WE'RE SO BACKK CHAT!1!!!!1!1!

Sometimes I'm so stupid that I think:

"Hmm, maybe if I really am myself, I can start getting people to like me."

And then I remember how cynical and boring I am and that my head should explode just for thinking something so silly.

WHAT HAPPENED TO RIGORMORTIZ AND WHY DID I ONLY FIND OUT ABOUT IT NOW?!?!

kinda hate the fact that I am consciously delusional.

like, I would like to gaslight myself to the point that thinking about my f/o is actually a good coping mechanism. But nooo I shoot myself in the head with the "wait, he doesn't exist" and everything crumbles apart and I get more stressed and frustrated and-

Anyway, I want hugs, cuddles, preferably from my f/o.

My dad told me "The bastard can't even give you a caress" referring to my f/o 😭😭😭

I haven't slept a wink all night and the person I most hope to stay up with is already asleep. Time to make selfsihp art to ignore all my problems

YAAYYY YIPPIEEE YAYYAYY que honor<333

I got a new haircut!!!

Also, I realised my hair is turning to their original colour every day, I need to dye it again.

Never for me to make love, I was in hell looking at heaven.

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Forgor to say it, but mooties have full permission to ask for my discord.

Bleh bleh blehhh:p

kinda old pic actually, but I really like when I get my nose contour to look like this.

The way I've been trying to learn the creep bridge (Creep-Radiohead) on guitar since november and haven't been able to actually get it, shows how little discipline I have.