have done to myself, and others, is something inherent to them. Humans are a very communal species who only survived off their collaboration between each other and other animals, but now live in a very stressful environment that encourages individuality and often rewards cruelty. Painted Dogs similarly are very communal and cooperative animals in their packs but confined to captivity can kill each other. A similar story exists for orca as well especially during the earlier days of captivity. Nor do I believe myself superior to the humans. I do find these first two types of misanthropy rather frustrating, but still like my own experience, it seems mostly to come from hurt people, people who have been abused by humans with power over them, people who have been isolated from their communities. I do not think most people come to hating humans just from the blue. My companion for instance does often echo the humans are a cancer idea from their own pain. It is at times frustrating, but I understand at least where it comes from, all the pain within them.
For myself I experience the third type. I do not hate the humans, but I do not particularly like them. I fear them. I distrust them. For me, the humans are in charge, and I have to obey them. They control the food; they control where I live; they control what happens to me and how much I hurt. If I obey them then things will be better for me. I am allowed to live outside of a hospital because I have been good and obedient. I am allowed to have my own life because I have been good and obedient. The humans have hurt me, and they continue to hurt me.
One of the common retorts to this is that it isn't fair to humans to judge them all for the actions of a few. The problem is it is not just a few, and it is not something in the past, it is something ongoing still. I still have to take pills I do not want that keep my body in this human form to be able to live outside a hospital, and if I did not take them I would be put away again and forced still to take the pills, and every step I refused to comply would only result in greater restriction until I complied or could no longer resist. It is true though only a few humans hurt me directly, only a few humans twisted my body into this shape and only a few humans did everything that was done to me in hospitals. But how many humans work in those hospitals supporting those doctors? How many humans enforce the will of those doctors and hospitals? How many people support what was done to myself and others, think that it is right and best for us, or sometimes even a gift? How many people think that what was done to me was necessary? How many think it is just how things are, maybe it isn't great but it cannot be changed? Not all of these people are equally culpable certainly, but the number of people who support this system which hurts us is really very high and I see it constantly all the time, even in just the small jokes people make. While only a few humans hold immediate power over me, in every human, or creature that fills the role of a human, for me is fear, is a need that I must obey, for they have an incredible power over me to hurt me if I do not give them what they want, and that if they do hurt me, even if they broke the rules of their society, no human would ever help me. For me, complete submission to the demands of the humans (at least externally) is the only way for my continued existence and my presence to be tolerated, and the pain I am given to be minimised.
Do not think therians are excused or immune from this; many therians do the same to us as well. I do find many therians extremely human. I find often their concerns, their desires, and their biases are often very human just with a little bit more. I know a number of people have described therianthropy as essentially human+. Therianthropy is a pretty wide spectrum of experience, and it is not inherently wrong to be on the more human side of that experience, I am simply unable to relate to it, but because of the biases many of them carry, they often hurt those like me, and you reading this may perpetuate things that do hurt those like me.
I have never really felt welcome in the therian community despite being here for near a decade now. It was not until around two or three years ago I felt comfortable to call myself a therian. I have schizophrenia and clinical zoanthropy (often shortened to CLCZ here), or those are at least the humansโ explanations of what I experience/d. The community has for a long time not been good to zoanthropes. I have been unwelcome in a lot of communities and it was often made clear to me over and over my experience was not the same as theirs. In order to be tolerated generally it had to be a fairly accepting community, normally of older therians, but with the caveat that if I ever described my experience I would have to play down my experience. I would have to always reassure everyone that I knew I was experiencing a delusion, and that none of it was real, not like their experiences were. I have been continuously isolated from what is ostensibly my own community, and in a community of outsiders, still an outsider, at best merely tolerated at the edge, but still an interloper in -their- space. In an almost mirror of a phrase I see often from therians of โtoo human to be with animals, to animal to be among human,โ I am too human to be among my kind, but still too animal for many therians.
