Next Time I Wear Cute Clothes I Think It Would Be Pretty Funny To Take A Picture Of Myself Kneeling In

Never for me to make love, I was in hell looking at heaven.

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I really hate to start feeling love for someone because I know history is going to repeat itself. We're going to be happy for a while then I'm going to behave like a bastard or say something insensitive and that will cause that person to be disappointed in me or angry with me; maybe we'll fix things, but it won't be the same.

And honestly, every fall hurts more than the last and I'm already too broken to keep trying.

Last night I genuinely felt like my heart was being stabbed.

It feels so bad, the feeling lingers and I want it to end.

You lied to me, don't expect me to ask for help again.

If I go, will you notice my absence?

Not charismatic enough

Not smart enough

Not pretty enough

Not stable enough

Not good enough

Should I continue the list?

stalker, where are you?? stalker~~~

I promise I would try to not bite.

AJUAAAA QUE BONISSSSS <3333

I keep rambling... And yes, I consider myself a yumeshipper, but I don't actually see my f/o in a totally romantic way.

Like yeah... cute cuddles, kisses hehehhehh :33

But that's as far as it goes, and I say kisses simply when I'm VERY delusional, I look at my f/o more like a fp if that makes sense, like, yes, I love and adore him more than anything, I would seek his attention and approval in almost everything but I really wouldn't mind if he saw me more as someone inferior to him or not exactly as a partner.

(I still get jealous when I know he's someone else's f/o or when someone ships him really hard with another character)

GUYSSJSHSIWSB THIS IS ME, LITERALLY ME :33

new fav doodle with my husband yippieee <33