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i just relapsed in binging and its the night before eid pls i cant do this anymore. i keep overeating and I've been eating so much this ramadan. my mh has gotten sm worse. pls I've had enough of having an ed but each time i try to recover i just end up switching €ds and its exhausting. i want a break from this so bad it has been like this for 3 years now. i just eanted to be skinny i didn't want to be in misery. i wish i wasn't a fatass so bad. why do i keep eating. i hate food so much i wish we didn't have to eat to survive.
So tired of being fat.
friend is coming over later today and she used to have an ed. every time we hang out we bake and eat something sweet, so i’ve been on a 24hr fast til she comes over. 16hrs in! we’re probably gonna go on a walk too, so i’m gonna try to burn at least 400cals.
