When My Otps Are Talking About Their Addictions Lol

Le me: *opens Tumblr after a really long time* I wonder why I didn’t check it more often.

~eight hours later~

Me: oh, that’s why.

I honestly feel you Dark…

And again quotes are from @incorrect-ego-quotes

I’m bored, so here’s my top 10 ships (in no particular order):

(I’m trying to keep it mostly Marvel, but I can’t help but share other ships too! Also, none of this art is mine - all credit goes to the origional artists, who I’m slowly trying to find)

1: Spideypool (Peter Parker x Wade Wilson, Marvel)

2: Stony (Steve Rogers x Tony Stark, Marvel)

3: Destiel (Dean Winchester x Castiel, Supernatural)

4: Ironstrange (Tony Stark x Stephen Strange, Marvel)

5: Stucky (Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes, Marvel)

6: Newtmas (Newt x Thomas, Maze Runner)

7: Cablepool (Nathan Summers x Wade Wilson, Marvel)

8: Amberprice (Rachel Amber x Chloe Price, Life Is Strange)

9: Shizaya/Izuo (Shizuo Heiwajima x Izaya Orihara, Durarara!!)

And, of course:

10: Hawksilver (Clint Barton x Pietro Maximoff, Marvel)

It’s October! You know what that means... 🎃 (via kxvo)

Depressed Again

Soooo yep. Here I am again.

Okay, I ship Phan, but this isn't about romance and crap. I re-watched some Dan and Phil videos and the way Dan looks at Phil got me.

Not because I was like:

"Omfg they are amazing together you can see him stare with love fkwvlsvslabsksv d's kqkabd"

I do, do that, but this was different. You can literally see the 'care' in his eyes for Phil, even if they're joking around. You can take it in a romance or friendship way.

I just broke.

I started to cry at fucking 4:17 am with no sleep, because I feel like no one will look at me that way. I'm not talking about how your family cares for you, or how your best friend loves you (in a platonic way), but with 'care.'

I feel alone in my head. Like "Freeze your Brain" from Heathers.

"Shatter your skull fight pain with more pain. Forget who you are, unburden your load. Forget in six weeks you'll be back on the road. When the voice in your head says 'you're better off dead,' don't open a vein."

I don't know, I'm not good with emotions. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I bottle my emotions up and help other people to avoid my internal war/battle.

So, if you ever, and I mean EVER, find someone who looks at you with care and understanding, even if it's in a friendship or romantic way, don't lose that. If you lose it, you may never see it again.

All my love goes out to the people who read this, and to @danielhowell and @amazingphil for making my world a happier brighter place.

💙

What We Will Lose With Net Neutrality

Imagine one morning you wake up and feel bad. You want to watch someone who can make you laugh. You start thinking about those videos that have helped you through so much. Then you get really sad.You frown. You feel something heavy in you chest. Like there is a weight there. You realize you have to go on and maybe never watch these people who have done so much for you again because you can’t afford internet. Imagine losing them. 

I don’t know about you, but I would feel like I’ve lost a part of myself and my family. These goofs mean so much to me. They have made me realize things change through time and sometimes it’s an amazing change that brings love and happiness. Don’t take this away. 

someone probably made this already but here’s some pride icons with Chloe I made,

Happy Pride Month!

POV: it's the end of 2019, the pandemic hasn't happened yet, unus annus is still around and relatively new, there's not a single thought in your mind about the channel actually being deleted, you're getting ready to watch the new video because it's almost time for the daily upload. It hits 12pm PST and you're refreshing the page until finally the video has been posted. You click play and laugh for the next 10 minutes. All is peaceful.