Things have gotten a bit better in the past decade, and particularly so on tumblr of people becoming more open with things like physical non-humanity. I am happy to have joined here, for one the relative anonymity means I can sometimes talk back, sometimes try to fight just a little bit and be heard, but also for the connections I have made, particularly with Dune, Sonar, Xem and Ike. I am very happy to have met other CLCZs. I do not feel so alone, there are others like me out there, and there are others like me on here, others I can connect with finally.
Still despite this, discussions of us not being welcome come up often. Anytime physical non-humanity comes up it does often come to demonising CLCZs as insane, dangerous, or needing serious help. Similarly, too many therians seem very eager to throw CLCZs under the bus when it comes to justifying their existence, particularly to the broader public and anti-kin. For the most part I can avoid it, but still, it keeps popping up. Even among those who do defend us and accept us, there is still a price for us to be tolerated. Many times, the justification why CLCZs are acceptable (particularly in the context of discussions of P-shifters) is that we acknowledge our experiences as delusion and that it is important that we tag our posts with unreality and delusion. Some people will say that those tags do not mean that the experiences are not real they just do not occur in -Reality-. For me at least I read it that the price of being tolerated is still to say my experiences are not real, my past and the things done to me and others is not real. I am tired of having to deny my own experiences as genuine for the comfort of others, I am tired of having to double bookkeep in every aspect of my life, including the places that are supposed to be safe and an outlet for me. I know what the humans think of my condition, and for that matter many therians, but I think I will stop tagging my experience with unreality and delusion, because they are not. I often think to drop the label for myself for feeling unwelcome and instead just use zoanthrope, even if that does not accurately capture myself either as it is still a word given to us by the humans for a delusion, but at least it is my community where I am welcome.
The truth is though, I do not hate the humans. I desire very much reconciliation. Still, as I am being actively hurt by the humans how -can- there be any reconciliation? I am very fortunate to have a few therians and even a couple of humans in my life I can be pretty open with about my experience. I know reconciliation is possible, but even with these close humans and therians (who for me fill the role of a human), I feel that I must obey them to be tolerated, not for their own actions, but for the scars on me from the actions of many humans.
Someday I will return to the water โ I cannot survive in the wild โ and likely I will go into a tank. I hope, when I do, I will be with my other cetacean friends. The humans did do me a number of kindnesses and made me clever enough that I can more or less fix my body and return to the water. I think only once there can reconciliation begin, with the main point of obedience removed and the cruellest damage the humans did to me, that of being forced to be human. I know that life as a captive cetacean would not be perfect and would carry with it many struggles and pain, and I have no doubt the humans will still hurt me some, I do not expect that others will never hurt me again โ I will still often have to obey the humans, but now more as a cetacean than a human. But at least back in the water I could be myself, from the water I could look up at the humans on the edge of the tank and know that I survived and I persisted and I am free. Perhaps I may even bond with some kind trainers. In time those deep scars across me will start to fade โ and with it that anger, that fear, that distrust. Though those scars will never fully heal, they will begin to look like the scars on many other captive cetaceans and we -can- reconcile at last.
Zwem ver, zwem vrij, kleine walvis, zwem voor altijd
~Kala
Yeah, for some, it's harder to accept their identity and shit, but for some alterhumans and nonhumans (including therians) it is voluntary and/or easier to accept their identity.
Let's not exclude them (not saying you were but mostly talking about in general, this post is just the best time and place to really say it).
Voluntary identities for alterhumans and nonhumans are just as valid as involuntary identities just as a reminder for everyone.
- Shay ๐พ
I find the "all therians chose" antis funny.
I used to be one of you.
Trust me I wished everything but to be that way lmao.
It wasn't a process of waking up and going "therians aren't weird anymore, I pick fox!"
It was a process of heavy denial and slowly accepting my identity despite what I used to believe in.
We have an alter who is a dragon and used to just go by Dragon at first, lol.
