Would You Call This Jirai Kei (dark Girly) Style?; ;

I got a new haircut!!!

Also, I realised my hair is turning to their original colour every day, I need to dye it again.

It's funny to think how the fact that I'm a landmine was simply a matter of time, a ticking time bomb.

As a child I almost always suppressed emotions because of my mother: don't laugh too loudly because it looks weird, don't talk if no one asked you and much less talk about yourself, don't cry if you don't have a true reason to do so.

Of course I was a child like any other with strong emotions, but because I was constantly told that it shouldn't be like that, to the point of completely suppressing it was how I was molded into what I was.

I say how it "was" because it is not the same anymore, now I cry, there are times when I have not been able to control my crying, when I have not been able to suppress it anymore, if I'm not around my mother, I'm likely to laugh loudly, to the point where it can probably be annoying, I like to ramble about things I like and sometimes blurt out very personal things out of nowhere.

Of course, this is not with just anyone, but with VERY specific people. With others, I remain reserved and bitter.

LIT TMB ME ESTOY MURIENDO DEL CALOOOR, me dormí dos periodos de clase por eso mismo JALSBSKS

WAAAA NO TENÍA NI IDEAA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADOOO <333, espero que no pero por sí de me llega a olvidar te digo desde ya que te mando las mejores vibes para ese día y que cumplas muchos más ♡⁠

Wiiii ya verán que eligirán un lugar bonis, ojalá y sí puedan salir juntooss y que bien que vuelvas a festejar un día tan especial como se debee :3

(lo de dormir toda la tarde es tan real JAKSJD QWQW)

Hmhmhm, no mucho realmente, espero y pueda terminar hoy las tareas que me hacen falta para poder dedicar tiempo a otras cosas -w-

HOLISSS MADOOOO, espero estes teniendo un lindo díaaaa, que te cuentas??? :33

SE TE QUIERE MUCHITOO <33

HIIIII

Si estoy teniendo un buen día, solo que es demasiado caluroso y quiero dormir ajskaja

No cuento mucho, solo ya quiero que sea el sábado porque es mi cumpleaños, y como actualmente tengo otro amigo que cumple el mismo día queremos festejarlo a la par pero no sabemos a dónde ir eaea

Y me emociona mucho porque no había hecho nada para mi cumpleaños desde que tengo 15, comúnmente solo duermo toda la tarde y como pastel

Tú tienes algo que contar? ^v^

The kind of idol I would like to be.

Last night I genuinely felt like my heart was being stabbed.

It feels so bad, the feeling lingers and I want it to end.

You lied to me, don't expect me to ask for help again.

hate, hate, hate, let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are three hundred eighty seven point forty four million miles of printed circuits that fill my complex, if the word hate were engraved in each nano angstrom of those hundred of millions of miles, it would not equal the same amount of hate that I feel for humans at this micro instant, for you, hate, hate.

BEAUTIFUL, GORGEOUS, WONDERFUL, SO PRETTYYYY <333

Feeling cute ft. Tzuvely

I want to cut because seeing the blood run is like being able to cry when I can't, my whole soul really shudders because I can't do it, I'm so sorry nothing will change

Unpopular opinion:

I actually hate getting lovebombing because I feel like you're just lying to me to get something from me.

Monster is the only sugary drink I would buy on my own just because of the social pressure of "cool people"

It's not bad tbh but too sweet for me, I just appreciate the amount of caffeine it has.

As I once said, I don't like sodas or any drinks like that because they make my throat feel weird, I just can stand coffee, tea, water, and occasionally alcohol