Sure I Feel Pathetic Venting On Social Media, But Damn, I Still Have So Much Hate And Sadness Lingering

stalker, where are you?? stalker~~~

I promise I would try to not bite.

Who wants to be the:

for my:

GRACIAS A TI MADOOO <3

Lit best mootie y bestiee (⁠/⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠(⁠-⁠ω⁠-⁠)

Y'ALL SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MADOO

SAPO VERDE TO YOU MADOOOO <3333

FELIZ SABER QUE HOY NACIO UNA PERSONA TAN LINDAAAA TE AMITO/P MWAAHMMWAH

espero te la puedas pasar bonis hoy, sigue cumpliendo muchos años más porfis <3

MUCHAS GRACIAAAAAAAAS COMO TE ADORO <3

Gracias por ser parte de mi vida, me alegra conocer alguien tan genial como tú, me comprendes mucho y aprecio cada interacción que tienes conmigo (como los spams eaaa), te amo mucho/p 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

It's funny to think how the fact that I'm a landmine was simply a matter of time, a ticking time bomb.

As a child I almost always suppressed emotions because of my mother: don't laugh too loudly because it looks weird, don't talk if no one asked you and much less talk about yourself, don't cry if you don't have a true reason to do so.

Of course I was a child like any other with strong emotions, but because I was constantly told that it shouldn't be like that, to the point of completely suppressing it was how I was molded into what I was.

I say how it "was" because it is not the same anymore, now I cry, there are times when I have not been able to control my crying, when I have not been able to suppress it anymore, if I'm not around my mother, I'm likely to laugh loudly, to the point where it can probably be annoying, I like to ramble about things I like and sometimes blurt out very personal things out of nowhere.

Of course, this is not with just anyone, but with VERY specific people. With others, I remain reserved and bitter.

how i look texting them

THE SPAM WAS WILDD THANK UUUU <33 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

OFC I LOVE MY MUTUALS 🤍🤍🤍

Of course that I feel pretty wearing make up, it's my mask.

Bleh bleh blehhh:p

kinda old pic actually, but I really like when I get my nose contour to look like this.

One always returns to where one felt most appreciated.

I FUCKING HATE I HATE I REALLY CAN'T HELP BUT I HATE YOU KILL YOURSELF

no he podido evitar sacar ese sentimiento de odio de todo mi ser y lo detesto tanto, de por sí ya soy una persona amargada ahora sumale estar odiando a alguien constantemente 24/7.

enserio que rabia no poderme cortar porque genuinamente es la única forma en la que me puedo tranquilizar.