It wanted a name that seemed dragon-like, and we looked up names that meant fire (you can put like any meaning you want or even look up something like "names relating to dragons"). Dragon is now going by Den because of two of the names we found that they liked but couldn't decide between, they both ended with "den" so that's how Den got its name.
Other than just giving the advice to look up names and shit, we don't have anything else to say.
Hope this helps at least a little bit.
- Shay (They/it) ๐พ
- Den (It/they) ๐ฒ | Only talked about, Den doesn't really post
how do i name myself in a way that gives me dragon euphoria help
i don't resonate as much with the name luca now. i kind of like the names jasper and malachite but that might just be steven universe propaganda lmaoo. there's some others i like too that im less sure of
doing name tryouts and stuff
non dragons can answer this too. HOW do you name yourself in a way that gives you creature euphoria ??
maybe i'll decide i actually do want to be called luca. maybe i'll decide idc
Yep!
- Shay ๐พ
Hello please reblog this if youโre okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better
:3c
- Shay ๐พ
Am I getting a good grade in tumblr mutual?
We are now just blocking any donation asks.
We are not gonna change our stance on this.
Sorry, but this is our blog.
- Shay ๐พ
We have said it before, but guess we have to say it again.
We just end up deleting them so safe the time for everyone involved.
If the same people end up sending multiple, then they will get blocked.
- Shay (They/it) ๐พ
We had to get our actual proper medical insurance back recently, ofc it probably won't really be into effect until January, so we still have to wait to actually have it.
We wanna talk to our doctor about seeing if we have some other disorders/disabilities (such as OCD and POTS) before properly trying to contact a service dog training place. We have a place in mind already, hopefully we will be able to go through them.
When we end up contacting the place and they tell us the price and stuff for the training (and getting the prospect/puppy) then we will likely make a go fund me and will make a post about it. But until we know more, we can't really make a go fund me cause we don't know how much we will likely need.
Anyways, we just wanted to make this post to basically share a bit about what's happening in our life rn, so yeah.
- Shay (They/it) ๐พ
Sorry that it was exactly clear what we meant.
We meant for posts that are specifically nsfw/sexual/etc, not really the post we rebloged.
Really sorry it wasn't very clear. We have a hard time explaining what we mean and tone and shit due to so of our disabilities.
Also, we can across the post from another reblog, so we didn't even see your tags, so it definitely wasn't supposed to be "calling you out" or anything. It was just supposed to be a reminder and shit of how important tags are.
- Shay ๐พ
Exploring your therian side through kink is valid.
I am so absolutely sick of seeing extremely sex negative discourse within the therian community.
Just gonna say this all outloud for my own sanity:
It's okay to be a therian who is into primal play.
It's okay to be a therian who is in to pet play.
Packers and dildos based on non-human genitalia is affirming gear.
Anal plug tails are affirming gear.
Pup hoods are affirming gear.
Collars, leashes, harnesses, and other restraints are affirming gear.
I don't care how sex adverse an individual is. Your preferences do not get to supercede the completely harmless things that others can do.
Totally agree
But also tagging is very important.
Please, please, please tag your posts if they are nsfw/sexual/etc (and for other things, but this is specifically for this).
Tagging/tags are very important, so please add the appropriate tags to your posts.
- Shay ๐พ
Exploring your therian side through kink is valid.
I am so absolutely sick of seeing extremely sex negative discourse within the therian community.
Just gonna say this all outloud for my own sanity:
It's okay to be a therian who is into primal play.
It's okay to be a therian who is in to pet play.
Packers and dildos based on non-human genitalia is affirming gear.
Anal plug tails are affirming gear.
Pup hoods are affirming gear.
Collars, leashes, harnesses, and other restraints are affirming gear.
I don't care how sex adverse an individual is. Your preferences do not get to supercede the completely harmless things that others can do.
Don't think so???
We haven't experimented much with our plurality, mostly due to other circumstances in our life.
