-"I can't love"
-"Aw, Stop being rude to yourself! Everyone can love and empathize!"
-"I can't love or empathize, I can pretend but I really don't feel it"
-"Okay, so imagine the person you love the most leaves your life, wouldn't that make you sad?"
-"No."
And so there are many examples of people trying to humanize me, is it really that hard for people to believe that I just struggle/can't really feel?, Yes, I can cry, but I cry out of simple narcissism, out of simple frustration, for myself.
I don't give a damn if you stop talking to me or if something happens to someone, if it doesn't affect ME per se then I just don't care.
💌 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome >:p 💌
Heheh I just got a pocket watch to wear as a necklace :33
Btw I was also thinking about redoing the blog theme, probably about Hachiware because I got a little too obsessed with that little creature.
Eeehh dw!!! I was bored on the bus ride, plus you reblog cool stuff <3
waaaaaaa @yumeme04 thanks for the most intense likespam I've maybe ever had ily <333
the weather is getting cold and the earth begins to smell wet yayay
Tomorrow I have to return to being a functional human in society, I hope I don't bite anyone in the process.
ALSO I'M GOING TO HAVE A FULL SHOWER YAYAAYYYAY I haven't washed my hair in like a week- (quite valid for a person who barely has a functioning brain in my opinion)
I want to paint my nails black again, change my piercings, get my jewelry and outfit ready for tomorrow.
After that I draw all night and sleep less than two hours because tomorrow I will probably have to be awake since 4:30 a.m. to have time for everything.
I feel quite personal to me how I have finally started to settle down and getting comfy with my blog, fun fact, when I was a child I tried to have a diary style blog but after a week I totally forgot it existed lol.
Anyways, xoxo to internet people.
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Guyss, I promise, I'm interesting if you'll allow me to be, just one chance-
*proceeds to remain silent, nod or shake their head and laugh nervously*
I'm in my bed with my freshly changed sheets, I left class early because they weren't doing anything interesting, I got drunk last night
Oh how I regret having drunk so much last night, I soiled my bed sheets and the floor with vomit, my body felt so numb, my body felt nothing my consciousness was wandering but I remained conscious, to the point where I remember starting to ramble out loud, It's funny because it's really the only time I felt like I said something something something but I don't remember that something. When I woke up in the morning I still felt so dizzy and sick, I just told my mom that I must have overeaten.
I'll never get drunk like that again, sleeping pills do the same job and in a less disastrous way.
I feel so promiscuous when a man touches me, no matter how it is, I feel dirty, I feel guilty and yet I can't help but crave physical contact, physical affection.
I never ever deserve to be happy by someone's side, I don't know why I never get it clear.
The only one I told what really happened was him, It was interesting because he seemed to barely care, which I kind of like, please hate me and try to get away from me.