have you ever taken pictures and think you look good and then it's like woah reality check 😓😓😓😓
I finally realized that I gain weight when I eat more than usual!!!!! yayyyyy (I'm joking I want to cut the fat right off of me)
random outfits 😝 tw for talking about Ed stuff under it tho
that is a actual wedding dress lol
I need to find better places to take pictures omg
I had the best vacation but I can't wait to eat less again 😭😭 it's so weird to eat 3 meals a day
does anyone else just want to purge? I just really want to at random times and it's really hard not to 😕
this is literally the most basic fit on earth but whatever 😓
also I don't actually have a thigh gap I'm just doing the thing where I lean forward lol
why does my face look so weird 😭
what are your ways to punish yourself when you binge or eat more than you want to? besides the basic starving,binging more lol, purging and stuff. like unconventional ways or something
I think about it so much when I eat more, it's all I think about for hours and I really wanna sh and stuff but I also like deprive myself of stuff I like too, just things I like to do.
I'm just curious what weird stuff other gorgeous but ed girls do
i would die for the pretty aesthetic pics (I tried when I looked good and I sucked lol)
🙁🙁🙁
I like genuinely am so bad at taking pictures even when I look cute
btw I gained weight so my thighs belly (AND BUTT THO) got bigger lol
but like I used to eat so much more than I want to now 😭😭😭 I've just resigned myself to eating until I leave them in a week. they already get weird when I want to skip lunch or breakfast and stuff 😫
Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty
or does that get better once I level up in anorexia
Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty
or does that get better once I level up in anorexia
thiso I'm at my aunt's and uncle's house for two weeks and I just finished my first week. it's only me and them there and we eat a lot all together. The thing is we're actually eating super healthy but it's STILL too much food for me and I feel my stomach getting fatter 😓😓😓. idk what to do because we're active too. I think I'll just try my very best to starve when I get back home 😕
i don't really ever talk about relationship problems its always so personal my boyfriend is so good with words but wow 🙁
idk what to even say or think or anything
he doesn't even know about the really bad things about me too ☹️☹️☹️
he went back to being sweet and everything but I don't know what to do about it at all
honestly it's pretty fun to do this but EHAT IS IT WITH MY KNEES WTH THEY ACTUALLY LOOK FAT 😭😭😭
idk should I do fit checks regularly???
I look kinda fat 🙁 at least my stomach is usually flatter but Im really so sad
maybe I should dress up and look nice for these that might be cute
i wanna kut myself 😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😋
lol I'm a girl and hate most guys except for my boyfriend (he looks like a girl)
I'm 16 and kinda a on and off anorexic and bulimic and I think I have bpd but I feel like a poser cuz I cant try to be diagnosed or anything
I love sh but I'm low-key so lazy about it that I don't do it that much anymore (kitty scratches 4ever😻) I hate summer cuz I cant do it now too
i will probably post body checks or if I think I look cute or something (key word *THINK*). Or I'll probably write about stuff idk
I might just kill myself if anyone I know sees this tho haha
PLEASE CAN I GET MOOTS 😖😖😖😖
being bmi 16 but not FEELING bmi 16 is a different type of pain T_T
Starting this diet Monday. Anyone wanna join in? I'm going to post results for all the diets I try. ^-^
Trying to find more songs to add to my Spotify playlist
God I'm so addicted to these 😩
I’ve been binging the entire week fml… Somebody hold me accountable that I’m gonna restrict again from tomorrow 😭
Does anyone know if ana groups on Kik are still a thing? And if so, does anyone have a group I can join?
Anyone wanna be buddies? So we can talk and motivate each other? :)
They made me throw away my weight loss pills….. Now I’m anxious and scared I will gain weight again 🥲
I bought weight loss pills and they’re 10/10 💊✨
I threw up my food, yet I peed myself a lil bit. Umm idk😭
It’s embarrassing how I’ve been wanting to lose weight since I was 12. I’m 20 and I keep losing the same few pounds every time. Like bitch it’s time to lock in and get to your ugw of 95lbs.
❄️If I don’t lose weight by Christmas, Santa isn’t the only fat fuck who’s going to be flying off the roof…🎄⛄️
Typing this bcuz I want to eat something not bcuz I’m hungry. I’m just bored and I got nothing else to do.
I shouldn’t eat bcuz I weigh 125lbs and I need to lose weight. This is embarrassing and I used to weigh about 105-110lbs at the beginning of January. I want to be back at 110lbs. My gw is 100lbs and my Ugw is 93-95lbs
I thr0w up food every one in a while, but if I eat something that’s really sweet. Sometimes when when I’m not hungry, I eat something
So therefore I have to thr0w it up
I also realized that when used to throw up every day and ever time ate, it would get extremely hard for food to come out. It became so exhausting to the point I would see stars and on the verge of blacking out
I just want to be able to wear cute clothes without worrying about if you can see my stomach
I just a flat stomach and a thigh gap
I REALLY want to lose weight around my face. I just want my face to look sick, skinny, and hollow
That’s why I shouldn’t eat at all
Eating snacks is useless
I guess if it’s low calorie it’s ok? Then again just bcuz it’s low calorie doesn’t mean it’s no calories it doesn’t mean shit bcuz calories are still calories .
Then again it’s a bit harder for me to lose weight bcuz I have type 1 diabetes. Which stupid as hell bcuz I was even overweight as a child.
At the end of the day I shouldn’t eat. I should only eat if it’s having breakfast with my family and having dinner. That’s it