Someone Attaching To Me Scares Me So Much, Even More So If They Do It So Quickly.

I've been falling so in love with Ado's vocals lately, it's making me fall in love with singing in itself. ♡⁠

ALSO ADOROZATORUMARY IT'S SO ADORABLE! ! ! ~

Ammemm errr... Dropping random facts about myself because I want and because I can

I like to sing, I'm not good at it but I like it, just like playing the guitar.

At one time I also tried to play the violin but I got frustrated very quickly and I abandoned it.

I like The Legend of Zelda, in fact when I was little Link was my comfort character.

The colors that stand out the most in my closet are black, pink and a little bit of white.

I think short skirts are pretty cute, and I wear them even though I don't really like my legs, specifically my thighs.

My favorite jacket is a aviator jacket that's actually not that aviator, that I actually took a liking to when I decided that Yume (yes, Yume is my oc's/persona/idk name) was going to have one .

I have no idea how I learned English.

Talking about languages, I would like to learn Japanese.

And I would also like to know things about samurais.

My favorite Pokémon is Mimikyu.

I don't like soda.

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Existing in the endless vicious circle of:

Please someone end my suffering right now, no one taught me how to be a human being > Get over it, just keep breathing > Oh actually the mood today doesn't feel so bad > Oh no > Please someone end my suffering right now, no one taught me how to be a human being >

You want to obsess over me, you want to obsess over me, you want to obsess over me so baaaad wooo

Sure I feel pathetic venting on social media, but damn, I still have so much hate and sadness lingering inside me.

I have no idea why this was posted like this when I sent the ask to Toyfi

hugs to @toyfii 🫂🫂🫂

Next time I wear cute clothes I think it would be pretty funny to take a picture of myself kneeling in front of my husband's poster just because haha funny.

It's funny to think how the fact that I'm a landmine was simply a matter of time, a ticking time bomb.

As a child I almost always suppressed emotions because of my mother: don't laugh too loudly because it looks weird, don't talk if no one asked you and much less talk about yourself, don't cry if you don't have a true reason to do so.

Of course I was a child like any other with strong emotions, but because I was constantly told that it shouldn't be like that, to the point of completely suppressing it was how I was molded into what I was.

I say how it "was" because it is not the same anymore, now I cry, there are times when I have not been able to control my crying, when I have not been able to suppress it anymore, if I'm not around my mother, I'm likely to laugh loudly, to the point where it can probably be annoying, I like to ramble about things I like and sometimes blurt out very personal things out of nowhere.

Of course, this is not with just anyone, but with VERY specific people. With others, I remain reserved and bitter.

I WANT TO SINGI WANT TO SIIIIIIIIIIING, I WANT TO SING PRETTY, I WANT SOMEONE TO WANT TO LISTEN TO ME, I WANT TO MAKE MUSIC I WANTIWANTANQHWJS

I should keep practicing the guitar too