hi my name is johnny and I need help because the woman who birthed me wont sign the form to let the state pay for what is essentially everything.
first things first my mother is not above fucking over my future to get what she wants out of me/the situation. she hates that im trans and i have more proof of her hate if need be but alot of it is Alot lol so please just request it personally if u want to see it.
the following conversation is between me and my mom it shows her viewpoint on me and me going to school:
and i went to my father hoping he would be willing to atleast talk to her and he had this shit to say:
i dont know how else to explain to him that the situation and the fact that my mother is wrong and i dont want to bc i know it would be a wasted effort. the man hasnt even been a constant in my life let alone my academic career.
here are the emails i received by the school bc they had to drop me since there was no financial aid info they could process (because of my mother lmao)
and heres the official government email about the uncompleted form:
she wont fill out her tax info or sign so guys I’m really really stuck here lmao.
I had to quit w the therapist I’m seeing bc she doesnt want to pay and wont give me my goddamn life insurance info on top of this. I cannot let her have this too I fucking refuse.
I didnt even originally want to go to college and I was forced to but now that I do my mom has decided to do everything she can to stop me.
all in all my mom has kicked me out and is threatening to throw my things out if I dont go get them out of her house. i was visiting a friend in nyc for the summer and because of her I have to use what money I have to go home and pay to have my stuff sent back upstate, take a bus back up and put them into storage. Luckily I’ll have a place to stay in a week or so because my friend Monique is coming back from out of the country soon and shes willing to let me crash with her while I’m sorting out all the bullshit that’s been happening.
heres what i owe for the year:
i know im asking for alot of help but ive seen so many lgbt be helped by other lgbt and so im begging for any kind of donation. im going to try to see what can be done about fafsa and getting my mother off it but right now im suck and in a bad place.
if you can help please donate to here.
if you have any questions pls feel free to ask and please reblog this!! even just spreading the word helps!
thank you for your time
I love my mom.
I am risking nothing
I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY
Will not risk.
sorry followers :(
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I am all super proud of these I am usually terrible with drawing with JUST pen. :3
“I like cancelled plans. And empty bookstores. I like rainy days and thunderstorms. And quiet coffee shops. I like messy beds and over-worn pajamas. Most of all, I like the small joys that a simple life brings.”
— Unknown
Tom Holland does Rihanna’s “Umbrella” on Lip Sync Battle
This is beauty
IM SO SORRY. @actuallyjohnegbert @clubsdoze hey Gamers
I honestly feel you Dark…
And again quotes are from @incorrect-ego-quotes
Me, reading fanfiction: *laughs* *sobs* *screams*
My family: wtf is wrong with you let me see
Me:
i saw on instagram that there’s a new ad on youtube that’s actually a jump scare for halloween.
it starts with a little boy asking his mum if she can close his closet
if you are easily scared or you have anxiety or something along those lines please skip it! if you can’t, turn the volume down (idk if there’s sound but better safe then sorry) and look away for how long the ad is.