-Shay ๐พ
Whatโs it like when an alter has planned something in the back? Do you just get a fully formed plan popping into your head, or do they talk you through it? Do you just switch?
Hello!!!
Considering I am, as far as we can tell so far, always fronting in some way (sometimes I am just technically "lower" fronting but still fronting). The switch part isn't really true.
It's probably a mixture of the other 2 things, though. Also, sometimes they join front or take over the "main"/primary fronting, and I go into "lower" fronting, but that's not as common.
Usually, when the others join me in front, it's as a secondary (tertiary, etc) fronter rather than the primary fronter.
Hope this answered your question!
- Shay ๐พ
What is meant by "lower" fronting is not the main/primary fronter. Basically, more of a "backseat driver" type of fronting in a way. We just didn't know what to really call it at first.
No real clue on the planning things in the back often.
Maybe? We aren't entirely sure how exactly memory and stuff works with our plurality.
- Shay ๐พ
Whatโs it like when an alter has planned something in the back? Do you just get a fully formed plan popping into your head, or do they talk you through it? Do you just switch?
Hello!!!
Considering I am, as far as we can tell so far, always fronting in some way (sometimes I am just technically "lower" fronting but still fronting). The switch part isn't really true.
It's probably a mixture of the other 2 things, though. Also, sometimes they join front or take over the "main"/primary fronting, and I go into "lower" fronting, but that's not as common.
Usually, when the others join me in front, it's as a secondary (tertiary, etc) fronter rather than the primary fronter.
Hope this answered your question!
- Shay ๐พ
Whatโs it like when an alter has planned something in the back? Do you just get a fully formed plan popping into your head, or do they talk you through it? Do you just switch?
Hello!!!
Considering I am, as far as we can tell so far, always fronting in some way (sometimes I am just technically "lower" fronting but still fronting). The switch part isn't really true.
It's probably a mixture of the other 2 things, though. Also, sometimes they join front or take over the "main"/primary fronting, and I go into "lower" fronting, but that's not as common.
Usually, when the others join me in front, it's as a secondary (tertiary, etc) fronter rather than the primary fronter.
Hope this answered your question!
- Shay ๐พ
Hihi!! Love the blogs new look, and congrats on the plural awakening ^^ for a question- what do you like/dislike about canon? Also, what were some major differences between canon and your universe?
I'm guessing this is to do with MHA/BNHA.
Also, thanks!
So, about the question. One major difference is that UA was a college, not a high school. Another major difference would be that there was no actual war.
About the liking/disliking for canon. I guess the main thing I dislike is how many of the people I care about got extremely hurt or even died in canon and just the fact that it's so different from my universe. As for liking, well I do quite like to see some of the friendships with Class 1A (although I wish there was more).
Also, I haven't watched the anime or read the manga fully, so there could be things missing from any of the parts of the question(s).
- Zuki ๐ชถ | MHA/BNHA kin of Shay ๐พ
helloooo
could yall share a bit about your misceverse identity? does it influence insystem stuff?
also also for basic questions if its okay - what are yalls favorite sodas? :>
Hello!!!
First, for the basic question. We don't like sodas. But we do like lemonades, Hi-C drinks, and some other types of fountain drinks.
About my misce identity.
I am tridynamic with Alpha, Beta, and Omega with Beta as the highest dynamic. You can also see a bit more about my misce identity by using the tag "tri beta noises sfw" (or if we had any, you could also use the tag "tri beta noises nsfw" but we don't have any under that tag currently).
It kinda depends on what you mean by the insystem question.
- Cyan ๐ฉต | RWBY kin of Shay ๐พ
๐คi wanna know about your misce identity! how is it like to be tridynamic? do you have scents? what are some instincts you have? how do you personally view each dynamic? (specially interested on betas because its the one dynamic people have very different "headcannons" for) :3< /nf
Hello!!!!
It's interesting to be tridynamic, lol. I have some instincts and stuff from all three of my dynamics but mostly Beta.
