Me, Reading Fanfiction: *laughs* *sobs* *screams*

When you go to derp on your phone because you’re bored on a family road trip but you remember all you ever do is look up E rated fanfics and smutty tumblr art of your ships so you just give up…

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This should be reblogged by everyone. Even if you’re straight, you should be a supporter.

I’m constantly torn between wanting to recover and wanting to be self-destructive in any way possible.

!Important!

Please read!

(To All Fandoms.)

You know. I was thinking of something this morning at 2 am when I probably should’ve been slëeping..

Fandoms are amazing..

Because at the end of the day it’s not about the ships or the fanfictions or the fanart or the cosplays.

It’s about family. It’s about a group of individuals coming together. No matter what they look like. No matter how they act. No matter what culture they’re from. No matter what orientation or skin color or sexuality or gender preference.

It’s about the cons. It’s about the friendship. It’s about supporting the actors of the show or movie or the authors of the boøks or the bands or YouTubers. It’s about the løve we share for each other. It’s about finding a place where you feel you fit in. It’s about helping others fit in. It’s about joy. It’s about what you accomplish together. If it’s a band, it’s about the musïc. It’s about standing up for one another. It’s about learning to stand up for yourself. It’s about being strong. It’s about finding strength within yourself and within other people. It’s about not giving a damn.

Yes. The fanfictions and the fanart and the ships, they’re cøøl and all.

But at the end of the day.

It’s about the people.

It’s about us…

And that’s amazing.

Coming into a fandom late

me: *hears a love song*

me: *smiles*

friend: are you thinking about your crush or your boyfriend, perhaps?

me: yeah lol

me internally: MY OTP CAN RELATE TO THIS MY OTP CAN SING THIS TO EACH OTHER MY OTP CAN DANCE TO THIS MY OTP-

If you think I will watch all Detroit: become human Videos of Connor and Hank that are out there even though they are always the same scenes, just edited differently….

Then you are absolutely right.

Le me: *opens Tumblr after a really long time* I wonder why I didn’t check it more often.

~eight hours later~

Me: oh, that’s why.

@loveandlogic requested Tree Bros for the ship thingy 💕

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•Who said “I love you” first: Connor said it first I feel like but it was a few months in. Both were scared to say it but they both knew instantly. Connor said it after consoling Evan through an espescially bad panic attack and told him he was proud of him for being brave and it slipped out. (Evan cried and said he loved him too before falling asleep) (Connor cried too because Evan said he loved him and held him as he too fell asleep)

•Who would have the other’s picture as their phone background: they both have a pic of the other as their phone backgrounds but don’t know about the other. Connors background is a pic he took while Evan was asleep and curled into his neck. Evans is a picture he took of Connor while joking with Zoe where he’s laughing and looks so genuinely happy.

•Who leaves notes written in fog on the bathroom mirror: Connor likes tot ale the worlds hottest showers and Evan likes to leave notes in the condensation when he’s done for the next day (idk the science but I discovered if you write in the mirror one day it won’t get condensation over it the next day so whatever you wrote will still be there). It’s always dumb cute stuff like I love you’d or doodles but every once in a while it’s a cheesy pick up line.

•Who buys the other cheesy gifts: Connor. He’s constantly at target or the dollar store and sees a little stuffed animal or plant Evan just “needs”

•Who initiated the first kiss: Connor. It was kinda rash and just a very fast but passionate peck but then he doubted himself and stepped back before stuttering apologies. His stutter were cut off my Evans hands on either side of his face and his lips back on his.

•Who kisses the other awake in the morning: Connor is not a morning person at all. Evan gets up early and watches the sunset, and sometimes when it’s espescially pretty he kisses all over connors face to wake him. Connor grumbles but sits up because he loves watching Evans face in awe at the colorful sky.

•Who starts tickle fights: Evan. He’s surprisingly sneaky and when connors not paying attention he’ll sneak up behind him and start a war he knows he’s gonna lose.

•Who asks who if they can join the other in the shower: Connor does it jokingly a lot but one time he did it and Evan deadpanned and said yes and he nearly choked. So now it’s more of a “I’m gonna shower wanna join me?” From both of them rather than “can I join?”

•Who surprises the other in the middle of the day at work with lunch: Connor does it more often than Evan (but Evan does it too) because he likes to surprise his boyfriend when he knows it’s a challenge for him to work in customer service all day.

•Who was nervous and shy on the first date: both are such awkward boys. Connor is more nervous whereas Evan is just generally anxious. They’re both just awkwardly staring and quickly looking away when the other notices.

•Who kills/takes out the spiders: Evan sets them all free despite connors protest from the other room. The second he sees one he runs to Evan to “kill the demonic beast” and hides there until Evans “killed” it. Evan can’t hurt a fly so he lets it out the window.

•Who loudly proclaims their love when they’re drunk: Connor can handle his alcohol better and just gets touchy and cuddly when he’s drunk. (When he’s realllyyyy drunk he’s definitely a sexual flirty drunk). Evan however, is such a lightweight that he drinks one beer and won’t stop talking about how much he loves Connor. Don’t even get me started on when he has two and goes on for hours about his hair and scrawny form and how beautiful he is (he has cried over his beautiful boyfriend while drunk before)