My Dad Told Me "The Bastard Can't Even Give You A Caress" Referring To My F/o 😭😭😭

I like to sleep because I can dream, or at least I can pretend to dream.

And in my dreams there are things that I can call mine, things that exist especially and only for me.

Not like in the depressing reality where everything is ephemeral and nothing really needs me and therefore nothing can truly be mine either.

Having your phone screen broken because you hit something without thinking cuz you were angry is very Jirai code ngl

I want to cut because seeing the blood run is like being able to cry when I can't, my whole soul really shudders because I can't do it, I'm so sorry nothing will change

Ammemm errr... Dropping random facts about myself because I want and because I can

I like to sing, I'm not good at it but I like it, just like playing the guitar.

At one time I also tried to play the violin but I got frustrated very quickly and I abandoned it.

I like The Legend of Zelda, in fact when I was little Link was my comfort character.

The colors that stand out the most in my closet are black, pink and a little bit of white.

I think short skirts are pretty cute, and I wear them even though I don't really like my legs, specifically my thighs.

My favorite jacket is a aviator jacket that's actually not that aviator, that I actually took a liking to when I decided that Yume (yes, Yume is my oc's/persona/idk name) was going to have one .

I have no idea how I learned English.

Talking about languages, I would like to learn Japanese.

And I would also like to know things about samurais.

My favorite Pokémon is Mimikyu.

I don't like soda.

Momonga is so jirai code.

Y'all look at my bone dress, I love it so much! ! ~~

My wiwis (best friend) just sent me this text.

Translation:

Yesterday I dreamed about you

We were waiting for a train and you were joking about throwing yourself on the tracks

And due to I held your arm so you wouldn't do it, it broke like you were made of porcelain

And you broke all

I got so scared that I even woke up

And that made me affirm that he's my best friend for a very good reason, and that he sees me as a suicide doll :3

I hate the way that I think and act

I want to end reality but I feel hesitant

Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present

And so for today, I'll remain intact.

Forgor to say it, but mooties have full permission to ask for my discord.

Existing in the endless vicious circle of:

Please someone end my suffering right now, no one taught me how to be a human being > Get over it, just keep breathing > Oh actually the mood today doesn't feel so bad > Oh no > Please someone end my suffering right now, no one taught me how to be a human being >