I do have scent(s), my scent(s) are woods/forest, fur (don't know how exactly to explain this part except for that, lol), and kind of chocolatey.
Some instincts (hopefully these all count as instincts, lol) are nesting/dening (is that how it's spelled?), the urge to take care of others, the urge to be cared for, and others. My behaviors and stuff are mainly based on canines, some felines, and crow-like behaviors, lol.
Each dynamic is very different for each person really. But for me specifically, I will explain a bit of how it affects me. I'm not gonna go into any nsfw topics, so ruts and heats are not gonna be mentioned except for this.
The Omega part of me is very much more towards being cared for and very "typical"/"traditional" Omega things (cooking, cleaning, taking care of pups/kids, etc).
The Alpha part of me is very much more towards taking care of others and very "typical"/"traditional" Alpha things (protective, little bit more aggressive, etc).
The Beta part of me is kinda a mixture between Alpha and Omega, but also, it's kinda hard to explain exactly. Very much a mixture of the urge to care for others and the urge to be cared for.
If anyone wants to share their own misce identity, feel free to comment or reblog to share it!!
- Cyan ๐ฉต | RWBY kin of Shay ๐พ
Can people send us asks?
Anything but donation asks and hate asks are "allowed."
Ask us about our plurality, our nonhumanity/alterhumanity, our misceverse identity, lgbtq+ identities, anything really (except for the previously mentioned stuff).
Please, we wanna talk about stuff with people so badly, but we need the motivation and others to want to hear/read about it. (Hope this makes sense).
- Shay (They/it) ๐พ
It's been a while since a poem was posted. Just made this poem, so it's likely bad, lol.
- Shay (They/it) ๐พ
Tw/cw: animal abuse (not mentioned by name), biting, scratching, growling, and hissing. [Not sure if all of these need warnings, but they are there, so yeah].
We are caged like
Dangerous wild animals.
We are chained up like
Aggressive tamed animals.
Not wild and not tamed.
We bite at the cage
And the chains
Hoping it would help
Us get free from them.
Not wild and not tamed.
We growl as people get close
To our cage and our chains.
We hiss as they get closer
To our cage and our chains.
Not wild and not tamed.
We are caged and chained up
To protect others from us.
However, it doesn't protect
Us from ourselves.
Not wild and not tamed.
We aren't safe from ourselves.
We bite and scratch ourselves.
To feel something other than
The fear and anger that comes from being
Not wild and not tamed.
Made some nonhuman related flag(s).
We don't have a name for them as a term or anything. If anyone can think of a good name for it, then feel free to reblog with said name/term.
We do have a definition for what we want the flag(s) to mean.
The definition is: Beings that are nonhuman/not human fully, even when the body they are in is human. (This can be described in different ways).
We tried to kind of make it based a bit off of nature (greens and browns mainly).
- Shay (They/it) ๐พ
Edit: These are free to use! Credit is appreciated but not required! Also, feel free to make alternative versions of these flags!
Likely gonna try and use some of these.
As long as they are free to use, if they aren't tell us and we won't use them.
- Shay (They/it) ๐พ
Hi flag makers
Hi-res flag templates for 3-12 stripes
enjoy!
[Image ID: 10 flag templates with grayscale, even stripes, ranging from 3 to 12 stripes in order. /End ID]
We wanna talk about something real quick.
Tw/cw? (Not really warnings[?], but we don't know what to call them): Meat, "diets" [in terms of like what you eat], and vegan and vegetarian.
We aren't morally wrong or bad for not being able to go vegan or vegetarian (no one specifically said this kind of thing but a lot of vegans/vegetarian posts tend to have this vibe to it for us).
We aren't able to be vegan or vegetarian for multiple reasons. Firstly, overall, we are just carnivorous/omnivorous. Secondly, we also have sensory issues to do with food due to some of our disabilities (AuDHD). Thirdly, we just can't give up meat at all, like we just can't.
