I feel so heartbroken, in fact I've felt heartbroken since August of last year and it's getting worse but I'm also getting used to the feeling.
Although, of course, getting used to it doesn't mean that it won't stop being agonizing to feel someone ripping my heart out with their bare hand.
I want to rip my heart out, I want to pierce it, I just want to get rid of it, get rid of me.
It's so hard to focus on things, I want to sleep so I don't think, I want to sleep so I don't feel, closing my eyes is the only way I can control all those annoying thoughts.
There are some things that just won't happen even if you long for them since the bottom of your heart.
And that, unfortunately, it's fine.
Ty for the spam :3 <3
Aww, u're welcome!~~ ^^
I got a new haircut!!!
Also, I realised my hair is turning to their original colour every day, I need to dye it again.
Why doesn't anyone talk about how hard it is to relearn something and stay consistent with it? bleeeh TT
I've been falling so in love with Ado's vocals lately, it's making me fall in love with singing in itself. ♡
ALSO ADOROZATORUMARY IT'S SO ADORABLE! ! ! ~
I like the sum of numbers starting from 4, except those who wear 6
4, 8, 12, 20, 24, 28, 32, 40...
I feel like something is being ripped out of me when I don't feel motivated to draw, that no matter how much I pick up a pencil and scribble I just feel like something isn't right.
How do people manage to make such wonderful drawings and practice almost every day?
Forgor to say it, but mooties have full permission to ask for my discord.
Sometimes I think I just stay calm just because I know there is a memento mori.
Like, I know that whether I want it or not, what I most long for will happen someday, I'm not lucky enough for it to happen today or tomorrow, but it will happen, I will simply disappear