I Want To Break A Bone, I Want To Tear Off A Piece Of My Skin, I Want To Scream When No One Pays Attention

Existing in the endless vicious circle of:

Please someone end my suffering right now, no one taught me how to be a human being > Get over it, just keep breathing > Oh actually the mood today doesn't feel so bad > Oh no > Please someone end my suffering right now, no one taught me how to be a human being >

My wiwis (best friend) just sent me this text.

Translation:

Yesterday I dreamed about you

We were waiting for a train and you were joking about throwing yourself on the tracks

And due to I held your arm so you wouldn't do it, it broke like you were made of porcelain

And you broke all

I got so scared that I even woke up

And that made me affirm that he's my best friend for a very good reason, and that he sees me as a suicide doll :3

LIT TMB ME ESTOY MURIENDO DEL CALOOOR, me dormí dos periodos de clase por eso mismo JALSBSKS

WAAAA NO TENÍA NI IDEAA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADOOO <333, espero que no pero por sí de me llega a olvidar te digo desde ya que te mando las mejores vibes para ese día y que cumplas muchos más ♡⁠

Wiiii ya verán que eligirán un lugar bonis, ojalá y sí puedan salir juntooss y que bien que vuelvas a festejar un día tan especial como se debee :3

(lo de dormir toda la tarde es tan real JAKSJD QWQW)

Hmhmhm, no mucho realmente, espero y pueda terminar hoy las tareas que me hacen falta para poder dedicar tiempo a otras cosas -w-

HOLISSS MADOOOO, espero estes teniendo un lindo díaaaa, que te cuentas??? :33

SE TE QUIERE MUCHITOO <33

HIIIII

Si estoy teniendo un buen día, solo que es demasiado caluroso y quiero dormir ajskaja

No cuento mucho, solo ya quiero que sea el sábado porque es mi cumpleaños, y como actualmente tengo otro amigo que cumple el mismo día queremos festejarlo a la par pero no sabemos a dónde ir eaea

Y me emociona mucho porque no había hecho nada para mi cumpleaños desde que tengo 15, comúnmente solo duermo toda la tarde y como pastel

Tú tienes algo que contar? ^v^

Sure I feel pathetic venting on social media, but damn, I still have so much hate and sadness lingering inside me.

Dad: "The purpose of life is to share your time with other people and also share your knowledge"

Me: "Hey dad, Can I go out with-"

Dad: "No."

The amount of times this has happened is no longer funny, even though he himself admitted that I looked genuinely happy after returning from seeing Dreamy and other acquaintances, he has not allowed me to repeat the occasion, It's even more frustrating to know that I didn't see him that day because I wanted to, but rather Dreamy and another acquaintance came to pick me up personally at my house without telling me before. I really want to see him again.

The way I've been trying to learn the creep bridge (Creep-Radiohead) on guitar since november and haven't been able to actually get it, shows how little discipline I have.

your blog is relatable 👍

OGMQLDJQO HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO HAVE AN ASK THAT'S NOT FROM A BOT LUV YA/P ANON

ESO ESTABA SONANDO EN MI MENTE ACTUALLY KSBDLQJDLWWK

WAAAAAAAAAAAAA *explota*

taco taco, digo, viva México

three years more, three years more, just three years more... five at the most.

I know I can hold them in, no matter how many times I have to cry, I really wish it was just five years.

smooch for a pretty person :333

Un besote de vuelta （＾∇＾）