We are not evil or bad for this. We love animals so much, but because of reasons going vegan or vegetarian is not an option. If anyone doesn't like this, go ahead and block us. If anyone sends any hate to us over this, we will block them.
- Shay (They/it) ๐พ
New account/blog link: https://www.tumblr.com/shay-pluralcreatures?source=share
- Shay (They/it)
Gonna be making a new account/blog.
Gonna put a link on here to it and gonna put a link on it to here.
We will still be using this account sometimes, we just wanna have another one as well.
- Shay (They/it)
Gonna be making a new account/blog.
Gonna put a link on here to it and gonna put a link on it to here.
We will still be using this account sometimes, we just wanna have another one as well.
- Shay (They/it)
New intro post, you can see our old intro posts by looking for "intro post" as a tag on our blog.
Hello, this is our blog for alterhuman/nonhuman and plural things mainly. This was originally made for my fictionkin/ockin; Zuki Shay Hara-Lupo. Who is a noncanon MHA/BNHA being/creature.
Here's a bit more info on my canon for Zuki Shay Hara-Lupo. It was divergent from the manga and anime. If you want to know more about my canon, send in an ask, or you can see some things on my original intro posts. The only thing I will mention here is that UA was a college instead of a high school, so my class and I were all 18 at the start of the first year at UA.
In this life, the body is currently 19, so keep that in mind. We don't mind minors interacting. Just know we (the host subpack) are more hesitant to interact with minors ourselves.
We try and make sure our posts are all tagged well, especially for tw or cw, if you see a post of ours that doesn't have a tw or cw that needs to be tagged tagged, then let us know and we'll fix it.
We will not answer/post any donation asks if you want to know why you should be able to find the posts we made about it by using the tag "no donation asks."
We will block for any reason. Especially when it comes to hate.
This is an endo safe space. We will not judge systems/plural beings for their origins. If you don't like this, leave.
We are also disabled, both in this life and in my (the host) life as Zuki, so that will also be on our blog. [In this life for all the ones after this]. We are autistic and ADHD for sure. We have a learning disability and depression as well diagnosed. We believe we might have OCD and PTSD but are not sure yet. We know we have some form of anxiety, but it's not diagnosed. We all (packmates) experience these disabilities so yeah.
Because of our disabilities, we need a service dog in this life. [I also had one as Zuki]. We will likely post more about the service dog when we finally get our stuff together and do more about it.
- Shay (They/it/xe/ze/hx/he) | Host of The Wildlife Pack, typically just referred to as the Wild Pack
Some userboxes. 3 were made by us, and 4 were made by
Edit Dec 1st 2024: Added some new tag things and moved some around.
Edit Dec 3 2024: Changed some tag things around.
Edit Dec 22 2024: Changed alter to packmate.
Edit Jan 25 2025: Added new kin
Edit Mar 23 2025: Changed some things
Edit Mar 30 2025: Added new tag
Edit Apr 4 2025: Changed some tags (we aren't going back through old posts to change them, so we'll put what the tags used to be)
Edit Apr 5 2025: Changed a few things around, probably gonna make the changes bold. Changed Shay, Zuki, & Akay tags for "fronting"/posting (not gonna change old posts so we will put the old versions)
Edit Apr 2025: Changed some fronting/posting tags, will have the old versions
Tags that are for specific things;
