I Just Have A Running List Of People Who Could Run Me Over With A Bus And I’d Thank Them

Homestuck ruined this for me.

WINGS

POWERFUL FAMILY HAIL TEAM FREE WILL

help a mentally ill trans man go to college despite his transphobic/abusive parents 

hi my name is johnny and I need help because the woman who birthed me wont sign the form to let the state pay for what is essentially everything.

first things first my mother is not above fucking over my future to get what she wants out of me/the situation. she hates that im trans and i have more proof of her hate if need be but alot of it is Alot lol so please just request it personally if u want to see it.

warning transphobia

the following conversation is between me and my mom it shows her viewpoint on me and me going to school:

and i went to my father hoping he would be willing to atleast talk to her and he had this shit to say:

i dont know how else to explain to him that the situation and the fact that my mother is wrong and i dont want to bc i know it would be a wasted effort. the man hasnt even been a constant in my life let alone my academic career.

here are the emails i received by the school bc they had to drop me since there was no financial aid info they could process (because of my mother lmao)

and heres the official government email about the uncompleted form:

she wont fill out her tax info or sign so guys I’m really really stuck here lmao.

I had to quit w the therapist I’m seeing bc she doesnt want to pay and wont give me my goddamn life insurance info on top of this. I cannot let her have this too I fucking refuse.

I didnt even originally want to go to college and I was forced to but now that I do my mom has decided to do everything she can to stop me. 

all in all my mom has kicked me out and is threatening to throw my things out if I dont go get them out of her house. i was visiting a friend in nyc for the summer and because of her I have to use what money I have to go home and pay to have my stuff sent back upstate, take a bus back up and put them into storage. Luckily I’ll have a place to stay in a week or so because my friend Monique is coming back from out of the country soon and shes willing to let me crash with her while I’m sorting out all the bullshit that’s been happening.

heres what i owe for the year:

i only need help with half of that for this semester which is 11,801.

i know im asking for alot of help but ive seen so many lgbt be helped by other lgbt and so im begging for any kind of donation. im going to try to see what can be done about fafsa and getting my mother off it but right now im suck and in a bad place.

if you can help please donate to here.

if you have any questions pls feel free to ask and please reblog this!! even just spreading the word helps!

thank you for your time

Fandoms by how they’d die in a zombie Apocalypse

In The Flesh: first to go, tried to befriend the zombies

Welcome to Nightvale: second to go, purposefully became zombies

Sherlock: got fed to zombies by other fandoms for being a know it all prick all the time

Doctor Who: caught and eaten by the Hannibal fandom during an argument among themselves

Torchwood: died avenging Doctor Who fandom’s death

Hannibal: mistaken for zombies while eating someone and killed by Supernatural fandom

Marvel: dies being unnecessarily heroic

DC: dies trying to prove they could survive the thing Marvel died doing

Homestuck: sacrificed to hoard as a distraction

Star Wars: killed by Star Trek in the midst of peace negotiations

Star Trek: killed by one of their own, sick of how much everyone hates Voyager 

Harry Potter: eaten by zombie after they attempted to defend themselves with a spell

Supernatural: almost survived the whole thing before sacrificing themselves under the belief they’d come back

Walking Dead: survived the whole thing

Me, blowing a kiss to the sky: for Mike Faist

Me, blowing a kiss, but this time to my garden: for Ben Platt

Me, setting my computer on fire: a͉̮̘̫ ̩̦͚̖̯͈̫s̝̫a̱͈̯͚͖͙c̥̟̣͍̥̣ri̜̜f̰̦ịce̗̥͚̺͖̱ t̝͉̬̗̝͕ͅo ̠͚̳̖̮m̰y͕̤ ̭̣̲̘l̟͖̣̘̻̟ọ͚͕̪̙͓̫r̟d̗͎̲͔̳ ̱̹̳̯̬̦ͅo̪̟̯̲̱f̺ ḍ͕͖̹an͕̣̙̜̱k̥ ̩̭̼m̦͔̟̭̫͈e͙̰͈̱̭̩ͅm̘͖̙̗e̝̣s̯̘̦͓̮͇̝,̖͇̖ ̼̟̼̘W̬̼̙̥͇͍͓il̮̩̮̭̯̜l ͉͔͇R̠̟o̼̜l̹̖͕̻a̤̦n͈͓̟̩d͉

Thank You Hussie.. Thank You Homestuck.. 

I tried a new shading technique! Yayyy!

ily : I love you

ilysm : I love you so much

inmthyjiikiwdofiwtiabwiwbhiwualnbitbftiwmualywsobmhweiobaotu : “I never meant to hurt you Jay. If i knew it would destroy our friendship, I would take it all back. ”

“Well, if we’re being honest. I was upset about losing Nya, but i take blame for that. I was more upset about losing you.”

“We should of been more honest with eachother instead of bottling all of this up.”

ONCGFOIDATGHB : “ Oh no! Cole’s gone forever! Oh, I’d do anything to get him back. ”

when my otps are talking about their addictions lol

Art Will Come Soon

Hello, my dear followers, 

I will rightfully inform you, my dears, that I shall soon be posting more art. Well more traditional art since I have been doing more pen work and practicing on not making any mistakes and it has been improving my normal pencil work. Although it is hard to do any digital art seeing as I have no motivation to do so, I shall make some as soon as I have the inspiration. In all honesty, I have had many struggles with my art and I have just got back into the art flow by doing my guilty pleasure art. Aka fanart of my favorite ships :3 it has been fun and my own special someone (the Dean to my Castiel) has agreed that I am doing much better mentally and physically after I got back into my flow and I am happier now. So I will be posting art soon and I hope y’all love it! Till then, ta ta my dear followers!