carmy’s reason for quitting cigarettes being “im just thinking about the ten minutes its going to take me” is fucking sending me. bc it really shows that he doesnt even have room for his unhealthy coping mechanisms. he isnt trying to get better or fix himself or even calm down any more. its all about Time
i bet on him every time
love the type of male character that is just a losing dog
we never rented
a house in sedona
we didn't see
camille the day she died
we haven't been on
our boat in some years now, so we don't care what you found inside :)
I love them so much, I'm so happy
There is something in how the pink opaque, a show that ended after five seasons, is so clearly inspired by buffy, which was supposed to end after five seasons, whose authors wrote the fifth season thinking it would be the last, but was eventually renewed. The actual series finale for buffy was nothing like the finale for pink opaque, but the parallels between the pink opaque finale and the buffy season 5 finale are easily drawn.
And buffy season 6 begins with her clawing her way out of a grave. She comes back from the dead. It is painful, and hard, but she does it. She claws her way out. She lives.
and goodnight to my long distance partner who just told me when he prays over his food he prays for mine too
tag this post w ur drawfee/sss vocal stims/phrases that have destroyed ur vocabulary
i have many but the one coming to mind rn is when they were playing some pizzeria simulator on sss and ppl kept ordering prosciutto pizzas and jacob said “im gonna proshoot myself” i think abt it every time i have prosciutto
had some. thoughts about grandma a few days ago
yeah i love a good battle couple but in the song of achilles when patroclus was on the battle field everyday just like "wow look at those guys' spears not hitting me, what a strange phenomenon, i'm surrounded by dead bodies and not doing anything about it, i'm the paragon of luck" and then realizing that achilles was doing this strategically and keeping everyone's attention away from his easy ass target of a bf.... that was some good shit.
this isn’t normal. this isn’t how life is supposed to feel. if you don’t think about it it can’t hurt you. I found our hearts and they were still beating. there is still time.