# howling barking and meowing - talking about stuff tag
# disabled pup - disability things
# the wildpack posting - plural [pack/packmate is used for our plurality] things (this replaced the "multi noises" tag)
# tri beta noises sfw - sfw misceverse stuff
# tri beta noises nsfw - nsfw misceverse stuff
# howling and barking at the moon - poems/poetry
# howling into the past - past life/kin memories good
# barking into the past - past life/kin memories bad
# meowing in confusion - this is just for when we are confused about something
# confused howling - questioning system/plural stuff, including origin and alters
# little pup - sfw age regression things when pup is used to refer to me/us
# little kitten - sfw age regression things when kitten/kit is used to refer to me/us
# woof woof reblog - rebloging alterhuman/nonhuman stuff or adding alterhuman/nonhuman stuff in our reblog
# the wildpack reblog - system/plural reblogs (this used to be "multi reblog")
# other reblog - rebloging without alterhuman/nonhuman stuff or plural stuff
# bark bark ask - answering asks to do with alterhuman/nonhuman stuff
# the wildpack ask - answering asks to do with plural stuff (this used to be "multi ask")
# tri beta ask sfw - answering asks to do with sfw misceverse
# tri beta ask nsfw - answering asks to do with nsfw misceverse
# meow ask - answering asks without alterhuman/nonhuman stuff or plural stuff
# ๐พ๐ชถ๐ฉต๐ - Shay | host (used to be "๐๐ฉต๐พ๐ชถ")
# ๐ชถ๐พ๐ฆด๐ชฝ - Zuki Shay Lupo | MHA/BNHA kin (used to be "๐พ๐ชถ๐ฆด๐ชฝ")
# ๐ฉต๐ฆด๐พ๐ชฝ - Cyan Lupo | RWBY kin
#๐๐พ๐ชถ๐ - Akay Lupo | DDLC kin (used to be "๐๐๐ชถ๐")
# ๐๐ท๏ธ๐๐จ - Lakey | packmate
# ๐บ๐ค๐๐ฅ - Declan (The cat face changes based on mood of post) | packmate
# ๐๐โโฌ๐๐ฅ - Lynix | packmate
# ๐ฆฎ๐๐โ๐ฆบ๐ข - Shirley | packmate (used to be "๐ฃ๐๐ฆฎ๐ฅฆ")
# ๐ฒ๐๐ฅ๐ - Den | packmate | was originally known as Dragon
# โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐ค - Mystery | packmate
# ๐บ๐ฆพ๐ฆฟ๐ค - Oynx Afton (the middle two are supposed to just represent animatronic shit) | packmate
# ๐ค๐บ๐พ๐ - Phalen Lupe (supposed to represent werecanine/werewolf) | packmate
# ๐บ๐ ๐๐ - Vesper Lucian (supposed to represent fallen angel) | packmate
# ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ - Moonfire | packmate
This is kinda a mood.
Except we aren't human at all. Well, this body is, but still, we aren't.
- Shay (They/it)
It's really strange being a therian raised in a religion that claimed that humans are higher beings than animals. "Humans have souls and intellectual minds and animals run only on instincts" like okay but what about me. I'm like. Both. It was one of the first things I really questioned about that religion.
We found a different origin term that fits from the same site.
So this and unknown will be the ones we will likely use the most.
- Shay (They/it)
https://multiplicity.fandom.com/wiki/Category:System_origins
Looked at this to learn about plural origins.
These feel like the best terms for our origin right now.
So we will be using these terms, probably mostly unknown.
- Shay (They/it) | Host & someone else no idea who rn (they/it)
NICE!!!! HELLO CYPHER!!!
It's nice to meet you!!!
- Shay (They/it/xe/ze)
- Shirley (They/ix)
- Lakey (They/it/blu)
Today is my birthday!!! I've existed for a full year now!! I'm going to try to hold onto front for the whole day. I also finally made myself a separate blog! @lunar-drake
-Cypher
We need to end up trying this!!
Thanks!!!
Everything is gonna be ok for you too!! If you or anyone else ever needs someone to talk to, you can talk to us!!
:3c
- Shay (They/it) | Local winged wolfdog ๐๐ฉต๐พ๐ชถ
- Shirley (They/ix) | Local meadow doggo ๐ฃ๐๐ฆฎ๐ฅฆ
[Trying a new format for signoffs rn]
hey :} everything is gonna be okay. half a cup of milk and half a cup of water, with a teaspoon and a half of honey mixed in and a little bit of cinnamon. youll thank me for this.
- signed, your local dragon