Because you could destroy me, you could break me, you could shatter me, you could tear away the filthy humanity that I still have, you could finish snatching all feeling from me, you could make me even more miserable, and surely I would be grateful about it.
I would be grateful if only it would mean that you would stay by my side, that you would accompany me, that you would try to enlighten me with your presence, with pretending to be important to me.
Because nothing will ever change for me, and that will drag you into ruin.
My brain: u need to be kind with people cuz you're going to need them someday!
Also my brain: You don't need anyone cuz you're going to kill yourself in... three days!
Bougainvillea photos I stole from my friends
I accidentally stapled my finger this morning pipipi TT
Aaaaahhh I seriously doubt I'll be able to practice singing today because I have a lot of things to do waaa
Added to that I am also constantly jealous of my friend and his other friend, how desperate RAAAH
Bleh bleh blehhh:p
kinda old pic actually, but I really like when I get my nose contour to look like this.
I really hate it, I hate it, I hate it.
Why are you clipping my wings to be happy??? Please, I'm just asking for one, please, I just want to end it.
Me? Intense? Yes, even bordering on sadistic, so it's preferably better if you don't provoke me.
The way I've been trying to learn the creep bridge (Creep-Radiohead) on guitar since november and haven't been able to actually get it, shows how little discipline I have.
I want to break a bone, I want to tear off a piece of my skin, I want to scream when no one pays attention to me
I really hate to start feeling love for someone because I know history is going to repeat itself. We're going to be happy for a while then I'm going to behave like a bastard or say something insensitive and that will cause that person to be disappointed in me or angry with me; maybe we'll fix things, but it won't be the same.
And honestly, every fall hurts more than the last and I'm already too broken to keep trying.
I luv ya too madooo! !/p <333
"Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate"/q
HANDJAJAAJ love it