I'm In My Bed With My Freshly Changed Sheets, I Left Class Early Because They Weren't Doing Anything

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Remembering the time when I made P-kun talk about his gf and then I say to him how cute he looked doing it, and he told me that he usually just smiled with his gf and after a few moments I started acting silly and goofy and he started laughing and then I pointed at him and he answered it was just because I did silly things.

It feels nice to make other people laugh who usually don't.

I have the ability to hate everything without actually hating anything at all.

And I hate it.

Fuck overthinking

All my homies hate overthinking

irl relationships are always so fake.

Sure, you can say nice things to me and pretend you care, even waste some time with me.

But that's everything, you're just pretending, you don't care about me and there are more important people than me in your life.

If I were in a room with your real friends you would never choose me.

I hate socializing with irl people.

I hate socializing.

I want to kiss someone but not in a perverted romantic way.

I want to kiss someone in the sense of soothing cannibalism in which you make me understand that my being, like my rotten flesh, still causes you warm feelings even though it has a high grade of decomposition.

You want to obsess over me, you want to obsess over me, you want to obsess over me so baaaad wooo

The real reason my ED didn't continue to be active is not because it magically healed.

If it were up to me, I'd probably be a bone by now, but mother always "worries" about me, so I simply had to suppress that way of wanting to destroy me.

And something similar is happening with the fact of sh.

I honestly think I feel like I'm sinking deeper if I don't have a way to get the pain out that my brain is making me feel.

LOOK HOW PWETTY THEY AREEEE <3333!!!1!2!2+#+

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